Chapter 32
Rachel
I choked on my cocktail as Massimo asked me if I wanted children.
How do I answer? It’s a very sore point in my life. I could feel my eyes filling with tears.
“Bella are you okay?” Massimo asked as I was choking. I looked up at him and he immediately moved his chair next to mine and put his hand on my leg. “Ooooo Bella, why the tears?” “It’s a very sore point for me Massimo and we had such a nice day.” “I just want to know you Bella the good and the bad. It will help me understand you more and what you need. Please tell me, I’m here for you.”
“Yes, Massimo I want children very much, I’m just not sure I can have children anymore.” “What do you mean anymore?” “I was pregnant once, but after a huge fight with my ex-husband he assaulted me so severely that I lost the baby. I never went back to the Dr after that for test to see if I can still get pregnant, I just went back on birth control to prevent getting pregnant if ai even could” A tear slipped out; I actually did much better than I thought I would.
“And you are sure you do want children Bella?” “Why Massimo do you want children?” “Yes, Bella as many as we can have.” “And what are you going to do if I can’t have children?” “We will deal with that, if it happens, but first we’re going to get you an appointment at the best Gynaecologist.” “But Massimo if I can’t give you children, we should end our relationship as soon as we know, it will be better for you and me.” “Nonsense Bella, there is a lot of options, we’re not going to be negative.” “I’m not negative Massimo I’m realistic.” “We’ll sort it out Bella, don’t you worry.”
The waiter came back and Massimo asked if there is a booth available to sit in at the back of the restaurant, I didn’t understand why. But the waiter escort us to a table at the back and brought our drinks to us. I got into the booth and Massimo followed me sitting next to me. When the waiter left, I asked him “Why did you want to move?” “I want to asked you more questions and I think it’s going to make you emotional, back here we have more privacy, and I can sit next to you and hold your hand or leg or wherever I want to touch you.” He moved his hand up my leg and touch my garter and went further and just when I thought he’ll touch my pussy he stopped. I looked at him “Not fear Massimo not fear.” “Do you play fear when you tempt me?” I just looked at him and I could feel my cheeks heating up.
The waiter decided to show up when I was red in the face. “Can I take your order sir?” “Yes, can we get two of the Prime filet mignon, both medium, and another round of drinks please.” “Yes sir.”
“Are you trying to get me drunk Massimo?” “It depends what happens when you get drunk?” “I talk a lot and I will fall asleep as soon as we get to the car.” “Then yes Bella, I want you drunk.” “You want me to sleep Massimo?” “No Bella, I want you to talk.” “About?” “Your ex-husband I want to know everything.” “What do you mean everything?” “Just what I said everything, when did everything start?” “With everything you mean the assault?” “Yes Bella”
Massimo
We had a wonderful day today but tonight I want the bad I want to know everything that happened to my Bella in her previous relationship. I need to know, that will help me to navigate our relationship and how far I can push the Dom/sub relationship.
The miscarriage was a big blow for her and I felt murderous but kept that to myself and just comforted her. Know we’re at the question when did everything start.
“Okay Massimo just because I have alcohol in my system, I’ll give you the high lights but when I’m done I’m done I’m not going to rehash this again and I’m not going to bring him up again. We are burying him tonight.”
“That’s all I want Bella I just need to know what happened to you.”
“Fine Massimo, but no judgement.”
“Promise Bella no judgement.”
“I married him to get out of the house, my mother and I didn’t get along, the abuse started very early in the relationship, I just didn’t see it as abuse. It started with my weight or the way I had my hair or who I talked to. Then after the wedding he would scream about anything and when he is very angry would hit the wall next to my face, he broke his finger a few times. I threaten to leave him but where would I go so, I stayed, then he saw I’m not leaving him. So, when I did something wrong in his eyes or he had a bad day he would use me as his punching bag. I had to cancel invitation to friends or my family because I was beaten and bruised. He cut me off from family and friends and had me relay on him for everything and he will tell me I have no one except for him and I can’t go anywhere I need to stay with him. The night I had the miscarriage he hit me so hard I hit my head against the coffee table when I fell and then he kicked me until he had enough. I was in and out of consciousness and when I had the energy to get up, I went to the bathroom then I saw all the blood, that was the first time I went to the hospital assaulted. That was also the night I started to form a plan to divorce him, that was over a year ago.” She stopped and downed her cocktail; I squeeze her leg because what else can I do.
“And how did you end up in New York?”
“Every week after the divorce he will phone me and had to see me for some or other reason , when I said no he would rock up at my work place and make a big scene. That made me say yes when he phoned me. The first time he came to my place he was sweet, the second he started with his shit again insulting me on my weight, my hair the clothes I wore and the last time before I flew to New York he beaten me so bad that I laid on my bathroom floor wishing I was dead. That’s when I swallowed my pride and asked my brother for help and the rest is history.”
The waiter brought our Fillet mignon and I ordered another cocktail for Bella as she downed the previous one.
“Thank you for telling me Bella, I really appreciate it. You are truly a very strong woman. Can I ask you one last question and then I’ll stop and we won’t bring him up again I promise?”
“I’m bleeding here Massimo but yes.”
“How was your sex life?” “That’s the easiest question you asked yet tonight.” “I thought that would be the worst question.” I told her
“It was very boring Massimo, always missionary always about his pleasure never about mine, I can’t and won’t ever compare you two because there is no comparison.”
“That’s not why I asked Bella. It was just something I needed to know Bella. Now we can put the past in the past and move on.”
I took her chin in my hand and moved her head, for me to get those lips on mine, she moaned into my mouth and I tasted her from the inside out, sweet cocktail flavour tonight. We ate our dinner and Bella made small groans of pleasure from the perfect steak. My cock also took notice of that small groans when we were done, I phoned Marco and he brought the car around. Bella was definitely a bit tipsy. I hold on to her and helped her into the car. When we were seated, she moved next to me and put her shoulder on my chest and all I heard was,
“Thank you Massimo” and then she was sleeping.
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