What about your wife?
Sadie's pov
The moment I saw Justin standing at the door, I froze. It felt like I had been caught doing something wrong, even though I hadn’t. I couldn’t close the door, and his right hand was hidden behind his back. We just stared at each other, not moving. Then he looked away, and as he blinked, I quickly slipped into my room and closed the door. I guess he thought my mum was around and I sensed he stayed in the sitting room for a while and a few seconds later, I heard him calling my name.
“Sadie! Sadie!!” He called and I didn't know what came over me and I came close to my door and stayed there to listen to his voice and my foot mistakenly hit my door and he immediately knew where I was and walked towards that door and it was my room.
“Sadie, I know this might be strange to your ears. First of all I am completely grounded. There is nothing I could do right now if I don't have peace with you. I had made up my mind not to come to your house, but when it comes to you, my conclusion is rendered powerless. From the moment I heard your sorrowful voice, I became in love with you. I had the opportunity to have slept with you the first time, but I declined it because my love for you was greater than the love making I would have had if I had had sex with you. You have stolen my heart. I can't live with you. Please open the door. You are my one and only… whenever I am alone I can't stop hearing your voice and I keep hearing what you have told me before and it will repeat itself to my ear…”
When Justin said about the hearing of the voice, I was the master of it. Whenever I was alone, my thoughts filled Justin's voice and I couldn't control it. And when he also said he no longer stuck to what he had concluded and when it came to me, all what he had said would be rendered helpless and that was what was happening to me as I was hearing and feeling the sincerity and agony in his voice, and I didn't know when I put my right hand on the knob of my door and gently opened my door.
As I pulled the door open, Justin was in front of my door and his right hand that was in his back was now in front of him and he was holding a red beautiful rose and he stretched it towards me. The moment I collected the rose, I felt goosebumps all over my body and I was still admiring the rose when Justin drew me closer and kissed me. When the kissing started, it was as if I was the one who initiated it and I found it very difficult to pull my lips away. We kissed to our satisfaction and my eyes were closed as I wanted all the feelings to myself as our lips were glued together and when I opened my eyes, I was already on my bed. How did I get here? I first asked myself and the moment he placed his fingers on my neck, my priority changed and I held him as if I was longing for him for so long. He was almost taking off all the clothes I had on me before he stopped and said,
“I'm sorry, this is your room. I didn't come here to make love. Where is your mum?” He asked.
“Please forget everything around you. I want you to go on.” I completely took off my clothes and held him tight to myself. I felt he wanted to run away and in my imagination, it will cause me a lot of trauma. The force of attraction between us at that moment was so strong that we both had no option and we quickly made love even when he first hesitated about not doing it in my room.
After putting on my clothes and stood in front of Justin and my eyes were full of emotions and I said,
“Please Justin, can we put an end to this? I can't stand looking at your eyes without coming closer to you. Daisy will be disappointed when she comes to know about this.”
Justin didn't say a word to me and he put on his clothes and walked to the sitting room and I followed him.
“I am running away from you before I feel like removing your clothes one more time. I can't explain how I feel, but all I know is that you have won me over. Let's help our nerves and feelings. How do you want me to survive this uncontrolled passion without both of us carefully planning how we are going to meet? You are a grown up lady. You know what is good for you. Are you going to deprive yourself of what your mind needs? I want you and I can't live without you…”
“What about your wife? If I continued to make love with you, you wouldn't ask your wife to come back. Daisy told me everything about your relationship with your wife.”