CHAPTER 60
When I woke up the next morning, I gradually opened my eyes to the sun blaring in at me.
It took me a moment to remember where I was, and then the whole night came flashing back into my mind and I couldn’t help but grin about it. I felt Lucas' arm draped over my waist so I
slowly rolled over and Lucas was already awake. Lying there staring at me like I was the only thing that mattered to him right now. And that’s probably true. I think I was the only thing that mattered to him.
He didn’t say anything before he leaned over and kissed me good morning.
“Did you sleep okay?” He asked.
“Yeah. I slept fine.” I said.
“Are you alright?” He asked, reconfirming that I didn’t regret last night. But I just snuggled in closer to him.
“I’m perfect.” I said. And he wrapped his arms around me really tight and made sure that I felt safe and secure in his arms.
All of a sudden the door burst open and I sat up quickly, making sure the sheet was still covering my naked body and I saw Jax and Harry walk into the room.
Oh fuck.
“Would you look at what we have here?” Jax asked.
“It looks like we missed out on all the fun.” Harry said.
“Yeah. Now, why do you suppose that is?” Jax asked.
I looked at Lucas in panic but he was only leaning up on his arms looking at the guys like there was nothing wrong. Like he didn’t have a care in the world. But I was actually panicking right now.
“Relax Skylar. They’re just messing with you.” Lucas assured me. So I looked back at the guys and they both had amused looks on their faces so I rolled my eyes and I flopped back down on the bed.
So Jax and Harry started laughing and they jumped on the bed as well. Jax on the outside, right next to me and Harry practically landed right on Lucas.
I was feeling a little uncomfortable like this and I was doing everything I could to keep the sheet up so I didn’t show anything off to all the guys.
I could feel myself getting a little tense with them all in the same bed, but they were joking around too much to notice.
I was really uncomfortable and I wasn’t kidding with any of them. I started feeling my body tense up and my heart started beating a little too fast.
I could feel my breathing getting faster and heavier as well.
I was alright when it was just Lucas, but having all three of them in here. I wasn’t alright with. But I didn’t know how to tell them that.
I tried to stay calm and take long deep breaths to calm myself down, but suddenly Lucas pushed Harry off of him and he sat up.
The sheet fell down to reveal his chest and stomach, but that was it, and he grabbed my hand and helped me sit up without the sheet falling off of me.
“Just breathe. It’s alright. You’re totally safe. You know that.” Lucas said. But all I could do was nod my head.
“Fuck. Alright, we’ll leave. Just come down when you’re ready.” Jax said, scurrying off the bed quickly.
Harry and Jax left the room and I sat there taking deep breaths for a long time while Lucas, who was still completely naked and seemed comfortable with it, got up to open the windows to let some fresh air in the room.
I was closest to the windows so I could get the air and he sat next to me on the bed, rubbing his fingers up and down my arm.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” I said, breathlessly.
“For what?” He asked, confused.
“For this. I know that none of you signed up for such a fucking mental case.” I said.
“Hey, don’t ever say that again. You’re not a mental case. None of us think that. You’ve been through a lot and it’s alright to feel the way that you feel.”
“I wish I could be that optimistic.”
“Skylar. You’ll get there. You will. It’s just gonna take time.” He assured me, holding my hand in his.
I nodded my head and I could feel myself starting to calm down.
I felt a tear start to escape my eye as I was looking down at the bed.
“I really hate feeling like this. I hate that I am putting you all through this.” I said, trying to hold back more tears.
But Lucas grabbed my grin with his thumb and forefinger and forced me to look up at him.
“You’re not putting us through anything. We wouldn’t change anything about you for the world. You know that. You’re who we want. And those guys were just being idiots. You know that. They didn’t mean anything by it.” He said.
“I really thought they were gonna be pissed.”
“Why?”
“Because I chose you before them.” I said.
“They’ll get over it. Don’t worry.” He said. I nodded my head and I wiped away a couple of stray tears. So he brought my hands up to his mouth to kiss the back of them. “How about a shower?” He asked.
I smiled back at him and he knew straight away that I loved the idea.
He tried to take the sheet off of me, but I was really self conscious about him seeing me naked. Even after last night.
Last night was darker and he didn’t see everything. But he slowly held my hand that was holding the sheet up above my breasts and he pulled it away gently.
The sheet fell and he helped me stand up. He stood there staring at me for a moment and I could tell that he was trying to control his emotions. But for a moment there it actually looked like his eyes changed color with his anger.
He looked back up at me and smiled as he held my hand and led me into the bathroom.
We had a shower together and Lucas washed every inch of me, taking particular notice that he didn’t miss any spot at all.
And he pushed me backwards under the water until my back hit the tiled wall.
I hissed at the coldness of the tiles and he leaned forward and kissed me. Passionately, softly. And I felt him getting excited again.
I didn’t know if it was a good idea to even have sex with Lucas again. Not since the other two knew that I already chose him first.
I was feeling awkward knowing that they knew. But Lucas didn’t care, at all. Which was evident.
He pressed his body up against mine, with his erection pressing between my legs.
At that moment I let go of any embarrassment or awkwardness that I might have felt and I wrapped my arms around his neck so he could grab my thighs and he lifted me off the ground while I was still pressed against the tiles.
He pushed his erect cock inside me like it was waiting for him. With such ease and none of the pain that I felt last night. But as soon as he pushed it all the way in he kept it there for a moment. Not moving. Letting me adjust to the feel of it.
Lucas pulled back to look at me for a moment to look at me.
“I love you.” He said.
“I love you too.” I said.
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