Chapter 80- Touching Herself
ARIANA'S POV
The driver stopped the car in front of the house but I couldn't bring myself to move from where I was seated.
The driver thought I wanted him to open the car door for me so he stepped out of the car and walked to my side to open the door but still I couldn't bring myself to step out.
Usually as soon as he stopped outside the house I just opened the door and walked inside but today it was different, everything was different, the tingling sensation on my lips and how my entire body was feeling, I felt different.
“ Miss Miller, are you okay?" The driver asked and I shook my head.
“ Is there something I can do to help?" He asked but I still shook my head.
What am I even doing? He must be tired and needs rest.
“ It's okay Victor, I can manage, you can go, good night," I said as I turned to him with a smile.
“ Are you sure Miss Miller?" He asked, his voice laced with concern.
“ Yeah, go get rest," I said before he nodded and walked away.
Why was I feeling so different? This wasn't the first time I got kissed then why was this different? Why did it feel like I just got my first real kiss and whatever it was the other guys have been doing to me was nothing but a joke?
With a sigh I finally stepped out of the car as I shut the door and walked into the house.
I walked straight to my mom's room to make sure she was doing okay and there was no funny business of smoking.
“ Mom," I called from outside her door as I knocked. I didn't get any response which meant she was either sleeping or in the bathroom.
Just to make sure it was either of the two I opened the door and entered.
“ Mom," I called when I didn't see her on her bed and for some reason I felt my heart skip in fear.
“ Mom," I called as I quickly rushed to her bathroom but before I could touch the doorknob the door opened and my Mom walked out and I couldn't help but breathe in relief.
“ My Angel, you're here," she said as she smiled up at me.
“ Mom, I missed you, how are you doing?" I asked as my hands went around her in a hug as I breathed in the sweet scent of her shampoo.
“ I'm holding up but you know I'd feel better if your grandpa was with us, it just saddens me that we still don't know where he is or if he's alive, it's…” I held her hand, stopping her.
" Mom, grandpa is still alive. I can feel it in my heart and we will find him soon, just try to think positive, happy thoughts,” as I said that my mind was immediately transported to the elevator where Hardin told me to think happy thoughts and I couldn't help but smile. Just as the smile came, it disappeared.
What is going on with me?
“ Are you okay Ariana?" My mom asked, bringing me out of my thoughts.
“ Yeah, why?" I asked as we both started walking to her bed.
“ You just had that spark in your eyes and I know that spark only happens when you have something you like, so what is it or rather who is it?" She asked as she folded her hands looking at me and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.
“ You're beginning to make assumptions mom, I'm just stressed and I need rest, I just had to check up on you and make sure you're doing okay,” I said as she chuckled before sitting on her bed.
“ Alright, so there's nothing you have to tell me?" She asked and I shook my head.
“ Nothing Mom,” I said before I bent to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek and then I adjusted the bed cover to make sure she was comfortable before I stood up.
" Have a good night's rest Mom,” I said as I gave her a smile before walking to the door. I opened the door and got out before quietly closing it and then I walked to my room.
What I needed right now was a hot shower to calm my body. I can't believe once again I had to witness a near death experience, but this time I was almost dying on the lips of a man. My assistant.
I opened my room door with a sigh as I walked into my walk-in closet then I removed my clothes and put them in the laundry basket as I took a fresh towel.
My eyes suddenly went to the tall mirror in my closet as I saw red marks on my neck and then I found myself closing my eyes.
His tongue licking up and down my neck, his teeth biting, his hand playing with my hardened nipples. The next thing I knew my breaths were coming out in pants as I began feeling an uncomfortable throbbing between my legs and I quickly snapped my eyes open breathing hard.
What the hell?
Was I just thinking of Hardin?
I placed my hand on my chest and it was beating so fast. I'm going crazy, I thought, before shaking my head and walking to the bathroom.
I removed my towel and placed it where it should be and then I got under the shower and turned it on but just as the water touched my body I found myself thinking about him again.
How he saved me, his lips on mine in the water, the need to protect me and then today he kissed me again.
I found myself bringing my fingers to my lips as I lightly touched it.
If I feel this way just because he kissed me, what more could he do? How would I feel if he actually fucked me.
Stop it Ariana, stop.
You can't think about him that way, you can't be one of those women who warms his bed, you're his boss and it was going to stay that way.
But it felt like my hand had a mind of it own as it slowly moved between my legs and the only thing that fill my head at the moment was;
Hardin.
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