Chapter 19 - I'm Ready
Cat slowly opened her eyes and was pleasantly surprised. This was the first time in a week that she woke without screaming after telling Trey about her past. She was wrapped in his arms, listening to him sleep as she rubbed her hand over his chest and abdomen.
They had been in contact with Trey's Seargent daily, and it was apparent they would have to return to Sacramento soon. Cat was nervous but also willing to do whatever was necessary.
The time they'd spent together had been remarkable for her. After going so long without affection from anyone, Cat found herself wanting to touch Trey constantly. She had been trying to work her nerve up to ask him to make love to her.
She wasn't scared that he would hurt her. She was afraid that she would have a panic attack. Cat looked at his handsome peaceful face, and her heart swelled with love. Trey had been so loving to her this past week. He was constantly kissing and holding her, showing her how much he loved her.
As Cat continued to watch him sleep, she decided she didn't want to wait anymore. Her biggest obstacle was going to be convincing Trey. He was so worried about hurting her that he had been trying to keep her from going too far.
She smiled as she let her hand wander over his skin. She could take full advantage while he was asleep. Her movements would wake him eventually, but she was planning on making him want her as much as she wanted him.
Cat started playing with the waistband of his boxer briefs, sliding her finger under the edge and rubbing lightly. Trey suddenly grabbed her hand to stop her as she began to move a little lower.
"What are you doing, kitten?" Trey asked her sleepily.
"I'm ready." Cat looked him in the eye as she spoke.
"Ready for what?" Trey had an idea of what Cat was talking about, but he needed to hear her say it. Even then, he wasn't sure she was as ready as she thought.
"I want you to make love to me. I can't stand this aching need anymore. I need to feel you touch me everywhere." Cat sat up on her knees so she could look down at him.
"Are you sure you're ready for sex? My biggest fear is that I will trigger something inside you and send you back to how you were when we first met. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I did that. You have come a long way in the week we've been together, and I don't want to be the one to cause you even one second of pain."
Trey looked into Cat's pleading eyes. He wanted this as much as she did, but he wouldn't do it until he was sure she could handle it.
"I promise you won't trigger anything in me because you're not one of those that forced me against my will. What they did to me was abuse. They hurt me, but you love me. You've given me the opportunity to have a real-life, not one where I'm hiding from the world. I need to do this. I need to prove to myself that I'm ready to take this last leap and be yours forever." Cat felt her eyes welling up with tears.
When Trey saw the tears in her eyes, he felt terrible. He never wanted to make her cry. He could see on her face that she wouldn't let this go.
"I need you to promise me that if you change your mind or start hurting, you'll tell me to stop immediately. I don't want you to think you have to continue for me. I've waited a lifetime for you, and I can wait as long as I need to for sex. Your safety and happiness are all I care about." After hearing Trey's words, she was even more confident.
"I promise."
"I have no protection, and you're not a werelion yet, so you could get pregnant." Trey didn't want that to happen. They already had enough going on.
"I get the shot, so I'm fine, but what does me not being a werelion have to do with anything?"
"Once you're a werelion, you can only get pregnant when you're in heat."
"What do you mean when I'm in heat? Do werelions go into heat? Does that mean I'll be like a house cat that goes into heat and try to have sex with whoever I can find?" If that was the case, Cat didn't like that part of the deal.
"Yes, the females go into heat, but no, you won't be trying to have sex with everyone. Only your mate can ease the pain of your heat completely." Trey was trying not to laugh at the look on Cat's face as her eyes widened.
"If I have a baby, will it look like a lion or a human? Will I be pregnant with a litter or just one? This is all very confusing to me." Cat was suddenly overwhelmed with questions that she hadn't thought about.
"Our babies will come out as humans. They don't get their lions until later. We call baby werelions cubs. Typically you'll only have one. Sometimes there are twins or triplets, just like humans." Trey thought this topic change might have deterred her from wanting sex, but he was wrong. Cat shrugged and looked back at him with a smile.
"Well, we won't be having any cubs anytime soon, so let's get this show on the road." Cat got up and staddled Trey. "Are you ready?"
"Alright, have it your way, but you're not taking control the first time. I'm going to show you just how much I love you." Trey wrapped his arms around her, pulling her down for a kiss. As their lips met, he rolled her over, so she was on her back and breathless.
Trey looked into her eyes to ensure he saw no fear or doubt. When she smiled at him, he decided he would go slow. He would make her so out of her mind with pleasure that she wouldn't even think about the past.
He pulled Cat into a sitting position and slowly raised her shirt over her head. Cat's face became flushed from embarrassment and excitement. She could see Trey was still apprehensive, so she smiled and nodded, encouraging him to continue.
He leaned down and laid her on her back while his lips attacked hers. He kissed her hungrily, sliding his tongue into her mouth and stroking hers. While focusing on her mouth, she felt one of his hands touch her breast.
Cat gasped in surprise. Trey's warm hand groped her while his thumb rubbed over her nipple, making it hard as she moaned in pleasure. Cat could feel herself getting wet between her thighs, and her need for him increased. Trey wasn't in any hurry, though.
He stopped kissing her and leaned down, pulling one of her nipples into his mouth. Cat arched her back for more. The tingling running through her body as he sucked and licked her little bud was almost too much. Cat put her hands in his hair and held his head to her breast while she squirmed with need.
He took his other hand and massaged her between her legs through her wet shorts. Cat opened her legs wide, wanting more.
Trey brought his head up to look into her eyes. Even though he could smell and feel her arousal, he had to be sure before removing the rest of her clothing. Cat's eyes were glazed over as she looked at him with desire.
He sat up on his knees and began pulling her shorts and panties off while watching her expression. She bit her lip and nodded at him to continue. He stopped to stare at her when she was lying naked in front of him.
Cat's skin was creamy white, although now it was flushed pink. Her long black hair was all around her, and she was squirming on the bed. Trey thought he had never seen a more beautiful sight in his entire life. He quickly disposed of his only piece of clothing and watched as her eyes widened.
Cat couldn't believe the size of his penis. She had seen it when he shifted into Atlas, but now it was hard and sticking straight out. Cat was sure that huge thing would split her in two. However, she found herself reaching out to touch it.
She wrapped her hand around him and rubbed. She loved the smooth silkiness mixed with the hardness. Cat looked up at Trey, and he had his eyes closed while she continued massaging him. When he opened his eyes, he moved one of his hands between her legs.
Cat felt his finger stroke her, and she moaned while arching her back. Trey slid a finger inside, slowly moving it back and forth, massaging her walls. Cat's breathing got more labored, and she opened her legs wider.
He could tell she was almost ready to come, but he didn't want her to yet. He pulled his finger out of her, and she opened her eyes to look at him. While she watched, he stuck his finger in his mouth and sucked off her juices. Cat stared at him with widened eyes.
"I'm a lion and want to taste all your cream."
Cat stared as Trey moved so he was between her legs where she thought he would finally slide inside her. Instead, he moved down further and leaned over, putting his face between her thighs. Cat was mortified until she felt his tongue playing with her little bud.
Trey licked and sucked her until she was ready to scream. When she thought she couldn't take anymore, he dipped his tongue deep inside her moving it back and forth. Cat gave him full access while she called his name.
When she thought she was going to pass out, she felt a warmth filling her lower belly. Her legs began shaking, and she screamed as she came. Cat's entire body was shaking all over from the orgasm.
Trey was still between her thighs when she looked down, licking everything coming out of her. This sight caused her to come a little more. When Trey looked up at her, he had a smile on his face.
"Did you enjoy that?"
"I wasn't expecting it to be so intense. That was amazing." Cat was still breathless as she spoke.
"Now that I got you all wet, are you ready for more? If that was enough, let me know, we can wait before going any further." Trey was bursting at the seams wanting to be inside her, but he would stop if she wanted to.
"I need more. I need to feel you inside me, making me whole again." Cat spread her legs as an invitation, and Trey was no fool.
"Okay, let me know if it becomes too much."
Cat nodded as she waited. Trey crawled up the bed and found her lips. She could taste herself in his mouth, and it excited her more. He kissed her lovingly while he moved closer to her entrance.
No matter how much Cat wanted this, Trey would take it slow. When the tip of his penis reached its destination, Trey slowly moved inside her. He was so big, and she was so tight that he wanted to give her plenty of time to adjust to the fullness.
Cat held her breath as Trey moved deeper and deeper. It was uncomfortable at first, but as she got accustomed to his size, she began wanting more.
"I'm ready. I need you to move now." Cat wrapped her legs around him and pushed him in encouragement.
Trey started moving slowly back and forth. He kissed her as she began meeting his thrusts. They found their own rhythm while enjoying the pleasurable sensations running through their bodies from being connected.
Cat had never felt so many intense feelings all at once. With Trey moving like he was, it drew the sensations out, making her beg for more. She was out of breath and trying to push him to go faster. Trey complied to a point, but he refused to take her hard.
She felt the feeling in her belly building again; her whole body started quivering, and she screamed into Trey's mouth as she came. It was so powerful that she saw stars and continued trembling when she felt him release deep inside her. He started to pull out, but Cat held him in place, not ready to have that fullness leave her yet.
"I love you," Trey said when he looked down into her sweet, beautiful face and smiled.
"I love you too." She replied, and he gave her another gentle kiss while pulling out. He lay beside her and wrapped her in his arms. The feel of her soft skin against his was like heaven. They both fell asleep happy and sated.
