Chapter 36
Jennifer
I couldn’t believe Romeo could get me out of a full out melt down so quickly just by calling me on his submissive name for me. I know I used Maya at the club but babe is ours. Clearly, I’m already deeper into the connection with him, when it comes to the Dom/sub relationship. We walked to the kitchen table where Luna made us each a huge chicken salad, I felt bad that Romeo where also eating a salad. “You didn’t have to eat what I do Romeo.” “Nonsense it’s lunch I normally eat something lite.” “You sure?” “Off course I am Jenn don’t worry about me it’s my job to worry about you. My phone went off and before I thought what I was doing I looked at my phone ‘Shit’ I said out load. “What’s wrong?” Romeo asked concerned. “Nothing.” I lied to him. “Jenn don’t lie to me never lie to me I don’t care if it’s a small thing or a huge thing you will never lie to me.” “I’m sorry Romeo but I just had a meltdown about them I don’t want to go into it again.” “What are your so-called friends saying now?” “It’s actually just Kim I think she sees herself as the leader of the pack because everyone has to follow her.” “With your connections yes. So, what does Kim say?” “She’s saying I’m selfish for letting them go out on their own and that I don’t even like my dad but I’m going out with him.” “Fuck that bitch.” Romeo said. “I’m sorry Jenn but that woman is not your friend. But tell them you organized VIP tickets for them at Club X for tonight.” “No Romeo you can’t do that.” “I will, just to show you you don’t need her in your life because I can promise you if you tell her that she will be friendly again.” I type out a message saying there will be VIP tickets at JP for them tonight. I really hoped Romeo was wrong but he wasn’t she immediately send a message back telling me she needed 4 tickets because they are taking someone with and by the way thank you. I must have frowned because Romeo asked me “What is she saying now?” “She’s asking for 4 tickets they are taking someone with but I have no clue who it could be?” “Is that what is bothering you? You really don’t need them in your life Jenn, friends like them will milk you dry and keep on coming back for more. But I’m not going to make your choices for you it’s your life I’m just saying they are not worth your time or your stress.” “Thank you, Romeo, for the tickets and the advice I will definitely think about it.” “Good, now let’s eat.” We ate our salads in a nice silence both of us probably thinking about our own stuff.
After a while Romeo said “I’m very glad I could get through to you with your sub pet name Jenn it means you are already ready for me.” “I’m happy about that too. I actually couldn’t believe it, when I go down that rabbit whole it takes a lot to get myself out there sometimes it ends in a whole panic attack.” “I’m sorry to hear that.” Romeo said softly. “Nothing to worry about it doesn’t happen a lot but I do get panic attacks after I’ve been with my dad to. He just makes me question everything in my life.” “Are you happy with what you are doing Jenn. With the bakery, financially?” “I. Yes why?” I asked a bit scared of the answer. “If you are happy Jenn then nothing else matters, the rest is just noise you need to learn to ignore the noise.” “It’s very difficult to ignore my father’s noise. I mean I can probable stop being friends with Kim but how do I cut my dad out of my life?” “I didn’t say you need to cut him out of your life, you definitely need to set some boundaries with him, yes, but you don’t have to cut him out. You should just cancel his noise. And if you get panic attacks when you go to your father, I would feel much better if a driver of mine take you there on a Sunday and bring you back to me then we can work through that.” “I don’t want to become a problem for you Romeo the thing between us is suppose to be fun.” “And it will be but the well being of my submissive is my top priority I can’t have you go home to an empty apartment and get a panic attack or God forbid you get one on your way home.” “That happened a few times already.” “Fuck Jenn.” “Don’t worry I pull of the road.” “That is settled if you don’t want to take it as a request, I’ll put it in the rules, your choice.” Romeo said. “Okay I’ll except you don’t have to make the rules even harder to follow.” “My rules aren’t difficult to follow.” He laughed at me. When we finished our lunch, Romeo excused him to go and phone JP for the tickets for tonight, I went wondering around the house and found his library it was a very well stock library with a lot of first editions. I love reading I just don’t get the time to do it a lot. “There you are.” Romeo said from the door. “I just spoke to JP; he will let them in tonight and take them to the VIP area.” “Thank you so much Romeo, I really appreciate it.” “I’m sure you do but I will re-evaluate my friendship with them Jenn.” “I will I promise.” “Now what do you want to do tonight?” Romeo asked me “I don’t have a clue.” “Wait I have an idea give me 30 minutes, you go get ready for a night out.” “But where? Someone will see us.” I protested. “I promise you no one will see us.” Then he left the library leaving me alone wondering where on earth we will be going.