chapter 33
Daniel pov
A few years later and it's time to take my place as beta Sam as an alpha but also ill be losing my baby sister to my mate. Over the years since he told me I knew he was with others, my wolf could feel it it's like he wanted me to know why else would he tell me he is my mate early and let our wolves open that bond. He is as bad as Sam my father and alpha john. If I wasn’t born to be the beta I might have left the pack but then again I couldn’t leave Kari and kade I love them too much. Since they were five I did most of the raising of them I still don’t know to understand what happened to my mother but it's normal I guess all she-wolves one day just stop being vibrant and become obeisant mates. I will never have a mate I can't find it I'm myself to be with a she-wolf so I have been training kade in secret to take over for me when he is older. I know I wanted him to leave the pack, but now he can't he has to produce a beta heir. I will tell them I felt my mate die and my wolf is rejecting and chosen mate. We all know if your wolf refuses to mate you can't produce an heir and no matter how strong the alpha order is if the wolf's heart is not into the mate no pups so well for the male anyways I wouldn't know if it is the same for a she-wolf because I have not heard them not have pups chosen or fated mates.
We have had a rouge problem for a while so the alpha contacted the elders to get help with it they recommended we reach out to the shadow pack. The alpha likes this idea due to them being a strong pack and maybe some of our she-wolves will be mated to them and that will be grounds to plan an alliance with them. If he had known what would happen when they got there would he have still been as happy? I had picked up here and there little things that I have yet to understand. They are searching for someone important from the dead moonbeam pack. The pack slave's mother refused to bed alpha john because of the mutt. He plans to take her as his bed warmer after he hands the pack to Sam. But Sam wants her as his plaything but he has a mate I don’t understand it I thought once you find your mate no one else will do. Well, that's how it is for me I have yet to find someone that does anything for me only thoughts of alpha Greene have ever turned me on and I blame him.
I have been looking for Kari for hours where is she we have to get her packed she knows what tomorrow is not only will be become the beta but she will be leaving with alpha Greene as his mate. “kade where is Kari?” he always knows where she is he is supposed to be with her always. “she went for a walk why?” he asks like it no big deal. “alone are you stupid what would the alpha or father say to this dumb ass?” I yell at him he looks at me like I have lost it. “what is tomorrow idiot with the other packs showing up what would happen to her if she found her fated mate think you dumb ass?” at this he jumps up afraid for Kari and takes off out the door I follow knowing we will cover more ground this way. “link me when you find her.” and we split up.
I had been looking for an hour when Sam links me telling me to go invite the shadow pack alphas and betas to dinner. That’s when I pick up Kari and Kade's scent and forget about what Sam said. Following it I come to the guest house they are here why? Knocking on the door I tell them I am looking for my brother and sister when I am told that they are mated to the future gamma and delta a female in a leadership role what are the odds wonder why he did that to she-wolves are weak. Maybe
it's so they always have a plaything around. “I'm sorry but Kari cant she is betrothed to another but I'm sure once father knows kade is mated to you…” I stop cause I don’t know who he is mated to “Delta” one of the males states that's when I see them holding hands “nope you know the rules kade you cant. You know what you have to do. so do it now let's go.” father will kill him he has to reject him. This is bad so very bad but I can't let anything happen to them they have to follow the rules. I swear I have been out here forever waiting for them to do the right thing just as I'm about to walk in I hear Kari reject her mate then kade follows. The cries of pain break my heart but it is Kade's fault for letting her out he knew this could happen I never wanted her to find her mate for this reason. I know this pain I never wanted her to feel it and now what happens when she can't give Greene a pup? I can't tell him she found her mate he will kill her and she smells like him she needs to shower right away. Opening the door I grab her and throw her over my shoulder “let's go kade” and we walk out. I want to tell them I'm sorry I wish things could be different, and that I know how they feel but I can't I have to be the blood moon beta.
I have no clue how this got so messed up. Kari and kade look terrible and I hate it I wanted them to be happy now they never will be. I have kade help Kari get cleaned up and in bed, it's gonna be a long day and night I tell her she has to act like she is not in pain around our father and the alphas then I go to my room and I cry for my baby brother and sister I wanted so much for them and now they have nothing and I know they must hate me I would hate me I do hate me. I wish I could save them from this all I can do now is use being beta to protect kade cause after tomorrow I won't be able to see Kari again.
