Chapter 87
Jennifer
I woke up the next morning with a huge headache and I could feel my eyes were swollen from all the crying. I went to the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror my eyes where puffy and red, I still have the bruise that Kyle gave me and the stiches was still visible. I decided then and there I’m done with men and their shit, from now on I’m going to use men in a way that suits me beginning with going to the club and getting my fix. I’m not going to give anyone total control over me again. I’m done, done with my fucking dad, Romeo and Kyle where ever he might me. Fuck them all. I got in the shower preparing me to go to the club tonight, I will never be anything else than a submissive but now I know when to stop them before I reach sub-space and that is all thanks to Romeo. He was probable good for that. When I was out of the shower, I phoned my hairstylist and ask if she can squeeze me in, I even offered to pay her more, I’ve never done anything like that before, throwing money around but I’m done being afraid of who I am. But that being said I will still be Maya at the club. I got dressed in a jean and t-shirt did my make up to the best of my ability to hide the bruise, grabbed my bag and walked to my Audi. When I drove out of the complex, I was staying in I saw the black Mercedez, then I saw Elijah starting to follow me. Well, his boss is going to get a big surprise tonight especially if Elijah follow’s me tonight. I fist stop at the nearest Starbucks and bought myself a strong coffee I needed something strong today then I drove to the hairdresser.
When I walk out of the hairdresser, I felt much better it’s weird how a new hairstyle can make you walk up straighter and with more confidence. I stuck with my blond hair but put a few lighter stripes in. I loved it and it brought out my eyes more. I decided to stop at the mall and get myself some new lingerie to wear tonight. I really didn’t care that Elijah was following me he was wasting his own time. But I did wonder if he gave Romeo feedback as to my movements if he did Romeo will get a shock tonight. But I didn’t care I was telling myself. To be honest it felt weird to go to the club and play with someone else but I needed to do it I need to get Romeo out of my head and realize it was just sex it was just pleasure of the flesh nothing more. That is how Romeo saw it and that is how I should see it. I found the best corset if that is what you can call it. The bodice had a leather strap around the neck and between the boobs then chains where hanging from the strap in a halfmoon shape, it didn’t cover anything, my boobs will be totally on display and my back will be totally naked, I went for something more conservative for the bottom, a skirt that was open on the one side up to my thigh. Okay it wasn’t that conservative but at least it covered more than the top part. When I was happy with my purchase I walked back to my Audi, Elijah was standing outside his car smoking when he saw me, he nodded at me as a sign of greeting. I just waved back at him. Come on I still have manners.
When I got home, I poured myself a glass of wine. When I took the first sip of the wine, I realized I didn’t eat anything yet today, I took out some crackers and cheese and ate that while I drink my wine. ‘Are you really going to the club Jennifer?’ I thought to myself. ‘The sooner the better.” I thought. Which could or couldn’t be true….
Romeo
I slept in my office last night when I was too tired to work any further, I laid on the coach and fell asleep. I woke up the next morning with the ringing of my phone. When I got my phone, I saw it was after 10 am already which was out of character for me I’m normally an early bird. “Elijah” “Morning boss I didn’t want to wake you.” “It’s fine is something wrong?” “No, I just wanted to find out do I have to tell you where Jennifer is going?” “Why did she already leave the apartment?” I asked as I sat up straight on the couch, rubbing at my eyes. “Yes, I’m following her now.” “Why are you following her?” “She said it’s over between the two of you which means she’s not going to ride with me anymore.” Fuck she’s hard headed, I thought to myself. “What is she up to?” “We just stopped at the hair salon boss.” “Oh, yes keep me updated on what she does.” I told him before I disconnected the call.
I’m not sure why I wanted to know what she was up to but I think I still want her and that is the problem. How am I going to get her out of my mind? I thought to myself. After I looked through her business plan and her father’s reports, I knew she would be a great business woman and she was what her father’s business needed I also know she doesn’t want anything to do with his business which means I have to do it for her. I will not let her loose her birthright. But on the other hand, I’m not ready to get married again or have children and that is the big problem. I went to take a shower and everything was still going through my mind I couldn’t get her out of my head. This whole thing was supposed to be just about sex and me helping her out with the arrangement but suddenly it became more. I wanted to know what she was up to every second of the day. This is not normal I didn’t even worry about Francesca that much. Thinking about her I should make sure she left Las Vegas this morning. I don’t want her to run into Jennifer. Jennifer might just tell her we broke up after the ‘meeting’ last night and I definitely don’t want Francesca to know about that. When I was finished showering and dressed, I called Lucas “Lucas is Francesca gone?” “Yes, boss I watch her got onto the plane this morning.” “Okay great. I want to go to my club tonight.” “I’m at the house boss whenever you are ready.” Thank God Francesca is gone. Now I just need to decide what to do with Jennifer, clearly my head was all over the place and I had no fucking idea what to do.