Mirabelle's POV

Alpha's Hated Mate

Mirabelle's POV

Kingston left early this morning so it's just Camilla and I. I was laying in bed looking out the window. The view was so perfect.

“Are you going to stay in bed all day?” Camilla booms me out of my thoughts.

“Girl you literally just woke up sit the fuck down.”

“I couldn't sleep at night I kept thinking about Arieya I should call Adrian I miss my heart.” she moans with a weak voice rubbing off the last trace of sleep from her eyes with the back of her palm.

I cocked an eyebrow. “Arieya or her father?”

“Of course I mean Arieya.”

She grabs her phone from the dresser and jumps on the bed.

“You can't talk to Adrian though and Arieya is probably taking a nap by now.”

Camilla nods and throws the phone recklessly on the bed with a huff. “You're right I'll just call your mother later.”

“Speaking of my mother, have you noticed she's barely around same as Mom?” I point out. The women were sneaky as hell lately leaving me with worries on what they were up to.

“They're probably having some girl time together. I hope we are that close when we grow old.” Camilla giggles and I chuckled at the statement. I don't know what the future holds but I can swear on my part I'll be her best friend forever.

“You'll stop ageing once you hit twenty five.” I am jealous of Cam for her gifts.

“Thank God I'm a royal because I can't handle getting old and wrinkly and you don't have to worry about it either. You have great genes just look at your mom. She looks thirty five but she's way over.”

Camilla's words lighten my mood but we both know she's more favourable to live younger than I do.

I clicked my tongue prepping my ass on the bed with the support of a pillow as we lock our legs together. “I guess so but I don't think they're having girl time.”

“What do you think they're doing starting fires and watching them spread?” Camilla asks, poking a finger on my ribs.

The new hair do’s, nails and change in wardrobe in a week can't be a coincidence. Something is going on under our noses and as the poke nosing daughter I am nothing goes past me. “That's our thing and I think they're dating.”

“Mmmm.” Camilla murmurs.

“Just think of it, they dress better when going out, heck they even take photos.”

“Well if they're seeing someone or some people I think that's fine they deserve another shot at fun and you better not meddle in the matter.” Camilla warns.

"I won't meddle, I'll have Adrian and Santiago do the meddling for me.”

“No no leave the Fire Luna and her gasoline Beta be don't get those two involved in this you know your brother has no self control and besides they're both grown women they're grandmas let them be.”

“Fine but I still want to see who replaced my father.” I rolled my eyes feeling jealous with the thought of my mother finding some Mr. right.

“She isn't replacing anyone she is just finding someone to spend time with so she isn't lonely.”

“Maybe I should find some-one.” my voice breaks revealing the most vulnerable thing I've said in months.

“You already have someone.”

“Someone to be all up in my guts not all up in my face.” I snap. Did I just say that?

“Harsh but okay I understand I'm not someone enough for you.”

“No, you're plenty for me.” I say smiling at her.

“This is one of the reasons I love you; you're always making me feel better about myself.”

"There's something I didn't tell you.”

“What's that?”

“Ummm I noticed someone stalking me at the party and it turned out he followed me home.” I bite my tongue finding the best words to relay the event.

"You did?"

“Yes.” I affirm.

“Why didn't you tell me about this?” She asked wide eyed, her voice went a note higher in surprise and curiosity.

“I was disappointed in your ass for flirting around that night and I guess it slipped my mind.”

Camilla slaps my hands. “You're lying but tell me about it now.”

I took a long intake of air before I parted my lips to speak. “When you left me I felt someone staring at me. I just noticed the air had thickened and nothing else so when I looked behind I was startled at a scent hovering around where I was sitting making me hot and weird. Fast forward I went home and well I felt hot.”

“Hot or hot hot?” She gave me a naughty look.

“Hot hot hot hot.” I giggled and she nodded giggling with me.

“He appeared out of nowhere, found me weak, ate me out and left, well he jumped off the window.”

Camilla gasps in shock, shaking her head in disbelief. “Oh lord!”

“Don't worry he landed on his feet.”

“Landed on his feet?" Her balls came out bolder like she had seen a ghost. To me it still feels surreal like a dream but it wasn't my dream but reality.

“Exactly just like that all the way from the top of my bedroom window.”

“Over 3 stories?” Camilla asked like I've lost m mind making stupid stories.

“I know.” My eyes fall.

“Who is he?”

“Lo.. gan Logan.”

“Do we know him?”

“No, you have never seen him. He didn't even have any markings on him, he just told me his name and nothing else about him except he sent me texts from a private number and yes I tried, no one could see it.” I sigh in frustration. It's one thing to feel so high and next to come crashing to the floor.

“What was it like when he ate you out?”

My inside churned. “Well his hands were icy aside from that everything was good"

“His touch was icy on your body?” Mia blurts.

“Yep weird huh?” I raised a questioning brow.

“This is that one thing they don't tell you, when you're in heat your mate's hands feel icy in your body cooling you down. It happens to everyone but we don't use it as a main key of the mate bond; however, there's no doubt that man was your mate.” Camilla said with a tone of finality.

“He is probably in his late 20's and he isn't a wolf.” I say my observation. He is everything farther from a Wolf, doesn't smell or relate like one.

“The age is no biggie the fates matched you with a non werewolf it's possible I mean I'm not a wolf.”

“You have a wolf Camilla Royals are a combination of all mystical creatures isn't that the legend.”

Camilla rolls her eyes. “Whatever he is your mate.”

“No if he was he'd have come for me but he didn't so I'm okay with it I don't really need a mate to be happy I was wrong I have so much to live for I have my family and our pack where everyone is like family. There must be a reason I was granted this beauty and heart for a reason God didn't give me the beauty of our moon goddess for nothing. I gotta learn to be her and be happy with my life with or without a mate.”

“Yes and I'm happy you realize that.” she says smiling there's more she'd like to say but we both know it so she nods and I agree like I read her mind.

“Wait, is it just me or did I hit a breakthrough?”

”Hit it and almost crushed it.” she says giggling

“I feel so much lighter.”

“Talking about your problems helps but you never talk about your feelings and I can't force you to either.”

“Whatever I'm going through you always have it worse" I reply.

She giggles.

"I always have it stupid not worse.” She sighs.

“You're stupid.” I tease.

“I know and hey guess what Angel said to me?”

“What did she say?”

“She said not everyone can be perfect like you and I.”

“Who is perfect ? Belle and Camilla? since when.” I ask laughing

“Exactly.”

“That girl has a lot to learn about life. We look like we have it together but man we make mistakes too. We fall, we cry, we rise and shine brighter than the last time because life goes on and there is absolutely nothing we can do or fix by dwelling so we just let things be.”

“Yes but she still thought about it. I couldn't help but laugh because I am far from perfect. The only thing perfect about me is my wardrobe. Wait, no it's not even perfect, I have some terrible clothing.” Mia echoes laughter ripping through her throat.

“So I've hit my breakthrough. When are you coming to yours?”

“I already have.”

“Are You sure about that?” I ask.

Camilla nods, “Yes.”

“Camilla, is this what you really want, cutting all ties with Adrian when you know there's some invisible string pulling you to him?”

“I know but we will only keep hurting each other.” Camilla sighs.

“No that's not true and you know it. You and Adrian are one no matter what heart and mind, body and soul you two are perfect for each other each one of you makes the other one a better person and I once said Adrian doesn't make the best mate you deserve better.”

“I wasn't wrong, you deserved better and now he is worthy of the love you gave him, the love you still have to offer. Adrian worked on himself and you worked on yourself too he is better I can't think of anyone else that'll give you the happiness you deserve I love you and I want what's best for you and so I ask that you not make a decision you'll regret for life it's not too late you craved his love and he denied it to you but finally gave it to you and what happened then? You too were very happy, disgustingly happy even cheesy couples hated it and now the tables have turned and he craves your love.”

“What do I do?” she contemplates openly.

“I can't make that decision for you. I want you to think everything through the good and the bad then make a decision. The ball is in your court and whatever decision you make I will support you till the end.”

“Okay I'll think about it.”

“Good, now how about some wine?"

Camilla giggles. “Something stronger.”

"Apple juice, okay I'll make some.” I tease and she laughs.

“I have a better idea, how about we go to the mall and do some shopping?”

“I just realised it's been so long since we went shopping for clothes.”

“And since I'm not pregnant just yet.”

“Just yet?” I ask cutting her off.

“It’s just a sentence.”

I cocked an eyebrow. “So you're trying to get knocked up?"

“I want another baby or two. Arieya is growing so once she turns five I'll think of having another one.”

“We still have a couple of years before that so let's get crazy.”