Myself for you
Sadie’s pov
Justin couldn’t believe it when I said I was in front of his house. He stayed quiet and waited for me to speak again.
“Justin, I’m serious. I’m outside waiting for you. Come to the window so I can walk towards your room,” I said.
“Much better!” he exclaimed. I walked to the right, heading towards his window but I quickly reacted to how I was feeling and said,
“Please come and open the door, I’m getting cold.” Then I looked towards his window and waved my hand.
“What?” he said, sounding surprised. I heard the window closing, so I walked back to the front door. The moment I saw him at the window, I felt a certain kind of feeling in my heart. There was no doubt that I had strong feelings for Justin, but I was the one denying it to myself.
Inside the house, I could hear how quickly he opened the door, and Justin embraced me.
“I…” I tried to say something, but he pulled me to himself and held my lips from not saying what I wanted to say.
“I know you felt the same way I was feeling,” he said, taking my right hand and leading me inside.
As soon as he closed the door, he lifted me up as if we were a newly wedded couple and carried me up the stairs. All I could do was giggle as he pressed his face against my chest and nuzzled my breasts.
“I came…” I began, but again he interrupted me, saying,
“Shh… stop talking.” I wanted to tell him that I came because of what his daughter had told me. But every time I tried to say it, he deliberately interrupted me. I suppose he had a different idea about why I came to his house. Perhaps he thought I couldn’t bear it anymore and that’s why I took the risk of traveling at night.
The moment he placed me on his bed and kissed me, I realized that it was worth the risk. I lost track of time as we kissed and I closed my eyes ashe slowly undressed me. When he opened my legs and entered me, it felt like an electric shock ran through my body, and I couldn’t control my moans. This was the best moment of my life, and it felt like medicine for my soul.
For the first time, while we were making love, I told Justin,
“Harder… faster!” My seductive voice became a stimulant for him, and he put in even more energy. I couldn’t believe this was the same man Daisy had said was sick and drunk. I became his cure, and he was the fulfillment I desired. After he climaxed, he held me close to his body, and I could feel his muscles against me. Since we became intimate, this was the best experience.
Then he took me off the bed and told me to bend down. From behind, he entered me again. He was like a tireless robotic machine, and we had sex for a very long time until we were both exhausted and fell naked onto the bed. Throughout the whole process, I didn’t even think about Daisy. It was only at the end, when we were finished, that I felt a sense of guilt because of what we had done, knowing it was forbidden from the perspective of my friend, Daisy.
I was still asleep when my phone rang in the morning, and Justin tapped my leg and said,
“Daisy has been calling you.” I rolled quickly over in bed and took the ringing phone from his hand.
“Hi Sadie, did you make it?” she asked.
“Yes, I did.”
“Really?” she raised her voice, “I was waiting for your call, but I didn’t see it. I thought you couldn’t make it.”
“I arrived so late that I didn’t want to bother you.”
“If that’s the case, I’m just pulling into the compound.”
“Seriously?” I asked nervously, but she thought I was excited to see her. I got up from Justin’s room and quickly grabbed my clothes that I had worn when Justin carried me to his room. As I was about to go out, Justin asked.
“Where are you going?”
“Daisy is about to arrive in her car.”
I climbed down the stairs naked, trying to hide the fact that I had slept in her dad’s room. When I reached my room, I quickly got dressed while Justin went to the front door to welcome Daisy. A few minutes later, I heard their voices, and by then, I was finished getting dressed but I forgot my pants in Justin’s room. My heart pounded as if Daisy was going to her dad’s room that moment and it was already late for me to go back to Justin’s room to take it.
When I heard their voices getting closer, I put on a smiling face and went to meet Justin and Daisy and they were still in the living room. When Daisy saw me, she ran and embraced me, whispering in my ear.
“What did you do to my dad? He came out of his room feeling excited. This is not how I left him.”
I looked at her and then at Justin, whose eyes were on us, and I shrugged.
“Nothing, really.”
“No, I don’t believe that,” Daisy said seriously.
“Hmm… just some words of encouragement and I promised to take him out to his favorite place ." I giggled when I remembered what transpired in the night in Justin’s room.
“Yes,” Daisy snapped and added, “I knew it. He is happy now,” and we all laughed at Daisy’s demonstration.
“You ladies are at it again,” Justin said, and before I could say something, Daisy said,
“I came quickly to check on my dad. My mum sent me on an errand. Please, I’ll be back before 12 pm.” There was urgency in her eyes, and Justin and I followed her to the car. As she drove away, I waved my right hand at her. Then, a strange thought crossed my mind, something I had never considered before. The moment Justin held my hand and we walked back into the house, I wished that Daisy wouldn’t come back to this house again. It felt like she was the one disturbing the peace and happiness in my life. All I wanted was Justin, and I felt completely free and joyful. The moment Justin closed the door, we couldn’t resist and started kissing.
When he finally pulled his lips away from mine, I felt unsatisfied and didn’t want to let go of him. Every passing moment made it clear that I longed for Justin.
“Please, Sadie, why not stay with me in this house? It’s obvious you are my cure. When I heard your voice last night, my heart filled with joy, and when I set my eyes on you, I knew I wouldn’t be sick anymore. Please, be the woman in my life.”
“What about Daisy?” I said, pulling away from his grasp. “What will she think of me when she finds out? It makes my heart race just thinking about it.”
He approached me and said, “I will give you all the freedom you want, and we’ll find ways to spend time together. I understand how you feel. I can’t live without you, Sadie. Don’t you have feelings for me?”
When he asked that question, I turned and left him in the living room, and went to my room. But he did something I loved. He didn’t come after me immediately, probably to give me time to reflect on what he had just said. The first thought that came to my mind was Paul.
“What am I going to do about Paul?” I said, standing by the window. As I pondered on what to do, an idea occurred to me.
“Why can’t I help Paul bring peace to his family?” I nodded. I knew Paul’s wife to some extent, and she might listen to me. Paul has always been caring, and I don’t understand why Sara and Paul can’t live in harmony.
“Yes!” I clenched my fist. “I’ll call her and talk to her, and I’ll let her know what she’ll be missing if she goes ahead with the divorce she was planning, and I must do this on Paul’s behalf.” Just as I was about to turn and leave the room, I saw Justin standing, leaning against the doorframe.
“Have you made a decision?” he asked.
“Yes, I’m staying with you,” I said, and it was as if he had won the lottery. He walked up to me and lifted me up.
“This is what I’ve been hoping for…”
“But!” I interjected.
“But what?” he quickly replied.
“I need a job. My mom’s boyfriend promised to give me a job, and I’ve accepted, but I don’t know how to reject it again.”
“That’s not a problem at all. I’ll soon be the new coach for the Diamond Red baseball team. I can include you in the coaching staff.”
“Really?” I widened my eyes. I love the baseball game and all its excitement.
“Yes,” he gently held my right hand and pulled me closer to him. I realized that whenever we were alone, my body chemistry would change, and I always wanted him to hold me close. Just as we were about to kiss, my phone rang. I had it in my right hand. I looked at the screen to see who was calling, and Justin noticed the name, Paul, and he asked,
“Paul? Who is he to you? Are you sharing him with me?” He asked with a jealous eyes.