Chapter 36
Sharon pov
After Bridget took me to eat I felt I had kept the guys waiting long enough and it was time to face them. She walked me to a door and I knew right away it was their room I can smell hints of snow and ice. If they choose to still mark me then my senses will heighten. I know that Bridget said they won't reject me but they still could as soon as I tell them what Kane and my brother Brian did to me. But I have to do this they deserve to know and make that choice themselves. So I knock go to knock on the door but my hand doesn't touch the solid wood door before it's ripped open by Anthony.
Isaac is standing just behind him both looking at me with relief. “I think it's time we talk and I tell you everything,” I say to them. They nod and back away from the door letting me past. I can see their fingers twitching to touch me but they don’t. I am thankful they are giving me some space I don’t think I would be able to think if they touched me. I take a seat in a chair across from a small couch. They both sit on the couch and wait. They are not pushing me or demanding things. They are just waiting for me to tell them what I came to say.
To start aria gave me a name and it will be announced tomorrow so it gives you two that time to think about what I am about to tell you and you can decide what you want. Taking a breath they both nod and let me continue. “I was created to be the breeder for a wolf named Kane. Kane is the son of my aunt's lover. Kane has been raised spoiled and twisted. He knew that I would be his bed warmer one day and so set standards for me. I was allowed to learn just not leave the house so school was online and homeschooled he didn’t want a dumb breeder.” both men start growling at what I am saying and I just look at them and wait for them to calm down before I continue.
“I was to never weigh more than 100 pounds so I didn’t eat much. I was not allowed to learn to fight or be around males that were not my brother or him. This was to keep me pure as they needed me pure to forces a mate bod with black magic.” pausing to see if they are still with me and I can tell they are confused by what I just said so I decide I will explain the process to them. “you can only force a mate bond with a witch at one time in their life. You have to take their virginity at the same time their magic awakens and mark before the awaking is done.” this has them both growling so loud I’m surprised the walls are not shaking. Taking their hands in mine for a moment to help calm them down. “if you keep growling at everything I won't be able to finish.” I say to them with a nod they tell me they will do their best to keep it under control.
“When I was 13 my magic awoke early. I told no one about it. There has always been a voice in my head helping me. I knew that he could never force a bond as my magic was already awakened early. Most witches awaken at 18. this for our protection young people do not have any control of their emotions could you image having magic along with those mood swings no thank you.” I giggle getting a smile from them both.
“so for years I kept my magic hidden and secret I did learn to use it wisely and since I was locked in my room I couldn’t hurt anyone even if I got upset. I knew what was coming and I accepted that on my 18th birthday I would lose my life when my magic didn’t awaken. See you have to have magic to pass the magic on so if they thought I was magic-less then I would only give Kane half-human pups and not hybrids. The plan had been for him to make me bare many hybrid pups for him so that no one could defeat him. Not only would the pups have strong magic the witches already at his disposal could siphon magic from the pups to fuel stronger spells to help Kane. He would become invisible. And aunt misty and his father Jerry wanted him to have super strong pups so they used his mother who was a very strong witch and mated her with another really strong witch to pass both to me. The stronger the magic you have the stronger you pass on so to keep balance most witches are mated to their opposite. But I wasn’t from the love I was designed. Years went by with just the verbal and some physical abuse nothing I wouldn't heal from. The day I turned 18 Kane sent Brian to my room to check that I was still pure and dressed as he wanted. Brian is my mother's son with her mate, but still my brother by blood. So when he had me strip so he could check me I was horrified. But when he forced his fingers in me to check for my maidenhood I was broken. I prayed for death at that moment. Once stratified he left and I was dressed as Kane wanted. And brought to the alter so everyone could watch as Kane took me when my magic awakens.” tears running down my face at the memory. But I keep going. “he bent me over a table and brain cuffed me to it. He lifted the back of the dress and aligned himself against me waiting for the glow of my skin to start. When it didn’t and I was deemed magic-less and worthless he had Brian uncuffed me. I thought that he was going to kill me then but I wish he had. Instead, he and Brian shoved inside of me front and back because I was worthless, and no need to worry about Brian planting his seed. They both took me rough and bloody several times in front of the coven everywhere they could. I was left a weak bloody mess on the ground bleeding from places you should never bleed from. They finally slit my throat or they thought they did. There was a bright light and the voice in my head said to trust her that it will only look like they killed me to them. She said she can trick the mind but she can't raise the dead so I was to remain still and breathe as little as possible. I ended up blacking out and waking in the burn pit where they burn the bones of animals and anyone else they kill. Waking before the fire was set I was able to run she told me to run north and find aria. And that is how I ended up here. So now that you know-how used and gross I am you don’t have to feel bad if you decide to reject me. I am going to go and let you think about everything and after aria formally names me I will accept your choice.” with that I got up and headed for the door
“what if we already know our choice?” Isaac asks to shrug I say “still think on it. Ill see you tomorrow.” and I walked out
