Chapter 23

Emilia

Fuck this was a long list am I really thinking of doing this? I had a normal relationship before and that didn’t satisfy me maybe it was because of the person I was with but just maybe I can try this asked him for a month trial period. I’m sure if we negotiate, he will be willing to at least listen to me. I took the checklist and started working through it on the top of the page I wrote

Trail period one month.

Legend for Experience Legend for Limits/Interest
0 - No Answer 0 - Hard Limit (Not willing at all)
1- No Experience/No Interest 1 - Neutral/Uninterested
2 - No Experience/Interested 2 - May try for partner
3 - A Little Experience 3 - Willing to Try
4 - Some Experience 4 - Like It
5 - A Lot of Experience 5 - Love It

Bondage and Suspension
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Blindfolds Some Experience Like It
Bondage (heavy) Some Experience Like It
Bondage (light) Some Experience Like It
Immobilisation Some Experience Neutral/Uninterested
Bondage (multi-day) No Experience May try for partner
Bondage (public, under clothing) No Experience May try for partner
Leather restraints Some Experience Like It
Chains Some Experience Like It
Ropes Some Experience Like It
Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage No Experience Willing to Try
Rope body harness No Experience Willing to Try
Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) No Experience Willing to Try
Harnesses (leather) Some Experience Like It
Harnesses (rope) No Experience Willing to Try
Cuffs (leather) Some Experience Like It
Cuffs (metal) Some Experience Like It
Manacles & Irons Hard Limit
Gags (cloth) Hard Limit
Gags (rubber) Some Experience Willing to Try Didn’t love it
Gags (tape) Hard Limit
Gags (phallic) Hard Limit
Gags (ring) Hard Limit
Gags (ball) Some Experience Willing to Try Didn’t’ love it
Mouth bits Hard Limit
Full head hoods Hard Limit
Mummification/saran wrapping Hard Limit
Straight jackets Hard Limit
Suspension (upright) Some Experience Like It
Suspension (horizontal) Some Experience Like It
Suspension (inverted) No Experience Willing to Try Not sure

Impact/Percussion
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Spanking Some Experience Like It
Flogging Some Experience Like It
Single-tail whips Some Experience Like It
Canes Some Experience Hard Limit
Belts Some Experience Hard Limit
Leather straps Some Experience Like It
Riding crops Some Experience Like It
Hairbrushes Don’t see the need
Wooden paddles Some Experience Like It
Slapping (back, buttocks, breasts, genitals) Some Experience Like It
Strapping (full body beating) Hard Limit
Hair pulling Some Experience Willing to Try
Face slapping Some Experience Hard Limit

Sexual Activity
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Fellatio/Cunnilingus - A Lot of Experience Love It
Swallowing semen Some Experience Love It
Cumming on Partner Some Experience Love It
Hand jobs - A Lot of Experience Love It
Anal sex Some Experience Love It
Anal plugs (small) Some Experience Love It
Anal plugs (large) Not sure
Anal plug (public, under clothes) No Experience Willing to Try
Anal beads No Experience Willing to Try
Vibrator on genitals Some Experience Love It
Masturbation Some Experience Love It
Fisting Hard Limit
Oral/anal play (rimming) No Experience Willing to Try
Double penetration (oral and anal) Willing to try if that is what my Dom wants
Double penetration (anal and vaginal) No Experience Willing to Try
Triple (oral and anal) No Experience Willing to try if that is what my Dom wants
Forced masturbation No Experience Willing to try if that is what my Dom wants
Phone sex (with partner) No Experience Willing to try if that is what my Dom wants
Phone sex (with others) Hard Limit
Group Sex No Experience Not sure
Outdoor sex No Experience Willing to Try
Orgasm control No Experience Willing to Try

Sensation Play
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Abrasion Hard Limit
Scratching A Lot of Experience Love It
Biting A Lot of Experience Love It
Tickling No Experience Willing to Try
Kissing A Lot of Experience Love It
Zapping (e.g. elecric fly swatter) Hard Limit
Ice cubes No Experience Willing to Try
Wax Play No Experience Willing to Try
Clothespins No Experience Willing to Try

Breath Play
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Asphyxiation Hard Limit
Breath control No Experience Willing to Try
Choking Love It To an extend

Humiliation
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Teasing Hard Limit
Humiliation (private) Hard Limit
Humiliation (public) Hard Limit
Verbal humiliation Hard Limit
Spitting Hard Limit
Washing mouth out with soap Hard Limit
Objectification (art, furniture...) Hard Limit
Shaving (body hair)
Sexy clothing (private) No Experience Would love it
Sexy clothing (public) Would love it Loved wearing sexy clothing to the club
Outdoor scenes No Experience Willing to Try
Public exposure No Experience Willing to Try This can only happen when I fully trust you if it is not at the club

Body Part Torture
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Nipple clips No Experience Willing to Try
Nipple weights No Experience Willing to Try
Nipple suction cups No Experience Willing to Try

Fetishes
Activity Activity Activity Activity

Feet
Boots
Underwear
Chastity devices
Masks
Leather clothing

Roleplaying
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Fear play No Experience Willing to Try
Fantasy abandonment No Experience Willing to Try
Kidnapping Hard Limit
Interrogation Hard Limit
Sleep deprivation No Experience Willing to Try
Rape Hard Limit
Gang bang No Experience Willing to Try If that is what my Dom really wants
Initiation rites Hard Limit
Religious scenes Hard Limit
Medical scenes Hard Limit
Prison scenes Hard Limit
Schoolroom scenes No Experience Willing to Try

Service and Restrictive Behaviour
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Following orders Isn’t this why I’m here?
Forced servitude Isn’t this why I’m here?
Restrictive rules on behavior Isn’t this why I’m here?
Eye contact restrictions Isn’t this why I’m here?
Speech restrictions (when, what, to whom) Isn’t this why I’m here?
Washroom restrictions Hard Limit
Kneeling Isn’t this why I’m here?
Begging Isn’t this why I’m here?
Standing in corner Hard Limit
Learned postures Isn’t this why I’m here?
Rituals Hard Limit
Massage Isn’t this why I’m here?

Voyeurism/Exhibitionism
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Forced nudity (private) Isn’t this why I’m here?
Forced nudity (around others) Hard Limit
Exhibitionism (friends) Hard Limit
Exhibitionism (strangers) No Experience
Modelling for erotic photos No Experience
Video (watching others) No Experience
Video (recordings of you) Hard Limit
Voyeurism (watching others) No Experience Except in the club
Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) Hard Limit

Bodily Fluids and Functions
Activity Experience Limits/Interest Comments

Watersports/golden showers Hard Limit
Cum Some Experience

At the bottom of the page I wrote: Ladies nights?

When I was happy with my answers, I went looking for Romeo, I found him in his office. “You done?” “I think I am.” “Okay” He held his hand out. “He quickly scanned through the page. Okay I see. What does this 1-month trial period stand for?” “Exactly what it says I think we should have a month trail period to make sure it works for both of us.” “Can we negotiate?” He asked me. “Off course” “Can we make it 2 months I mean there is only 4 weekends in a month and 1 is already past so we are in our second weekend of the month now.” “Okay 2 months.” “And here at the bottom of the page lady’s night?” “My friends and I normally go out to a club every Saturday night but I will cut it to once a month if that is okay with you?” “Thank you for asking Jenn and yes you can have one Saturday night to go out with your girlfriends but you will come home to me you will not go to anyone else’s apartment not even your own.” “Understood.” “Then probable the most important thing I should tell you is I don’t share if it isn’t me that organized someone to share you with, I see us as exclusive and what counts for you counts for me, I won’t see anyone else while we are together okay? Can we agree on that?” “Yes, I agree.”

“Then I don’t like condoms it’s a waste of time to put them on and it spoils the moment I want us both to be tested off course I will pay for it.” “I’ll pay for my own test Romeo.” “Don’t start with this Jenn I’ll pay in fact I pay for everything while you with me.” “B…” “No but’s Jennifer, I know you are more than capable to look after yourself but you will be my submissive and I will be the one that cares for you and make sure you have everything you need. Do you agree?” “I’m not happy about it but yes okay.” “Good then if you don’t mind, I would like to start this weekend.” To say I was in shock was an understatement I knew he wanted me to stay over but I didn’t expect us to start today. “Okay. What about the contract?” “Let’s do the trial period as you requested and then we sign the contract I mean I’m aware of your hard limits and what and what not you would allow.” “I’m good with that.” “Then it’s sorted but you look tired and I have a very intense scene for us, you want to go and take a nap?” “Will you mind?” I asked him I was tired I’m not going to lie to him I don’t see the purpose of lying to him. “Off course I don’t mind let me walk you to my room.” He took my hand and we walked hand in hand to his room. When we got there, he pulled me towards him and kissed me it was a kiss that promise of what lays ahead. He pressed a button and the whole room was dark. He helped me into bed. “I’ll come and wake you in 2 hours, okay?” “Thank you, Romeo.” “My pleasure Jenn.” I immediately fell asleep. With the no sleep last night and the check list I was bone dead tired.