CHAPTER 79
So I went to his room and I knocked on the door but there was no answer. So I just opened the door, like they do to my room, and he was sitting next to the window with a cigarette.
“I didn’t know you smoked.” I said.
“Only sometimes.” He said.
“What the hell is going on Jax?” I demanded to know. But he looked back out the window.
“I don’t know.” He said.
“That’s not good enough. I deserve an explanation as to why you’re ignoring me.”
“I’m not ignoring you.”
“Bullshit. You won’t come near me. You barely talk to me. What the hell did I do to you?”
“You didn’t do anything. It’s what I’ve done to you.” He said, throwing the cigarette out the window and he stood up.
He walked towards me in the room and I was looking at him really confused.
“You didn’t do anything to me? You saved me. More than once.” I said.
“I brought you into a house that’s just as toxic as where you were.”
“No. You didn’t. It’s only toxic when that bastard stops by. You guys did save me. I’m not scared every second of the day anymore.” I yelled.
“Well, maybe you should be. You don’t know what the hell you’ve gotten yourself into here.” He yelled.
“Screw you. I know what I’ve gotten into. I know what goes on around here. I’m not running away from you. None of you.” I yelled.
“Well, you should. Why the hell would you want to stay?”
“Why wouldn’t I?”
“Because we’re not good for you. You need to run and run fast.” He said. But I stood in the middle of his room and crossed my arms. Letting him know that I was determined not to go anywhere.
“You really are fucking stubborn.” He said.
“You know how I feel Jax. About all of you.” I said.
“For how long?” He asked.
“What?”
“When are you finally going to wise up and realize that you don’t want to be here anymore?”
“Is that what you think? You think I’m just going to wake up one day and decide that I don’t want to be here?” I asked.
“Yeah. That’s exactly what I’m waiting for.” He said.
But I just shook my head while I was looking at him.
I walked closer to him and he tried to back away but I wouldn’t let him.
I grabbed his arm and stopped him from moving away from me and I pulled him closer to me.
He tried to resist, but not too hard otherwise he would have been able to.
I leaned forward and I kissed him. He didn’t push me back so I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my back.
He started moving backwards towards his bed but when we got close enough, I pulled away from Jax and I pushed him backwards so he landed on the bed on his back.
He was a little shocked by the aggressive side of me, but I climbed on top of him before he had a chance to say anything. Or do anything.
I started straddling him as I was leaning over him, kissing him.
He was moving his hands over my back and I sat up straight while he leaned up on his elbows and I took my shirt off.
I unclipped my bra and threw it off to the side and I leaned down again, placing my hand on the side of his face while I started kissing him again.
He grabbed me around the waist and quickly rolled us over so he was on top of me and he pulled his shirt off over his head and he started kissing down my chest and stopped at my breasts and started sucking one nipple in his mouth while he pinched and rolled the other nipple around in his fingers.
He moved his hands down lower and he pulled my pants straight down and off of me before he stood up straight and he undid his pants and let them drop to the ground.
Once he got them off he laid down on top of me and he started kissing me again but this time, I rolled him over again so I was straddling him.
He changed positions so we were laying properly on the bed and not sideways and I leaned down to kiss him again and he reached down to grab his massive erection and lined it up with my opening and he thrusted it in so quickly that I wasn’t prepared for it, causing me to gasp.
He realized he had gone a little too fast so he stopped suddenly.
“I’m sorry.” He said.
“Don’t be.” I said. And I started moving up and down on his long shaft. Making them long and slow strokes along his entire shaft until the tip was almost coming out before I would go back down on it.
He threw his head back into his pillow moaning as I was leaning on my hands on either side of his head, staring into his face.
I pushed up further and placed my hands on his chest as I started moving faster up and down on his cock.
He placed his hands on my waist, helping me get my rhythm and going up as far as possible.
“Oh fuck, yeah.” Jax moaned.
I changed my direction and I kept his whole cock inside of me as I started moving forward and back on him.
Jax sat up and wrapped his arms around my back and started kissing me, our tongues dancing with each other before he started kissing my neck and down to my chest and he started sucking on my breast.
I felt the sudden shift in my body and I grabbed a hold of Jax really tightly around the back, holding him as close as I could as my orgasm ripped through me.
I was left a writhing mess in Jax’s arms and he pulled me off of him and he stood up next to the bed when he grabbed me by the waist as I was facing the bed, pulling my ass up in the air.
He pushed his cock straight into my opening while holding my waist and I was gripping onto the bed covers as he was pounding into me.
I buried my head into the bed, hearing our bodies slamming together and moaning as he was getting deeper and deeper inside of me.
Before I knew it, my body exploded again with another orgasm.
A couple more thrusts inside of me and I felt Jax’s movements get more erratic until he found his release and he collapsed onto my back but not pressing all of his weight onto me.
He laid on the bed next to me and I rolled over onto my back, out of breath and staring up at the ceiling.
“Well, that was unexpected.” Jax said.
“Tell me about it.” I said, breathlessly.
“What the hell brought that on?”
“Get over yourself Jax. I don’t hate you and I am exactly where I want to be. With you and the others. I’m not going anywhere.”
So he turned to look at me and when I looked back, he could see the determination in my face.
I meant every word of what I said and he finally realized that he didn’t have anything to worry about.
I wasn’t going anywhere. We were going to be together for as long as he would have me.
What they didn’t realize is that I was the one that was scared.
I am terrified that they are going to find someone else that they love more than me and they won’t want me anymore.
It’s happened my whole life. And secretly, I was scared that it was going to happen again.
But so far, I was more occupied with trying to convince the guys that I was staying with them.
Jax pulled me up to the top of his bed and he pulled the covers back.
“Sleep in here tonight?” He asked.
So I smiled at him and I climbed under the covers and he pulled me close to him and we fell asleep wrapped up in each others arms.
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