Chapter 262
Massimo
When I found Bella looking for me with Karen my heart couldn’t take it. I love this woman so much I don’t know what I’ll ever do if she leaves me like she insinuated last night. I gave her a kiss; Karen showed me how the blood pressure machine worked if I knew it was so easy I would have told the doctor I could do it myself and she didn’t need to send anyone over. I would have slept a lot better. Knowing there were someone else in your house and she wasn’t given a thorough back ground check had me on edge the whole night. I mean there is people that wanted me dead for God’s sake. When she left, I felt relieved and free for the first time in the past 24 hrs. When Bella asked me what happened last night, I was still a bit shock that she didn’t remember. I waited for her while she showered and dressed then I took her to the kitchen where she requested pancakes, beacon and eggs. What my Bella wanted she will get. When she told me she wanted to know what happened last night I didn’t want to tell her I was afraid she will have another panic attack I knew I needed to tell her some time but I wasn’t ready. I decided I’ll make sure with the doctor first. When I told her we can move in the week after next, she jumped of the counter and ran towards me, I had to think quickly to catch her in time. She was so happy. Seeing her so happy made me happy. We ate our breakfast then we sat in the living room. Bella was searching for something we both would like to watch. While I contacted the interior designer. She said she would make herself available to go to the house today with the architect she even took his number so she could made sure to be there the same time as he. Bella and I was just about to start watching a movie when Marco announced the doctor. “Hi doctor” Bella and I said as we got up and went to meet her. “I’m glad to see you taking it easy Rachel.” “Doctor’s orders.” Was all Bella said. “Can we go to the room. I want to examine you.” “Yes, off course.” I walked with the doctor and Bella to the room before I entered, I asked the doctor “A word please?” Bella looked at me. “Go so long Bella I just want to ask the doctor something.” “Okay” she said but she looked annoyed. “Mr. Marchetti?” “She can’t remember anything from yesterday. Is that normal? And she keeps on asking me to tell her. I’m afraid if I do, she will have another panic attack.” “Her brain is protecting her from the trauma of yesterday, so yes, it is normal. But she will remember. And if you don’t tell her she will start to think the worse and that can also cause a panic attack or she will remember by herself and that can also be traumatizing. My suggestion is telling her but take it easy while telling her don’t ramble everything of give her time to proses everything you telling her.” “Okay thank you doc.” “Now let’s go check on your wife shell we?” “Yes please.”
Bella
To say I was a bit pissed of when Massimo pulled the doctor one side to talk to her was an understatement but I knew I needed to stay calm and he probable just want to asked her about my memory lost. They both came into the room and the doctor immediately looked at the blood pressure machine and all the times we took my blood pressure. “This looks much better than yesterday. I would suggest you keep the machine another 2 days and keep on checking and then we can make a decision if you need to go on medication or worst-case scenario will be bed rest for the whole pregnancy and I’m sure you don’t want that.” “No please I’m bored out of my mind.” “Then I suggest you try to keep calm as possible and go see a therapist to help with the panic attacks.” “I am with a therapist at the moment.” “Then I suggest you tell her or him about your panic attacks, they will give you ways to cope with it. Now let’s take a look at those babies of yours.” She put the gel on my belly and used the wand to look for the babies. “There they are. There is your little boy and here is the little girl. They still healthy. We need to keep them healthy Rachel.” “I understand Doctor I will.” Then she gave me the paper to wipe my belly. “Mr. Marchetti you know how to take her blood pressure?” “Yes, I do.” “Good for today every hour and from tomorrow every second hour.” “Thank you doctor.” I tried to get up. “No no don’t worry I know the way out.” “Thank you for coming doc.” Massimo said. When the doctor left my first question was. “What did she say? Can you tell me what happened?” “She said yes but I should give you breathers so you can process everything.” “Okay then tell me.” “Promise me you won’t freak out.” “How can I promise you I won’t freak out if I have no idea what happened Massimo.” “But Bella you heard what the doctor said you need to keep calm to prevent bed rest and to keep the babies healthy.” “Don’t throw the babies health in my face Massimo I’ll keep them safe you don’t have to worry about that but I need to know what happened?” “You don’t understand how afraid I am to tell you Bella, what if you have another attack, what if you want to leave me, what if everything fell to pieces?” “That’s a lot of what ifs? Massimo. Here is another one, what if I understand and feel better after you tell me. What if I love you more? Ever thought of that?” I asked very irritated at him.
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