Camilla's POV continues
Adrian. He seems more upset than he was, he is still covered in Angel's blood which for some reason makes me gag. No clinically sane mate can tolerate what I have with them but then again, I'm not sane.
“Umm, Camilla doesn't want to leave because she loves you and she's your mate.” Michelle retorts, pocketing her hands in the cavity of her scrubs.
“My mate? No, I can't have such a weak luna, not one that kills my child out of petty jealousy. I don't want to see her or smell her anywhere near me because I don't know how long I can restrain from snapping her neck.” he grumbles, Michelle snorts, shaking her head at me.
The rise and fall of my chest increase, the sound of my heart beating louder than anything there is. This is it I've surpassed my breaking point, I've had enough, I don't deserve this. My mother spent so much time ensuring I wasn't insecure like Selena, her oldest and yet I turned out just as insecure if not more. I let people talk me down because I thought I deserved it but I don't, my atonement should be this severe.
Adrian can't get rid of me and have me when he pleases, I'm not an object, I'm not going to be humiliated time and time again because I love him. Everyone knows I have given Adrian everything I have to offer, I've forgiven his mistakes, his cheating, I have forgiven everything bad he ever did to me but still, he can't seem to love me. If he loved me, even half as much as I love him, he would trust in me but no, he doesn't want to hear me out. He sent my sister to kick me out, the same person that marked me in front of hundreds of thousands of people, is the same one that wants me out of his house. I want to say but even I know I shouldn't, I promised myself I would leave the second he fucked up again, if this isn't the biggest fuck up, then I don't know what is.
Tears begin to fall heavy again and I don't bother to wipe them, I fix my gaze on Adrian and sniff. “Weak, annoying, worthless? Is that all I am to you, a charity case? I fucking begged you not to pity me but now it seems you did everything out of sympathy. Adrian, what wrong have I done other than love you unconditionally? ” he opens his mouth to speak but I shake my head, not halting my rant. “I have forgiven you time and time again but you won't let a threat I made slide? You believe the word of your whore over me and you know what, I am fucking sick of it. I have tried to be perfect for you and that gets me nowhere, I'm sorry for loving you and I'm sorry for being such an understanding person with you!” I cry out, my hand coming to swipe the tears on my face. For a brief moment, I think I see something in his eyes overshadow the anger but only for a second and it reminds me, this is what it'll always be like.
“I am leaving, but mark my words, you will all regret everything you've done to me. You will miss the love I gave to you all and when you do, you're not going to find an ounce of it, I deserve so much better than you. You said I should have died?” I chuckle, making Michelle gasp but I don't look at her, my gaze stays on Adrian. “Well, I wish I did too but I didn't die, I'm alive and I'm so glad I get to walk away from this toxic on and off relationship. You will never find someone who loves you as much as I did and you know what, you and that psycho bitch deserve each other because you're both obsessed with the only thing you care about, you.” I hiss, stepping closer to him. I can feel Michelle tense when I do but it doesn't stop me, I only pause when there are merely three inches between us and smirk, “I hate you, I hate Angel, I hate Liliana, I hate everyone who thinks I'm worthless and you know what, I'm glad your child is dead. I'm glad she lost her child, she deserved it and thank you, Adrian, thank you for making me hate you thank you for ruining my life in under one fucking year, I curse the day I met you, you profound bastard.” I hiss, my feet stepping away from him. Neither he nor Michelle says a word, as I walk away, when I make it to the door I pause.
“I will never forgive you for ruining my life and oh,” I giggle, my hand reaching for the necklace around my neck. His gaze follows it when I reach for it, my hand forcefully yanks the gold pendant off my neck in one swift move. “You gave this to me, right? You can have it back, I don't want anything that has to do with you.” I seethe, tossing the pendant at his chest, he doesn't catch it, it falls to his feet and I shrug. Peeking over his shoulder to where Michelle stands I try to compose myself, “How is that for a fucking spine?” I ask, but Michelle doesn't respond, she simply grins sadly.
My eyes find Adrian again, I try not to make actual eye contact but I feign it as I snarl at him with disgust. “It was so nice knowing you but fuck you, and tell that bitch I said fuck her too.” I say, my feet backing away as I still face him. He seems to be in awe as he watches me, when my back hits the wall on the outside of my room–the room, I roll my eyes and walk away, fading into the hallway to nothing but the sound of his hurtful accusations and words ringing in my head.
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