Chapter 189
Massimo
As soon as I walked into our room, I saw something wasn’t right. The bed was empty and the bedding was all over the room. I walked to the closet and then I heard the shower. As I walked to the bathroom I started to undress. When I reached the shower, I was naked. I got a big fright; Rachel was sitting in the corner of the shower crying. I open the shower door slowly. “Sweetheart?” She looked at me then started crying harder. “Oh sweetheart” I went to her, she didn’t push me away or got scared when I pulled her onto my lap, with me also sitting on the shower floor. “Everything is okay sweetheart.” No Massimo I’m dirty it will never be okay.” “Sweetheart it wasn’t your fault.” “But I feel dirty.” “Sweetheart look at me.” She lifts her head from my shoulder “You are not dirty, you are my sweet Bella. Something awful happened to you and we will work through it together, you are not alone in this Bella, I’m with you. You tell me what you need and I’ll do it, whatever you need Bella.” She moved her lips to mine and kissed me, I let her took the lead, I didn’t want to push anything. She gave me a very sexy, cock hardening kiss. When she felt my cock underneath her, “I’m not ready yet Massimo, I want to so badly but my head is still playing tricks on me.” “I understand fully sweetheart, you just gave me such a hot kiss he couldn’t help himself.” She gave a small smile. “Is that a smile I’m seeing Bella?” I teased her. “Maybe” “Can we get off the floor sweetheart, it is quite hard?” She slowly got to her feet then I followed her. “Can I wash you sweetheart?” “Yes, please Massimo.” I put some of her shower gel on the sponge and layered her body with the soap, then I washed her. She didn’t move. This was a good beginning I thought. When I got to her stomach I rubbed over our babies, them she turned around. “I’m just so glad nothing happened to them Massimo.” She cried again. “Shhh sweetheart, all 3 of you are safe, we not going to think about what could have happened.” I washed her hair and massage her scalped. I helped her out of the shower and dried her. While she got dressed, I dried myself and put some sweatpants on. “Bella my parents want to know if they could bring some food and check on you?” “Off course Massimo especially if your mom bring some pasta.” We both laughed. “What else will she bring sweetheart? Now can you tell me what happened in the bedroom?” I asked her as we walked out of the closet. “Sorry Massimo, I think I lost it for a minute and just threw everything around.” “No need to be sorry I was just wondering. Have you eaten yet today?” “No” “Bella! You know you need to eat and keep hydrated for you and the babies.” “I know, sorry Massimo” I took her in my arms “Sweetheart don’t be sorry just look after yourself please. I can’t lose you.” “Okay Massimo.” “Now let’s go make something to eat.” I took her to the kitchen. “I’ll help you Massimo.” “No, you sit there I’ll make us some sandwiches we need to get some meat in you.” I put her on the counter and made us some sandwiches with prosciutto, toscana, fresh mozzarella, tomato and basil. I took our plates to the dining room and Bella brought us some water. “This looks delicious Massimo” “Then you better eat the whole sandwich Bella.” “I’ll try” “That’s the best I can ask for.” We sat in silence eating our sandwich, I could see there was something on Bella’s mind she had this cute thing she did with her nose. “What’s wrong Bella?” “Nothing Massimo, I’m just thinking.” “About?” “About something I want to ask you about.” “Then asked sweetheart.” “What happened today?” she quickly asked like she didn’t really want to know. “He’s gone Bella.” “But what did he say?” I knew she meant about her but I talked that away. “He told us he was the master mind behind the human trafficking ring, Ricci just went with it.” “Seriously?” “Yes, Bella seriously, he was the mother fucker behind everything. Ricci was too spineless he just went with it and didn’t want Anton to take the credit for it so he did.” “I guess the ledger was found and Damon is working through it.” “Yes Bella.” “And?” “And what sweetheart?” “Are you going to make me say it Massimo?” “I have no clue what you want to hear Bella.” “Fine Massimo, I’ll ask. Is Anton dead?” “Off course sweetheart, I cut off his balls then his penis, then I left him to bleed to death.” “Oh my God Massimo.” “Didn’t you want to hear the details?” she was quiet for a while. Then she said “It’s weird but knowing what you did to him make me feel a bit better.” “Then I’m happy I told you.” I leaned over and gave her a kiss. “I’m all yours for the rest of the day sweetheart, what do you want to do?” “Will you watch Traitors with me a new season just started?” “If that is what you want to do then yes.” We went to the lounge and Bella took the remote looking for the TV series she wanted to watch. She was waiting to press play. “What’s wrong sweetheart?” “I want to ask you something.” “I’m all ears.” “I need to work through what happened to me and I don’t like going to a therapist, I was thinking this morning when I felt the safest, except for being in your arms.” She stopped and was thinking about what she wanted to say next. I just kept quiet, giving her, her space. “I was thinking back to Paris and when we went to the sex club and how protected I felt with you and when the rigger did the rope on me. I was thinking maybe we should visit a club here in New York maybe I can work through it that way.” “You making a good case sweetheart, but in my opinion, we should first see how you feel when I make love to you, then decide if we want to jump into the deep end.” “I also thought of that Massimo. And I was going to suggest we obviously make love before we take that step.” “Then I’ll think about it. If that is okay with you Bella?” “Yes, off course. I understand Massimo.” She looked a bit disappointed but I need to be in the right headspace to do that and after what happened to her my head isn’t there yet. And to be honest I don’t know when I’ll be there. I almost lost my wife and babies; how do you get over something like that so quickly and just go back to a sex club. I really hoped this doesn’t cause problems between us.
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