Chapter 130
Massimo
“Now what?” Bella asked me and I could hear she was very irritated with me. “Nothing Rachel.” I said just as irritated. “Don’t lie Massimo, you said you’ll never lie to me.” “And you said the same but that didn’t stop you.” “I wasn’t lying Massimo; I was keeping a secret. There’s a difference. And I kept the secret for a very good reason.” “Keeping something from me is the same as lying Rachel. And getting my men to help you is just as bad.” “I thought Marco and Bianca is there for me not to report back to you about everything I do, or am I in jail and you camouflaging it?” “Rachel stop trying to make this worst then it is.” “I’m not the one who’s upset about shit, I’m the one that’s sick for the past few days, I’m the one that was almost strangled to death a few hours ago, I’m the one that witnessed you shooting someone in our bedroom, I’m the one carrying your baby and I’m the one that might lose it. So stopped thinking about what I did to you. You acting like a real asshole at the moment!” she screamed at me. I turned around and walked to my office.
She was right I was acting like a real asshole and I don’t have a clue why? I was so angry, angry that Anton got in my apartment and tried to kill her, I’m angry because he killed Bianca and I was angry at myself for shooting him in front of Bella. I was sad, sad about Bianca, sad that we might lose the baby. But through all this I was happy as well, happy that we might be pregnant and petrified that she might lose the baby and it will be my fault. So, I had all these feelings running around in my head and heart and I was taking out my anger on Bella, for no specific reason. I was being a big fucken asshole. I poured myself a stiff drink and stood at my window looking over a cold gloomy New York City. Trying to calm all these emotions inside me before I go back to Bella. I know I need to apologize for everything but I’m not there yet. If there is one thing I’ve come to realise about Rachel, is she won’t come to me while I’m this angry she’ll wait until I’ve calmed down before she approached me. I was standing in front of the window when there was a knock on my door, I hoped it was Bella. But it was Luca. “Boss can I come in?” “Yes Luca.” I didn’t say a word I wasn’t in the mood to talk. “Boss we got rid of the body.” “Mmm” “We called the doctor and he called the mortuary for Bianca.” “Mmmm” “And the room is clean boss.” Luca turned around to leave, I don’t think he ever seen me like this before. “How did the fucker get into the apartment Luca, how is that even possible?” “We still trying to figure that one out boss. We can see him get into the lift but the doorman is not there to tell us why he let him into the lift, or what Anton said to him. Enzo and Davide are on their way to his house to find out how that happened.” “Let me know as soon as you know.” “Will do boss.” Luca left and I was back being alone in my office. I poured myself another stiff drink and downed that one. I phoned my mom and asked her to send me some lasagne, garlic bread, chicken soup and cannoli’s. Maybe I could apologize with cannoli’s. My mom wanted to know what was wrong because she could hear I wasn’t myself but I talked it away and told her I was just tired. She sort of bought it and let me say good bye. Now I needed to find Bella and try to explain to her why I reacted the way I did. I went looking for her in our room first but she wasn’t there, her PJ’s was on the bed but no Bella, I went to the lounge, she wasn’t there either, I started to panic. I went to the spare room the doctor examined her in and that’s where I found her with a glass of water next to the bed and the pain killers. Now I really feel like a fucken asshole, the doctor gave her a pain injection and she took pain tablets she must be in a lot of pain and I acted like I did. I went out told Luca my mom is sending someone with food and he should put it in the oven. I went to our room and put my soft PJ’s pants on the one’s Rachel like. I went back to her and got into bed behind her back and pulled her to me. She stirred and whispered “Massimo” “It’s me sweetheart sleep.” “We need to talk.” “Later Bella, sleep, I’ll be here with you.” I could feel her body relaxing and could here she’s sleeping again. I lied awake thinking about, how Anton got access to the apartment, what could he have possible said to the doorman to let him in, was the doorman in on it, did he buy off the doorman. And what did he say while we were holding him? That I’ll know when Bella felt up to it, to listen. Then I wondered why Bella was in this room, was it because she felt too ill to go to our room, but she was there to change her clothing, was it because she didn’t wanted to be with me tonight or was it because of what happened in our room. I started to think we might need to move out of the city if Bella is pregnant. We should get a house, that could be more secure and the children will have a place to run around in a house like the one in the Hamptons. With staff 24hrs a day, we could get more men, to monitor the property, a camera room like in the Hamptons. Yes, I have one here as well but it’s more for inside. How did Bianca not see him coming? She was found in the camera room; I hoped the guys looked at the footage. My thoughts were all over the place, I couldn’t calm my brain to fall asleep. There was so much to do, I need to phone a real estate agent, I need to watch the video footage. I need to tell Bella I’m sorry. But I felt like I was at the right place at the moment next to Bella in bed. All the rest can wait. I must have fallen asleep because I woke up with a big bang and Bella was not in bed next to me. “Fuck!”
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