Chapter 201
Massimo
I walked out of the room with my hand in my hair, I walked straight to my office poured myself a drink and went to the windows drinking my drink. I needed to get away from Rachel obviously she wasn’t listening to me. Fuck off course I want to make love to her or just touch her but we can’t it has nothing to do with what happened to her. How on earth am I going to let her see that. That will be the question, because she might hear what I’m saying but she is definitely not listening. I needed to remove myself from that conversation and hope she will think about everything. But apparently that was not going to happen she walked into my office “So know you walk away from me?” “No Rachel, I’m just not in a mood to fight with someone that is not listening to me. It is very clear you decided I don’t want you because of what happened and you don’t want to listen to me telling you that that is not true. I want you to heal, heal from the scars Anton made physically and mentally.” “Now you saying I’m mental, jeez thank you Massimo.” “See there you go again fighting about something that was not said the way you are making it. I’m not saying you are mental Rachel. I’m saying there is stuff you have to work out mentally because of Anton. Did you hear me correctly this time?” I could see her deflating right in front of me. She turned around and walked out of my office. I decided to give her time to think about what I said and maybe calm down. Both of us. I decided to check e-mails to calm my nerves. Apparently, my business aspect of my life is also going up in flames. All the families wanted an agenda before they decide to come to the meeting. “Fuck what was wrong with these people, I’m the fucken boss.” I screamed to no one in particular. I poured myself another drink, it looks like I need it to calm down before I go looking for Bella or even before I think off answering my e-mails. I sat in my chair thinking of the perfect night and how it could so easily change into a fight. Oh my God, I hope it was hormones and the trauma. Rachel was never like this before. Maybe I should go with to one of her therapy sessions. When she feels better, I’ll ask if that will be an option. I went looking for her. I could hear she was in the bathroom. I walked into the bathroom knocking on the tiles, “Can I come in?” She sniffed “Yes” “Oh sweetheart why are you crying?” “I don’t know.” “Move forward” she made space for me and I got in the bath with her. “Lie back” I took the wash cloth and just moved it around her body. “Bella what’s wrong?” “Everything Massimo.” “Why do you say that?” “I’m totally overreacting about everything; this is not me.” “I know sweetheart.” “But I’m pushing you away with my tantrums Massimo and one of those tantrums landed me in that situation.” “Sweetheart we’ll speak to your OBGYN about everything okay, I’m sure it’s just the hormones taking over.” “See Massimo you saying that just made me angry again.” “I’m sorry Bella. What should I do?” “I have no idea” then she cried again. I just held her, there was nothing else to say. “I know everything you did tonight was to protect me Massimo, it just felt like you don’t want me and I also know that is not true but I’m insecure.” “You don’t need to be insecure Bella and if you want me to tell you everyday, I want you and I love you, I will.” “I don’t know Massimo; I just know I need to feel close to you.” “what if we say you go to the therapist and talked about everything and as soon as your pussy is healed we can try to make love, but until then it just heavy patting, like we back in high school, let’s make it fun for us. Play around a bit, get creative, maybe a love bite or two.” I said then gave her a kiss and a little bite in the neck. “Massimo, what will the people think?” “I really don’t care Bella as long as you know it was given with love and lust.” “We can try that, I’ll try anything Massimo.”
Rachel
I was sitting in the bath I couldn’t believe how I reacted with Massimo, I knew I was totally of track and maybe a bit crazy for reacting like that. I pull my legs to my chest and just cried. What was wrong with me am I really going crazy? Massimo came into the bathroom and joined me; I couldn’t believe he could forgive me so quickly and sit with me in the bath and try to sort everything out. I might think I’m totally crazy but Massimo helped me through it and we had a plan. I knew my pussy will take up to 6 weeks to heal from that barbaric rape but for some reason I was determinate to have sex before six weeks were over. Massimo was definitely not going to make that easy. He even had plans of love bites and going on like we were in high school. It sounded fun but aren’t we to old for things like that and what will people think. When Massimo said he really didn’t care what people think I thought maybe I should also have that attitude. Massimo helped me out of the bath, “You starting to show Bella.” He said in aw. I wanted to get angry. Is he telling me I’m getting fat? But I reigned myself in. He went down to my belly “Hi you two munchkins, I’m your daddy, I’m going to speak a lot to you.” I wipe a tear from my eyes before Massimo saw them. We got dressed and went to the kitchen for some coffee. “Bella can I make you latte?” “Yes please.” He made my latte and made himself an espresso. “How on earth can you sleep after a cup of that?” “Easy Bella, I close my eyes.” “Smart ass.” I teased him. He walked over to me and kissed me again, my toes curl. How can he kiss me like that and just be happy with a kiss. ‘Rachel you are over thinking again.’ Then he pulled away and search my eyes for something. “We okay now Bella?” “Yes Massimo. I can’t promise I won’t freak out again but for now we are more than okay.” “Good”
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