CHAPTER 87
As soon as we got back to our house we got out of the limousine and Jax opened the front door and I walked straight upstairs and went to my room without saying anything to anyone.
I went into my bathroom and I took my dress off and I put on a baggy shirt and a pair of shorts to sleep in.
I stood in front of the mirror washing all the makeup off my face and I undid my hair and let it hang down as well.
Someone knocked on the door and I froze for a second while I was washing my face.
“Yeah.” I eventually said.
“Can we talk?” Lucas asked.
“I’m really tired. I just want to go to bed.”
“Are you alright?”
“Yeah. Why wouldn’t I be?” I asked.
He didn’t say anything after that so I finished what I was doing and I picked up the dress but when I opened the bathroom door I saw Lucas, Harry and Jax all standing in my room.
I walked over to my closet and I hung the dress up so it could get dry cleaned and I started getting ready for bed.
“I said I was tired.” I said, not looking at them.
“What the hell is going on? What’s the matter with you?” Lucas asked. And as I was standing at my desk, straightening up my school books I took a deep breath before I turned around and I threw a thick textbook at him.
“What the fuck do you think is my problem?” I yelled. And Jax took a step back looking at me with really wide eyes. So did Harry.
“You all say that you want to protect me. That you never want to let me out of your sight. That nothing is ever going to happen to me. But the first chance you get with your ex who cheated on you and used you and hurt you, you completely ignored me. And you Harry, you and that slut that looked like she should have been standing on a fucking street corner. Neither of you two gave a shit about me tonight. And if it weren’t for Jax, I would have been busted trying to get the information that I got from your father’s house. I put my neck on the line to help you. To get you dirt on your father so you can get out of his grasp, and that’s what I get in return. I get ignored. I don’t know why I’m so fucking surprised. You’re just like everyone else in my life. You’re good with me hanging around until I’m no use to you anymore.” I ranted at them. I could feel the tears coming to my eyes but I couldn’t stop them.
They started running down my cheeks before I had a chance to stop them.
I felt really betrayed and even though Jax was there with me tonight, I still felt betrayed by the other two.
They didn’t speak to me at all after those other girls came into the picture.
I felt used. What the hell was the last couple of months about? Were they just sleeping with me and pretending to love me because they didn’t have who they really wanted?
That’s how it felt to me anyway.
“Skylar…” Harry said, trying to walk forward but I took a couple of steps back.
“I think you guys need to give her some space.” Jax said.
I turned my back to them and I refused to look at them. Lucas and Harry didn’t want to leave, they wanted to talk this out but I wasn’t having it. I wasn’t listening to them, I didn’t want to listen to them. Not yet anyway.
So I heard them leave my room and I broke down crying on the floor.
I didn’t understand what had gotten into me. Why the hell was I acting like this?
Jax walked up behind me and knelt on the ground with his arms around me.
He didn’t say anything. He just held me. He let me act like a lunatic and get all the tears out. Get my frustration out.
I didn’t know how long I was sitting on that floor for, but it seemed like a long time. And Jax never said one word. He just held me.
When I finally started calming down I sat under the window with my back against the wall and Jax sat next to me.
“Am I fucking crazy?” I asked.
“Why would you ask that?”
“Because of the way I yelled at them. Because of what I said to them.”
“Everything you said was the truth. They did turn their back on you when you needed them. I mean, Lucas was meant to be helping you because that’s his father’s house. He grew up in that house. But that bitch Nancy always gets her grip into him and he just can’t resist her.” Jax explained.
“So, am I just supposed to stay here and let them use me whenever they don’t have anyone else to have sex with?”
“Is that how you really feel?” He asked.
All I did was look at Jax and he knew that it’s exactly how I felt.
So he put his arm around me and pulled me towards him while rubbing my arm and giving me as much comfort as he could.
When I decided to finally get into bed, Jax left my room because I wanted to be alone tonight, but I heard that Harry and Lucas were in the hallway.
They were talking at first before I heard Jax start yelling at them. Telling them what I told him. How they had made me feel tonight. And I didn’t hear Harry or Lucas fight back.
But Jax stormed off to his room and slammed the door.
I laid in bed for ages before I was able to finally go to sleep, but it wasn’t a restless sleep.
I was tossing and turning all night and then I heard the thunder start roaring and the rain pouring down outside my window.
It was really soothing and it helped me go back to sleep.
But my window slammed open which startled me awake.
It was really windy outside and I thought that’s what had opened it, but when I turned towards the window when I was about to get up, I saw a dark figure standing inside the window.
I sat up really quickly in my bed and the figure started walking closer towards me as I was backing away on the bed, getting closer to the other side when he raised his hand.
It looked like he had a gun and when he pulled the trigger, it didn’t make a loud noise. But I felt something piece my skin.
I looked down at my stomach and I pulled out a dart that had been shot into my.
I managed to climb off the bed on the other side of the room, away from that figure and I tried to get across the room to my door or even to the bathroom but it didn’t take long before my legs started feeling really heavy and I couldn’t walk.
I fell to the ground and I started crawling across the ground as he was starting to walk towards me until he was standing over me.
I could tell that it was a man, but it was still way too dark for me to actually see who it was.
I looked up at him one last time before I completely fell on the floor and I lost consciousness.
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