CHAPTER 59
Lucas slowly leaned forward, laying me down on the bed while he was over the top of me kissing me. I ran my hands up his muscly arms until they were in his hair.
Lucas stopped for a moment and kneeled over me on the bed.
He grabbed the bottom of my shirt and started to slowly lift it up when I remembered all the scars that I had on my body.
Some of them he wouldn’t be able to see because the only light that was on was coming from the bathroom, but I knew that he would be able to see a lot more of them.
So I grabbed the bottom of my shirt and pulled it down and I sat up quickly.
“I’m sorry. I just…I have a lot of scars.” I said, not looking him in the face. But he reached down for the bottom of my shirt again.
“Skylar. You never have to hide yourself from me. I don’t care about the scars.” He said, forcing me to look at him while he spoke.
I was still staring into his face as he slowly lifted my shirt and he pulled it over my head and discarded it on the floor next to the bed.
He moved me on the bed so I had my head on the pillow and he kneeled over me looking down at my body with lust in his eyes. Not disgust or embarrassment. He really didn’t care what I looked like without my clothes on.
He started undoing his pants and he slowly pulled them down, letting his erect penis spring free and he kicked his pants off the bed as well.
I got another wave of butterflies in my stomach but Lucas grabbed the hem of my pants and pulled them down off of me with my panties in one go.
He leaned down again, resting one arm next to my head so his full weight wasn’t on me and he started kissing me as his hand made its way around to my back where he undid my bra and pulled it off of me as well.
He reached for his blanket and he pulled that over us to make me feel a little more comfortable. And he started kissing down my jawline and down to my collarbone and along my neck until he got down to my breast.
He started kissing and sucking on one of my nipples while he gently kneaded the other breast with his other hand.
I moved my arms up his back until they were around his neck and he moved back up and caught my mouth with his. Our tongues fighting each other for domination.
I could feel his erection pressed against my thigh and he gently parted my legs and slid himself between them.
“If you want me to stop at any time, just tell me.” He said.
“I will.” I said.
“Are you ready?” He asked. I took a deep breath and I nodded my head. “It’ll sting a little at first. I’m sorry. I can’t help that.” He said.
“I know.” I said.
So he reached between us and he adjusted himself so he was right at my entrance but I could feel his fingers start to move up and down my opening gently.
I let out a little moan as Lucas was leaning on his arm to the side of my head and he was staring into my face.
“You’re already wet for me.” He said.
But then I felt him put a finger inside of me and he started slowly moving it in and out, causing me to moan again and my head fell back onto the pillow.
Lucas kept his eyes on me the whole time and eventually he added another finger.
He sat them inside of me for a moment while I adjusted to the feeling before he started moving them in and out of me.
I opened my eyes and looked back into Lucas’ beautiful eyes when he leaned down and kissed me. He kept pumping his fingers in and out of me, muffling my moans with his kisses.
But when he pulled his fingers out I felt his cock line up with my entrance.
He placed one hand on the side of my face and I felt him push inside of me really slowly and only a little bit. Taking it really slow.
It did sting and he just told me to keep looking at him. So that’s what I did.
I concentrated on his face and his soft eyes. Knowing that he wasn’t going to hurt me, telling myself that he wasn’t going to hurt me.
He pushed in a little further and I hissed at the stinging before he slowly backed out again.
Every time he would push back in he would go a little deeper inside until he was all the way in and then he stopped and let me adjust to the fullness that I was feeling right now.
He leaned down to kiss me as he started moving in and out.
There was pain at first, but not as much as I thought there would be.
It was soon replaced with a really pleasurable feeling and as soon as Lucas saw me relax he rested both arms on either side of my head and he kept kissing me as he was moving in and out really slowly.
I felt my whole body come alive. Like I’d been asleep for my whole life and now I was finally opening my world up to something completely new and great.
Lucas started moving his hand down the side of my body, every touch felt like my skin was catching on fire.
I wrapped my arms around Lucas’ back and I started digging my nails in and he started moving a little bit faster in and out of me.
His kisses muffled my moans, but my kisses were doing the same to him.
I felt the butterflies in my stomach getting so much more intense and I got a cold chill over my whole body as I felt this intense pressure building up inside of me.
It took me a minute to even realize what was happening to me, just before I fell over the edge and my orgasm ripped through my body and I dug my nails into Lucas’ back before it subsided.
“Are you alright?” Lucas asked, staring into my face. But all I could do was nod.
Lucas pulled out of me for a moment and leaned over to the bedside table where he pulled out a condom and put it on before he slid back inside of me.
He started moving in and out again, making me moan again as he put his hands on my hips.
He slowly turned us so that he was on the bottom and I was laying on top of him.
He kept his hands on my waist as he was moving me up and down on him and he let out a moan as he pulled me head towards him to kiss him.
After a couple more thrusts inside of me I felt his movements become a little more erratic before he stopped and we were both breathless and I leaned up to look in his face, only to see him gazing back up at me.
He leaned up to kiss me again and I climbed off of him and laid down on the bed next to him, under the covers.
Lucas discarded the condom in the bin next to the bed and he laid next to me on his side with his arm draped over my stomach.
“Are you alright?” He asked.
“Yeah. I’m great. Are you?” I asked.
“Why would you even ask me that?” He asked, moving the hair out of my face.
“Because I know that you’ve got a lot more experience than me…” I started to say.
“If you think I’m comparing you to anyone else, then don’t. You are the only one that I care about and those other girls don’t mean anything compared to you.” He said.
So I rolled over to face him and he kissed me gently and he pulled me as close to him as possible and he wrapped me up in his arms so I could hear his heartbeat and I started to relax into his arms, feeling the warmth and safety that came along with it until I fell asleep.