Chapter 35
Rachel
Marco and I got of the elevator and he took my bags to the room, I offered to do it myself but he didn’t want to hear about it. When he came out of the room, he told me just to call if I need him. I thanked him and he was on his way to his corner of this massive penthouse. I went into the room and unpacked my bag. I know there is people to do it but there’s nothing wrong with me. I went into the bathroom and unpack my toiletries, then I went to the massive bathtub and started filling it with warm water and some bath salts. Definitely a good way to end this wonderful weekend. While the tub was filling I went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of wine. I lid the candles around the bath and got in. This is surely heaven, I thought to myself. I laid back in the bath and thought of everything that happened the weekend. How I told Massimo about my miscarriage and the fear of not knowing if I could have children after that incident, why I married my ex and all the things he did to me. I never told anyone everything. I think I trust Massimo more than anyone before, and I have no reason not to trust him he showed me from day one he is interested in me and have my best interest in mind. I never felt so save with anyone before.
There is one thing that is niggling in my mind and that’s the fact that he wants to tie me up, blindfold me and flog me. And the fact that he said we will talk about it but we didn’t yet. He was more interested in my pass than talking about BDSM. Maybe when I’m done I’ll google what BDSM is, maybe I can do my own homework and ask him questions. That will show him I am interested. The water was starting to get cold and I was starting to get prune so I got out. I did my facial ritual did my hair then I went for another glass of wine. It was a beautiful summer evening in New York so I decided to go sit outside with my wine and laptop to do some research. ‘What do I type in the search engine?’ I thought Let’s start with something easy just BDSM a view articles opened up and I decided to read one of them. Firstly, what the acronym stands for is a bit scary, Bondage and discipline, domination and submission, sadism and masochism. The First thing that made me feel better was the fact that you and your partner should always discuss boundaries and consent and SSC – is it save? Is it sane? Is it consensual? That made me feel a bit better. The rest of the article was interesting but will I be able to give all my power to someone else and would Massimo only expect this from me in the bedroom or always. I don’t want to lose my voice that I just found. I can’t lose myself to another man again, I just won’t. But I’m very sure Massimo will listen to me and listen to my reasons. What will I do if he what’s more than I can give him. I put my wine and laptop still open on the table and laid down on the daybed outside. I must have fallen asleep because I woke in Massimo’s arms taking me to bed. I look at him and smiled.
Massimo
I got home at 11pm after the meeting, I went to the bedroom first looking for Bella. She wasn’t there, when I walked into the lounge, I saw the patio door was open. I walked out on the patio finding Bella fast asleep with a glass of wine on the table and her laptop. Curiosity got the better of me and click on the keyboard of the laptop to see what see was doing. I was half shocked when I saw she was searching for articles regarding BDSM. Ooo great I thought now I need to get the shit she read out of her head and explain to her I’m not hard-core as some of the people in the articles. She’s already thinking it’s like an abusive relationship. But I will sit her down and explain to her, I will never do anything to her if she doesn’t want it. I bend down and picked her up. I could see the colour of the bruises was changing, every time I see it I get angry again then I remind myself he is gone and won’t hurt her again. As we approach the room Bella opened her eyes smiled at me and went right back to sleep. That was the best feeling, that showed me she trusts me she didn’t jump in my arms or screamed she just smiled and went back to sleep. I laid her down on the bed and covered her then I went for a much-needed shower.
I got into bed and pulled Bella’s back to my front and pushed my nose in her hair smelling her. It calmed me so much I can’t believe a women can have such an effect on me.
I woke at 6am my normal time, ready for my morning run. I looked over to Bella still sleeping. I kissed her on the cheek and went to get dress. I got Luca outside and we went for our run. I haven’t run since Bella’s assault, so it was felt good to run thru the streets and thru Central Park. When I got home Bella was awake and busy in the kitchen. “Morning Bella.” “Morning Massimo, had a good run?” “Yes, I feel great thank you. How did you sleep?” “Like a baby” she stood on her tippy toes and kissed me on the cheek. “Can I make you an espresso?” “Thank you, Bella, I’m going to have a quick shower, we need to talk before I leave.” “Anything else I can make you Massimo?” “Just an espresso, thank you Bella.” With that I left her and went for my shower. When I came out of the room dress and ready for the day Bella was sitting at the kitchen counter drinking her Latte. “You look delicious Massimo” she winked at me. “Not nearly as delicious as you Bella.” “What do we need to talk about Massimo?” “Don’t be mad” is how I started she frowned at me “Why would I be mad at you?” “Last night before I took you to bed, I saw on your laptop you where researching BDSM.” “Yes and? Why would I be angry?” “Because I invaded your personnel space” “If I had an issue with you seeing what I did I would have deleted my search history Massimo.” “Okay so you’re not mad?” “No Massimo I’m not mad.” “Okay good then I’m taking you out tonight for us to discuss what you read and what I actually want, be ready at 7pm” I pulled her up from the chair and kissed her goodbye.
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