Chapter 48
It's been a week since I was pulled here into the spirit realm. I have found it odd that I have not needed to eat sleep or any of the other bodily things you normally do. “um sin I know it's been a minute and I just now noticed but um why am I not peopling like eating sleeping resting or needing the restroom?” I ask as I dodge a blast of wind laced with something that smells like death. “actually you caught on rather fast for a human. In the spirit realm, we need nothing. As we are just spirits. Your soul is here while your actual body is lying asleep in the cave.” she grunts as she throws more spells at me. Seeing an opening I dig my toes in the ground and send my will out to the vines behind her while keeping her looking at me. When I have connected to them I drop to the ground slamming my hands down sending myself into the link using the vines as an extension to myself. This is a move I could only use if the fight is one on one. The vines wrap around sin and then I set them ablaze.
In a flash, we are back at our beginning stance. “good, good I didn’t even see it coming. Why don’t we have a short rest I need to rest you not so much.” she laughs out shaking off the burnt vines. Nodding I plop down taking the time to look over my stomach noticing the marks here seem to have faded looking up at sin in hope and she just shakes her head. “the marks are still on your skin for now they are fading off your soul as your soul will never submit to what they mean. Once you fix this they should all go away as the events that caused them should disappear.” she says waving her hand in the air like she's wiping something away.
Deciding right then and there the next two weeks will be nothing but learning how to use my magic and call on the elements around me. Turns out being part fairy means I can conjure things but being so far down the line of wolves means I have to have what I want in one place and ready. So the king can just say oh I want cake and one will appear. For me, there has to be a cake made and I know exactly where it is. I had tested this out as well as I could. I couldn’t summon from one realm or time to another so finding missing hair ties are out of the question. But if I ever need an extra rope I’m good. Working with cattle you can't have too many ropes and or a million things a cow could do to cause injury to itself. don’t get me wrong I love every head we have but I also will tell you they are some of the most stubborn acting fool half brainless beasts. And I would gladly have more as they are also loving and loyal. There are a few of the heifers that come running when they see me. I raised them from a bottle as their mothers either rejected them or there was an issue at birth and then the rare case the heifer died having the calf. Having some tame cattle helps to tame the herd to you letting me be very connected to my herd. This stupid scar marking down my body is a reminder of what I don’t want. I will give it all to get back to my fathers and my cows.
The more I practice the easier the magic flows through me. My wings no longs stay hidden in my back they are full and take no concentration from me to be out. I have to think hard to hide them so I don’t. I have no clue what this will mean when I get back home as I have grown to love having my wings out. I still can't call on them for very long in wolf form yet but I am working on it. My wolf on the other hand now has golden-green streaks through my fur along with growing two sizes. I had a big wolf before but now I am probably close to my father's big brown wolf.
The longer I am here the more I find myself missing Rhett. I don’t feel like I am torn away or hurting just a deep longing for him. This then gets me thinking about chad. My heart squeezes and the pain goes through it its the same feeling I got when chad was with someone else but less and my body felt like it was on fire. Falling to the ground gasping for air as I feel the bond with chad's snap breaking something in me as it fades leaving a hole in the center of me. Curling up Sinnann come rushing to me and holds me letting me cry as the bond broke leaving me a mess in her arms. “I know it hurts little one but you can fix this and set it all back to the way it's supposed to be.” looking up at her I nod and let myself feel the feeling for a few more moments before I push them away so I can hunt down that bitch Janet and kill her. With new vigor, I jump up and began again to try and connect to the air around me I have mastered using earth magic water magic, and fire I had thought water is the opposite of fire would have been my hardest to master but nope it's fucking air. Just slips through my fingers. Roar out in frustration when the wind I had been trying to call rushes from my lungs blowing down anything in front of me. something clicked I cant pull the air to me I need to push it from me.
