BK 4 - Chapter 18 - First Time
After dinner, Alex and Kiersten dropped Lisa and Jayce off at the pool house. Breanne went home with Saxon and Melanie. When they were alone, Alex was trying to figure out how to ask Kiersten to go to his parent's house with him. He didn't want to be away from her.
"Are you okay? I can feel your anxiety." Kiersten said quietly. She didn't want him to take her back to the hotel but didn't know what to say.
"I, uh, wanted to see if you want to stay with me at my parent's house. I'll understand if you don't want to, so don't feel like you have to," Alex asked nervously. Kiersten sighed in relief.
"Yes, I want to go with you. I was scared to ask you to take me. Can we pick up some of my clothes from the hotel?" Kiersten asked happily. She felt like a heaviness had lifted off her heart, knowing she would be staying with Alex.
"Of course. Which hotel are you staying at?" Alex asked. Kiersten gave him the name of the hotel. Once there, Alex went inside with her and frowned. Her clothes were threadbare except for what she was wearing.
"Let's take all your things. I'm not letting you come back here. You're my mate, so you can stay with me." Alex said as he helped her pack her things. She only had a few things, and it saddened him. He often took it for granted that he never wanted for anything after he had been adopted. It was time to show Kiersten what it was like to live and not just survive.
"Are you sure? What if you change your mind about me?" Kiersten asked. She didn't want him to toss her to the side and break her heart. That would be the worst pain she could imagine. Alex pulled her into his arms.
"That won't happen. Shifters are different than humans. Once we find our mates, there will never be anyone else. You don't ever have to worry about me leaving you. All I want is you." Alex said before leaning down to kiss her. Kiersten's heart melted as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Being accepted and having someone want her meant more to her than anything else in the world.
They finished packing her things, and Kiersten checked out of the hotel. Alex texted his parents to let them know she was coming home with him. When they arrived, he took her straight up to his room. She'd been around enough people for one day, and he wanted to spend time with her alone.
Kiersten giggled as Alex carried her to his room. She was already imagining how good it would feel sleeping in his arms. She walked around the room to get her bearings after he put her on her feet.
"You have a big room," Kiersten said as she followed along the wall letting her hands run over the furniture while being careful not to knock anything over.
"Yeah, it is. Do you want to take a shower before we go to bed? I can help you get it set up." Alex asked. He saw her blush slightly.
"That would be great." She replied as he took her hand. Alex took one of his T-shirts from his dresser before leading her to the bathroom. He turned on the shower and explained where everything was before leaving her alone.
Kiersten let the hot water run over her tense body. She was taking her time while thinking about sharing a bed with Alex. Would he want to touch her? Did she want him to touch her? Her head went back and forth. A part of her was scared to move too quickly, while another part of her wanted to walk out of the bathroom naked and tell him to make love to her.
Alex paced around the bedroom, waiting for Kiersten to come out. He kept looking at the bed, imagining her lying next to him. The thought of her soft skin against his made him get hard. When he heard the door open, he saw her wearing only his T-shirt. It was huge on her, but seeing her in his clothes was almost better than if she had nothing on at all.
"Alex?" She asked softly. He swallowed a few times before walking over to her.
"I'm here." He answered, taking her hand.
"Is this what you left for me to put on? I didn't feel anything else in there." Kiersten questioned. She felt exposed in the T-shirt, especially since he didn't leave her any panties.
"Is that okay? I didn't want to go through your things." Alex answered.
"It's fine, but shouldn't I wear panties?" Kiersten's face turned bright red. Alex felt himself getting even harder when he realized she had nothing on under his shirt.
"That's up to you, but the T-shirt covers everything." His throat was dry as his eyes roamed over her body. He wanted to rip the T-shirt off and rub his hands all over her.
"Where's the bed?" Kiersten asked, deciding to stay in what she had on and see what happened. Alex led her to the bed, and she sat on the edge, making the shirt rise dangerously high. He swallowed several times, trying to find his voice.
"I'm going to get a shower, so make yourself comfortable." Alex turned to go but then stopped. He walked back over to Kiersten and kissed her hungrily, letting his tongue explore her mouth. When he pulled back, he kissed her forehead before going into the bathroom.
Kiersten sat on the side of the bed, still reeling from his passionate kiss. She felt a wetness between her legs that embarrassed her slightly. She lay down on the bed and waited for him to return. Kiersten thought about pulling the sheet over herself but changed her mind. She wanted to see if Alex would touch her. She wanted to feel his large, strong hands on her skin, lighting the fire she was getting used to. She heard the bathroom door open and held her breath.
Alex saw Kiersten lying on his bed on top of the sheet. He was wearing nothing but boxer shorts and debated putting on a T-shirt. Seeing her waiting on him made the thought of more clothes go out the window. When he laid down next to her, Alex turned on his side, looking at her beautiful face.
"You aren't cold?" He asked, brushing the hair from her face. Kiersten shivered with excitement from his touch.
"No. Can I ask you something?" She asked while chewing on her lip nervously. Alex reached up and released her lip from her teeth.
"You can ask me anything." He said, rubbing his thumb on her bottom lip.
"Will you make love to me?" Kiersten asked in a whisper. She was scared he would laugh at her or say he wasn't ready and make her feel like a fool.
"Are you sure you're ready for that?" Alex asked, feeling his erection growing. Kiersten turned toward him and ran her hand over his bare chest and abdomen.
"I'm sure. We're both twenty-one-year-old consenting adults. I feel like I need you to touch me." She said, scooting even closer so she could kiss him lightly. Alex wrapped an arm around her pulling her against his body.
"If you need me to stop, tell me, okay?" He asked while sliding a hand up her smooth thigh to her hip.
"I will," Kiersten replied breathlessly. Alex started kissing her as he ran his hand over her bottom to her back. Kiersten let her hand roam over his body, loving every inch. When his hand slid over one of her breasts, she felt heat flood her body. He moved away slightly and pulled the T-shirt over her head.
Alex looked at Kiersten's beautiful body and almost came just staring at her. Rolling her over onto her back, he kissed her again. He started kissing down her jaw to her neck, sucking slightly, making her shiver in delight.
"I need more," Kiersten said, wanting to feel him inside her. She wanted that connection to show he was hers and only hers. When he started sucking on one of her nipples, she moaned in pleasure. He moved to the other one, and she was sure she would have an orgasm from the sensations running through her body alone. Alex started to move lower, but she stopped him.
"I want you inside of me." She said. Alex felt his erection get painfully hard. He moved his hand between her legs, feeling she was already soaked. As he slid one finger inside, she spread her legs further apart.
"This may hurt the first time, but I promise to go slow." He said as he positioned himself between her legs, sliding his finger in and out. Kiersten reached down and took his penis in her hand. She gasped at how large he was.
"I know it will hurt, but it will be worth it. Please do it now." As nervous as she was, Kiersten didn't want to wait any longer.
Alex pulled his finger out of her and leaned down to kiss her as he started sliding inside. She felt a pain that made her wince, but it only lasted a second. He moved incredibly slow as he stretched her to accommodate his massive size. Alex pulled back to look at her face when he was in as far as he could go.
"Are you okay?" He asked, doing everything he could to not come from how tight she was around him.
"I'm fine. I need you to move." She said as she wrapped her legs around him. Alex began moving slowly, but Kiersten wasn't having it. She began thrusting against him, wanting to feel the friction. Her entire body felt tingly as he moved against her. Within minutes they both reached their climax and collapsed onto the bed, unmoving.
"That was incredible," Kiersten said while still trying to catch her breath. When Alex didn't say anything, she felt a moment of fear that he didn't like it as much as she did. "What's wrong? Wasn't it good for you?"
"I loved it. It's just that I was so excited I forgot about using protection."
