Chapter 24
Daniel pov
Normally I am not one for drinking for a couple of reasons one being it takes a lot to get a wolf drunk unless it's laced with nightshade, and the smell reminds me of my father. He is not a memory I wish to remember often. After today I needed something to help me stop feeling just for a little bit. When we got back to the shadow packhouse I went to the study and found the strongest bottle of whatever and headed to my room. Opening the bottle on my way upstairs taking a long pull from it. Burning as it slides down my throat. Passing Kade on my way. He gives me a look of concern but I say nothing as I make my way just needing a little bit to collect myself.
Entering the room I head straight to the balcony throwing the doors open. Sinking in one of the chairs there and chugging the bottle not wanting more than this bottle so hoping if I down I will get a short time of fog from it. Throwing my head back as I drop my hand with the bottle down the bottle slipping from my fingers tumbling to the ground. Closing my eyes I feel tears leach from under my eyelids.
Not too long later I feel Noah's hand on my shoulder. He says nothing just lets his hand run down my should down my arm as he walks in front of me. He drops to his knees in front of me his hands rubbing my thighs “I can feel how torn you are about this, but you can't blame yourself.” he says to me. Placing my palm to his cheek my thumb rub along his bottom lip “how can I not blame myself, all those souls are dead because I am alpha if what the envelope said is correct.” I whisper out looking him in the eyes, tears running down both of our faces. Lifting and leaning to me as he pulls me to him kissing me softly pushing all his love through the link trying to give me some comfort. Thrusting my tongue in his mouth as my hands grip his hair I deepen the kiss. This kiss is not one of love but of desperation. Needing to feel anything other than what I have been feeling. Breaking the kiss standing up pulling Noah up as I do.
Shoving him to the railing slamming my lips to his as my hand works his pants open. Pushing them to the ground. Giving him a quick stroke before I spin him around. Spitting in my hand I slide my fingers between his ass cheeks coating his hole. As I lube up his ass I drop my pants shoving my cock into his ass. The head rubbing against his hole spreads the pre cum I am already leaking over his hole. using my cock to make his ass nice and wet I shove my cock in. Having him bent over the rail as I grab his hips to pound his ass. Bottoming out my cock in his ass my balls smack into him as I thrust hard. His ass clenching around my cock spurring me on along with his moans. Reaching around I grab his cock stroking him fast and hard squeezing the head when I reach it. Pulling my back against him wrapped my hand around his neck. Squeezing a little stroking him hard enough to shove his ass back on my cock, grinding my hips into him as my cock goes deep in him. My orgasm comes hard and fast causing me to slam hard into him gripping the head of his cock while squeezing his neck biting down on his mate mark. Just as I finish spraying the inside of his ass I stroke him with just a few more pulls causing him to spray out all over the rail wall. His hands rest on the hand holding his neck letting me know to let go. Laying my forehead on his shoulder I whisper “I’m sorry my love” feeling the guilt from holding his neck too tight or too long. My cock still in his as just wanting to stay connected to him a little while longer. “nothing to apologize for the love you did nothing wrong, you didn’t hurt me please don’t blame yourself for losing control for a second. I can feel what you feel remember.” he says to me. kissing his neck as my cock slides out of his ass my cum following out leaking down his thighs. “come love let's get you cleaned up.” I say pulling him to the bathroom.
Kade pov
Walking down the hall heading to the offices Damien had linked for us to come and meet with him. Halfway there I see Daniel walking towards me. He has a bottle with him and is taking a big chug of it. As he lowers it I see it's the whiskey from the study. Daniel does not drink he never has. I know that the smell reminds me of our father and I am sure it does for him too, and after learning about his childhood I couldn’t picture Dan ever drinking, but here he is chugging from a bottle. I know I have a look of concern on my face as I go to say something to him but the look in his eyes tells me to hold my tongue.
Getting to the office I see Kari is already here “Kari you are never gonna believe what I just saw.” “What did you see kade?” she asks with a hint of annoyance pregnant she-wolves are touchy “Dan with a bottle of whiskey and he is drinking it,” I tell her. Kari’s head snaps to me a look of disbelieving written all over it. “no way. Why what happened?” she asks concern all over her face. Shaking my head about to answer when Damien walks in “if there was a day to drink today would be that day.” Damien says looking at us “that's why called you here. When we got to the green lake packs main house we found a horrible scene. Men and women wolves and humans were violated and dismembered. Every wolf and human that was there minus the young one in the medical center. All left for Daniel in the basement of the main house.” Brendon says to us. Gasps are coming from us all. Tears ran down both aria and Kari's faces. “I only felt the bonds break a little bit ago. That much pain why did none of the mates feel it beforehand? We would have been there to help right away.” aria sobs out. Damien tells us how they're at least one dark witch working with whoever did this. A spell blocking the bonds keeps us all away so they can do the horrible things they did. We all ask what they did and Brendon said he will give us the cliff notes as it was so horrible.
After hearing about today and what Daniel went through and feeling this is all his fault I understand the bottle much more and will never say anything to him about it ever he needs to forget for a little while. I know we lost wolves too and I a not dismissing that I am heartbroken over it but Daniel is a new alpha and this is the first time he lost a wolf let alone many wolves. And to be the cause of it has to be ripping his heart out. Soon he has to address his new pack about what happened and why. Since he took over as alpha he has told his pack everything. He believes if the pack knows everything then it will run better and as that is the way Damien, Brendon and aria run the shadow pack I have to agree. I know this is not his fault but right now is not the time to argue with him about that.
