Chapter 131

"I'm going to miss you so much, please come back to us safely" I hugged Trevor tightly. It was time for him to be on his way. My heart was breaking at the thought of him going out into the hands of danger all alone. He kissed my forehead before letting me go and hugging Marcia.

I was greatful that the werewolves had given him some food, water and a few weapons to carry for his journey. He smiled at us before leaving, we let him take the vehicle as well since we really didn't need it. He needed it more than us.

"do you think he is going to be okay all by himself out there?" Amara asked me with watery eyes. Nobody hated losing friends more than Amara.

I put my hand on her shoulder and smiled at her but I'm sure it looked like a sad smile "his a strong man, if anyone is great at surviving out there it's definitely Trevor"

She nodded her head "Ofcourse, his a damn fighter"

"let's go get ourselves something to eat I'm starving" Marcia said wiping a stray tear off her face and replacing her frown with a smile.

We all agreed because we hadn't really had a decent meal in a while. We told the kitchen ladies to prepare something for us and within a few minutes our table was filled with a lot of food. I could feel my stomach grumbling already.

I didn't waste anytime, in a few seconds my mouth was filled with chicken and mushrooms. Everything tasted ten times more delicious than It normally would. It had to be because I was practically feeding two people now. I hadn't even told my friends about it and I didn't know how to tell them. They would probably freak out or worse.

"well somebody was really hungry" Hakim commented holding a piece of chicken while staring at my stuffed mouth.

I smiled and nodded nervously before swallowing.

Marcia rolled her eyes "let the girl eat in peace Hakim"

"what did I do" he shrugged before eating his chicken.

These two were always on each other's necks. I shook my head at them with smile as I took my last bite. I felt great and satisfied but I needed some air. Some time to think of ways I was going to break the news to my friends. I didn't even know how I felt about carrying his child, was it human or some sort of hybrid. Was it even safe for my body to be carrying whatever this unborn child was.

Suddenly the room felt even warmer, I stood up "excuse me guys I am just going to get some air. I will be back in a minute"

"okay take your time you look a bit flustered , are you sure you are okay?" Amara asked

"yes I'm great, some air will do me good" I said before walking out. It's only a matter of time before they figure it out and that scared me. I felt like I had betrayed them in every single possible way.

This was just a nightmare, what was I thinking? Falling for him like this and letting him have his way with me. The worst part was that I loved it and I would probably do it again. I sighed as I made my way down the hallway. Nobody said a word to me but they definitely gave me weird looks and they were not the friendly looks.

I tried to ignore them as I made my way to the rose garden. It was still as beautiful as ever. It's as if the whole world was in darkness and this garden was in its own light. I smiled as I sat down on a bench next to some red roses.

They smelled amazing, like freedom. I was not much of a flower person but there was just something about this garden that made me feel like the beauty of this world wasn't completely lost. It gave me a feeling of hope, I held my stomach as I thought of the life I was carrying. It was a scary feeling, to be honest I didn't know what to do.

A crunching sound brought me out of my thoughts and I looked up immediately. It was just a girl probably about my age. I smiled at her as she entered the garden slowly. Unfortunately she didn't smile back, she was one of the people that hated me I guess.

So I just decided I would ignore her, leave and let her have her turn with the beautiful garden. I didn't have time for all this unnecessary drama anyways. I stood up but I kept my eyes on her, she didn't look right.

She was watching me and a feeling in my gut was telling me to run. The problem is she was standing by the only entrance and exit the rose garden had. I walked towards the entrance slowly 'act cool just act cool' I told myself. I breathed out, as I made my way towards her. This was total bullshit why wasn't she moving.

"excuse me" I said trying to pass but she shoved me so hard I almost fell on my ass

"you shouldn't be alive, you shouldn't be here. You are bad luck, why won't you just disappear!" she said out loud as she took out a knife from her pants.

I widened my eyes and my heart raced. I took a few steps backwards "calm down, I can leave just put the knife away and you never have to see me again" I tried to reason with her. It was never a good idea to fight with someone holding a weapon especially if you didn't have anything to defend yourself with.

"No! My brother died because of you. It's not fair that you get to live and breathe!You are just a pathetic human, he was so much more and now he is nothing because of you!" she screamed as she ran towards me. I tried to move away but I lost my balance. I closed my eyes as I fell on my ass and she held the knife tightly in her hands ready to end my life.
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