Chapter 91
Romeo
“That’s probable fair.” I said “I would say so.” “Let me start with saying I had no intention of breaking up with you when we went to your father, not even when we where on our way home. I actually thought he wouldn’t be able to say anything to make me doubt us.” “Okay so when did you decide to kick me out?” “Come on Jenn I didn’t kick you out.” “If you say so, but in my eyes that is exactly what you did.” “For that I’m sorry. We probably shouldn’t have talked after that meeting with your dad we should have gotten our thoughts together and spoken the next day. It might have been different.” “So, you telling me if we slept on it and spoken Saturday morning you wouldn’t have kicked me out, you would have changed your mind about kids, the business and me? Come on Romeo don’t take me for a fool.” She said a bit irritated.
“Okay fine it might have had the same outcome.” “Okay then why am I here right now? I mean it was only 2 days ago you couldn’t have changed your mind that quickly.” “To tell you the truth Jenn, thinking of you in someone else’s arms under someone else’s paddle or flogger. That made me question myself about everything.” “Is this only about sex, my submission because I told you it’s not for me not anymore, I can’t go into this with no feelings anymore.” “I know I know and no, but the sex, you submitting to someone else had me come to the decision quicker I can’t be without you and I will give you anything to keep you with me as my wife and as my submissive.” “Anything?” she asked me skeptically. Was I ready to say yes to children, after what I saw last night and how I felt when I saw her waiting for Master Damon the answer won’t change again. “Yes, Jenn anything even children.” The shock on her face made everything worth it especially the smile she gave me afterwards. “Romeo, I don’t know if I want children my father got me off guard with that one as well. But it makes me happy that you will agree to having children if I wanted any.” “Good that makes me happy.” “The next question I have for you will be; will our marriage still be an arrangement or are you marrying me because you want to?” I looked at her wondering what I should say, I am marrying her because I want to but I’m also marrying her so no one else could ever take her away from me. Does that mean I love her? Does that mean I’m marrying her because I want to or because I’m a total selfish asshole. “Okay you taking so long to answer tells me everything I need to know.” She said her face dropping again. Clearly, she took my long silence as a bad thing but I won’t tell her everything that went through my mind. “No darling no I’m making sure what I’m going to say is the whole truth I don’t want to lie to you. The answer to your question is that I want to marry you and I want you as my submissive.” There I didn’t lie to her not completely I want her as my wife but most of all I want her as my submissive. “Are you sure Romeo? I don’t want to go through what I went through Friday and Saturday I’ve fallen for you and I know that scares you it scares me to but there it is, out in the open.”
I got up from my seat and took her in my arms holding her to me hugging her. I wasn’t ready to tell her I’ve fallen for her to. Off course I have or else I wouldn’t have agreed to having children but I wasn’t ready to say it, I wasn’t ready to commit it out load to myself. “Thank you darling thank you and I’ll do my best not to disappoint you.” She pulled away to look at me “You are going to have to earn my trust back Romeo.” “I know and I’m truly sorry. I was really afraid you will blame me if I don’t give you children darling and I can handle a lot but not your resentment.” “If we talked about children and you listened to me you would have known that I wasn’t sure.” “I know darling I know. I made a huge mistake and I should have ran after you and keep you here.” “Yes, you should have.” “I’m sorry. Darling.”
“Then there is the question about the business, that was also a big factor in me letting you go.” “Yes, and I don’t understand?” She said. “It comes back to resentment darling I don’t want you to resent me if you lose your birth right.” “But I can’t have my dad hold the business like a carrot in front of me anymore Romeo, I need to break free of him.” “Will it still be okay if I run the business for you, I’ll get a very good CEO in and if something happens to me someday you don’t have to run it, he will.” “I don’t have a problem with you running it Romeo I’ve never had. What are we going to do about my dad that wants a grandson to run it?” “I’ll handle your dad okay; you don’t have to worry about him.” “With the grandson story as well?” “Yes, darling I’ll handle him you’ll just have to see your dad on Sunday’s when we go for lunch or when we are at an event other than that you don’t have to deal with him.” “And if we have children and it’s only girls they need to be able to take over the business if they want to Romeo.” “I totally agree with you darling, I’ll sort that out with him to.” “You don’t know how much stress you are taking of me Romeo. Thank you thank you.” She jumped into my arms and kissed me. “Does this mean I’m forgiven?” I had to ask “It all depends what you do to me in the playroom tonight?” “A submissive topping from the bottom I think I will start you off with a spanking.” She just smiled at me. I knew we needed to talk about her extension plans and the realtor that will call her tomorrow but my head was at the playroom and with nothing else.
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