Camilla's POV continues

“Okay when are you coming back?"

I honestly don't know but a date must be fixed I think through and come to a fast date. “In two days I'll be there.”

“Great I miss you I mean we miss you, you know with the kids.” He corrects his speech quickly. I licked my tongue and I understood what he did.

“I miss you too I guess.” I say laughing

“I have to go. I think Mother and Arieya are back from the park.”

“Okay.” I say hanging up. And toss myself back on the bed. I dial Kingston and he picks on the first ring that's one good thing about King he always picks my calls no matter what he is doing he could be in the middle of sex and still answer my call just like Ryan.

“Kingston.”

“Beautiful, is everything okay?”

“Everything is great."

“Are you sure?” he asks again.

I nod with a reply. “Yes and I'm calling to tell you I've made my decision, I've gotten my head straight.”

“Really what do you want?" His voice was hoarse and serious.

Can I do this? Considering all King has been through with me and our co-dependent bond I feel like a user. I could choose king and live in respect and bask in his love but something would be amiss, something only Adrian could give.

“Adrian today, tomorrow and forever.”

“Took you some time huh?”

“Yea but like always my two best friends helped me figure it out and oh Belle did too.”

“I knew she would it's you I was worried about your impetus.”

“Well this impetuous woman has made up her mind I'll talk to Adrian when I get back this Tuesday.”

“That’s three days away.”

“I know.” my teeth graze my bottom lip in realisation that I'll be facing my biggest fear in a few days.

“No, I'm Coming to pick you up in four hours. You have to talk to him before you change your mind and knowing you Beautiful you change your mind so much.”

“I won't change my mind.” I roll my eyes. What's up with everyone saying the same thing about me lately?

“It’s settled, I'm coming to get you both ready.”

“Kingy!”

“Bye Beautiful.” he says hanging up.

The door swings open as I scream into my pillow and puff an air of relief seeing Mirabelle.

“What did I interrupt a masturbation session?” She smirked.

“No King is coming to get us.” I mumble into the pillow.

“What!”

I slide out from bed panicking. The thought of meeting Adrian sooner fills me with chills.

“Kingston will be here in a few hours to take us home.”

“So we live tomorrow?”

“No he's obviously bringing the jet.” I retorted.

“Cool, I'm already packed.” she feigned.

“Okay then I guess we are leaving today.”

“Let's go shopping while we wait for him.” Belle held my hands dragging me to the door.

“I'm sort of still hungover.” I resist.

Belle scrutinised me from head to toes. “Because you won't eat, baby.”

“Okay I'll eat right now.”

I say getting up from the bed. We go downstairs and eat. Well she eats more than me because she's making me drink water. After lunch we go shopping. Most times it's hard to shop for Arieya because my daughter doesn't wear just anything. She is picky, she has her own style and I hate to admit it but she knows her clothes and she gets them from her Auntie.

Karla on the other hand wears whatever I pick out for her so when I go out shopping I get Arieya one or two things alongside the fits I get for Karla. I also bought myself some lingerie, the kind that drives Adrian crazy and a coat in his favourite color.

Kingston came as we were packing and he waited till we were done. Alas we were on the jet.

“What are you going to start with?”

“When we get to the airport I'll have an uber then you guys can fly off to Silverline and I'll see you there tomorrow.”

“What happens to Silverline when you and Adrian get back together?”

“What do you mean?” I never thought of it.

“Well you're his Luna so that means you'll move to Golden Hunters permanently.” she explains. Oh my bad.

“No, I love Silverline.”

“Adrian won't leave his pack either.” Kingston blurted.

“Adrian has his pack I have mine and I sure as hell won't give up mine I'm Inlove with Adrian I'm not stupid.” I remain my stand.

“Well someone has to give in.”

“It won't be me this time. Both of us will give in. I'll continue to run mine and I'll help him run his I can do it I have you.” I relay to Belle.

“And what happens when Beta has to go away like you did from Ryan's pack?” Kingston tackles me again for my sheer selfishness.

“You're still there.”

“Don't worry I'm never leaving you alone, it's us against the world.” She says holding my hand. Now I see why it's the Male's that are usually Alpha and Beta because women go away to their mates pack. It's just the order of things. I'd leave Silverline in her hands if it got to be too much for me.

“You two should get married.” He teases.

“We are married the Moon goddess & Alpha's Hated mate.” I reply, wrapping my arms around Belle passionately. She has my heart forever till my death. My forever ride or die.

“Now we're the Phoenix Alpha & Mateless goddess.” she teases

“I like the old version better.” I say closing my mind.

“Getting all the sleep you can huh?” Kingston investigates my appearance, he chuckled a bit when his gaze flickered on my eyes. It must be eye bags and the sunken orbs as usual. I haven't used a mirror so it's expected to look like shit.

“I’m still hungover but Belle won't let me have a drink. I'm certain I'll feel better once I drink some whiskey.” I whine like a toddler.

“Stick to water.” she slaps my hand. I lean on Belle and go to sleep while she & Kingston have a chat about lord knows what. I'm later awakened by the sound of a car pulling over. Looks like King carried me to the car and I didn't even flinch at all. I check my watch it 11pm. I take it off and put it in my pocket.

“Thanks.” I say to the driver as I step out of the car. I go straight upstairs and I'm met by Angel carrying my daughter. Is she dead is the first question that pops into my head.

“She's not dead, she's sleeping.” Angel whispers like she read my mind.

“uhmmm what's going on?” I whisper back.

“The Fire Luna asked to take the kids to sleep in their room since they fell asleep while playing with Adrian” Angel narrated. It feels like a dream. Who would have thought a time like this would ever happen between us both? We aren't friends and we aren't enemies both on the edge looking out for our kids and the men we are entangled with.

“And where is he now?”

“In the bedroom next to Belle's old room.”

“Okay I'll take Arieya." I say taking her in my arms.

“Your daughter is beautiful.”

“So is yours.” I genuinely say.

“Goodnight.” she says, turning away.

“Goodnight.”

I place a kiss on Arieya's forehead and she whispers "Beautiful" as she smiles in her sleep.

I take her to the girls room and put her in bed. I take off her shoes and kiss her forehead. I look at Karla. She's sleeping without a blanket and it's somehow chilly. Angel put the kids to bed with shoes on and I take off their shoes one by one. As I take Karla's shoes off she jumps.

I place a finger to her lips. “shhh it's me.”

“Mommy.”

“Yes sweetie.” I peck her chilly cheeks.

“I thought it was the devil.” She moaned with her sleepy voice.

“Well your guess was close.” I giggled while taking off her other shoe.

Karla fights sleep. “You're back.”

“Yes I am go to sleep, we can talk tomorrow.”

“Okay Mommy I love you.” she whispers gee eyes growing weaker and weaker.

“And I love you too, my sweetie.” I say, kissing her forehead. “Don't be scared, okay I'm here, I'll come and check on you soon.” I say getting up and she nods.

Karla is the one child that worries me most; she is so fragile yet strong. I make my way out and go to Adrian. I find him sleeping on the chair in the guest room next to Belle's old room like Angel said.

Looks like Arieya tired him out. I take the nail polish on the table and paint my nails and when I'm done I paint his and peck his lips.

“I'm up.” He says in a sleepy voice

“Good because I can't carry you to bed.” I giggle standing up straight.

“Mia you're here?” He asked in bewilderment like he saw an impossible fantasy.

“Did you think I’ll leave my kids and disappear forever did you?”

He rubs his eyes. “You're not here, you're in my head.”

I laugh climbing on top of him and he smiles faintly. I take his hand and put it on my heart.

“Does that sound like a dream?”

“I thought you'd be coming in a few days.”

“I changed my mind and it seems like I was greatly missed.” I say looking down, referring to the boner he just got from me sitting on him.

“You're something else you know that.” He lets out a naughty smile.

I nod in response and take a look at his hand laughing.

His gaze lands on his painted nails. “Mia and this?”

“Are you blind?”

“You painted my nails."

“Yes.”

He shakes his head in laughter looking as yummy as ever. “I see where Arieya gets it.”

“Undeniably my daughter.” I say proudly.

He stares at me smiling.

My finger grazed his bottom lip dragging it in a wide line as the plump pink flesh drew me in to taste and savour the sweetness. “You know starring is rude.”

“You look like Alpha Camilla but you're not.”

“You're right tonight I'm just Camilla, Adrian's mate.” I tease.

“Are you okay?” He stared gobsmacked his hands kneading my ass cheeks applying a good amount of pressure settling in between my thighs.

I peck his lips briefly and disengage almost immediately. “I will be once you take me to bed.”

He smirks and takes my hand as we go to his room. And I make sure to lock the door.

Adrian tosses himself on the chair and I lock the door when he hears it lock he gets up. I sit in his lap and start making out with him. Slowly and passionately moaning in his ear when he kisses my neck. Soon enough things get heated and he moves me onto the bed I unbutton his jeans and rip his shirt off him with a smirk.

“Looks like you want to play rough.”

I bite my tongue and he tears my lingerie leaving me completely naked. He plants kisses from my lips to my stomach while running two fingers through my silkiness he puts one finger in me and he growls before pushing in another and I moan hard and thrusts his fingers in slowly before picking up pace. “Adrian.” I moan as he goes faster.

“Cum for me baby girl.”

Right on cue I cum and he seems pleased. He kisses me and I grind up on him moaning

“Fuck me.” I plead as he searches the drawer for something with this free hand.

“Adr...ian,” my voice comes out like a little horny teacher begging for sex. He tries to get off me and I pull him to my mouth kissing him.

“Don't stop.” I whisper

“The condoms are in the bathroom.” He yelled furstrated breaking our sexual tension.

“Fuck the condom.” I trust him and what the future has for us. If a baby is the result then so be it.

Adrian peers up at me like I've lost my mind. “You sure?”

“Yes.” I say panting almost out of breath as I smashed my lips harder to his.

I get up and get on all fours.

“No baby I want to see your face as I fuck you just how you like it.” He says flipping me. I lay down and he pulls my waist closer to him and thrusts into me without warning.

“Shit.” We both say as my body welcomes the intrusion.

“Fuck you feel so damn good.”

He gives me one thrust and I roll my head back. I forgot how good It felt to feel him inside me without any rubber in between us. Just me and him, skin to skin.

He thrusts five more times before he cums.

“Fuck Mia!” he exclaims pulling out, letting his release drip down before he enters me once more.

Even though he came in 5 seconds his dick didn't soften. He was hard as rock and his eyes darker than night letting me know he isn't done with me.

He begins to thrust again, moving through some of his cum he thrusts in me making sure he is balls deep in, tearing my insides apart pushing against my cervix. I grab onto the sheets and scream as we both cum. Adrian stills for a minute before he begins to thrust again. My walls are clenching to him. He pulls out and slaps his dick on my pussy hitting my clit so damn good I squirt continuously.

“Fuck.” I cry out as my legs shake and my eyes roll into the night. My legs shaking, breathing labored, my tear duct let out a pea sized tear as my body convulses in pleasure.

“We're just getting started baby.” He whispers, capturing my nipples and sucking it into his mouth as my body drags wantonly.

“Yes Mate.”