Chapter 47- Feels

Lexy
I didn’t sleep much and was awake before CJ. I kept looking at him while he slept, and I kept going through the motions of love and annoyance. I knew he was hiding something I could sense it. I haven’t told him about my new abilities since his little early morning rises and late-night arrivals. He’s there in the in-between but his mind isn’t. I was brought out of my thoughts when I saw him jump out of bed. He was frantic and looked scared. He locked eyes with me, and all the worries seemed to wipe away.
“Morning. Are you ok?” I couldn’t help but ask. “Umm.. yeah. Just didn’t feel you in bed” he tried to cover himself. “Look, if our bond is to work, you need to talk to me. I know you’re not telling me something” I say to him. That took him off guard. I patted for him to sit next to me, and he did. He wrapped his arms around me, so I took the opportunity to place mines on his arms. He inhaled and began to speak while rubbing my belly. “Doc told me we needed to keep you from getting too stressed. The pups are growing great, but you are having triplets, and they are growing bigger than they are supposed to be. She wants to make sure you’re strong for the birth too” he paused for a moment. “I was waiting for doc to give me the ok to tell you that I’ve been involved in the search for your mom while doing all the Beta training. It means I’ll be busier but will be involved in pack issues”.
“There is something else that you’re not telling me. I know it” I said to him with a serious face. “Please don’t lie or hold anything back from me”. “I’m sorry my Phoenix. It’s just been negative news and I didn’t want you to stress. We are waiting for the last scout to contact with news which should be by tomorrow night the latest” he kept apologizing to me. I was turned around in a flash that the next thing I know, I’m staring him in the eyes. “I love you and I just want your happiness”. “Our happiness” Xazul pipped up. I knew my eyes were glowing right at that moment. “I could sense you were holding back from me. We’re supposed to be one with each other” I looked down at my belly and then back at him. “We need to stay that way no matter what”. “I’m sorry Lexy” he looked dejected. I grabbed his face and kissed him.
He picked me up and put me on his lap. He stopped kissing me and said “I’m sorry. I love you” and kissed me again. That gave me the butterflies like the first time he came to me. I wrapped myself closer to him and began to grind him. I wanted him more now than ever. I could feel him getting more excited with my movements. “I want you” I whispered to him. That was the beginning of him undressing me by ripping my shirt off and ripping my panties. I returned the favor and ripped his pajama pants and boxers. And we still weren’t pulling away from our kissing. I helped him find my entrance and lower myself softly. That solicited a groan from him.
I went up and down slowly and that seemed to drive him nuts. He placed his hands on my hips and accelerated my movements. I took control and grinded on him while also moving my hips in circles. I could see on his face he was enjoying it. He nipped at my neck and then licked it. He trailed down to my breast and caressed them with his tongue and lips. I was getting closer with every movement and touch. I couldn’t hold it anymore and screamed out my orgasm. As I was coming down I looked at his face and that just egged him on more. He stood up with me wrapped around him and he was still inside me as he walked. He took us to the shower and placed me on the shower bench.
I felt empty when he wasn’t inside of me as he turned the shower on and walked out. But then I saw him comeback with a folded towel. He stood me up, put the towel on the bench, turned me around and had me get on my knees on the bench. My hand and face were against the wall, and he approached me from behind kissing my neck while he lined himself between my legs. That got me so excited that I was wet all over again. He entered me with a groan and at my moan he began moving his hips. The feeling he was giving me was sensational. He wrapped his hand around my neck and pulled me closer to him while he picked up his pace. I thought I was close to cum but him doing that took me over the edge while I screamed out “Right there!”. I can tell he loved it because his pace increased and then I felt and heard him release himself. It took us a minute to move from our position.
We took a long shower because CJ wouldn’t stop touching me. He caressed and kissed every part of me. After an hour he finally let us get cleaned up and get dressed. I looked at the time and we had spent 2 hours in the shower. We went down to eat, and mama Sheera had prepared my favorites. We had so much fun this morning that I was eating like a beast, and I didn’t care. “I see someone had a great morning” she said as she smiled and winked at me. I almost choked on my food with that. CJ gave me juice while laughing and then I smiled big at her.
After breakfast CJ took off for Beta training and I went to the training grounds to train with Yarielis. I also need to catch up with her and her fated mate. I’m looking forward to seeing her. I mind-linked her to make sure she didn’t forget. ‘Hey girly. Don’t forget training in 30 minutes’. ‘Oh, hey girl! Yeah on my way’ she seemed startled. But before I could mind-link her back I saw her coming down the stairs. And I laughed at that while she kept looking at the floor. “No worries. Keep your head high and smile. Is fate” I say to her with a big smile. 
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