Chapter 61
Jennifer
I was losing the battle, since I walked into the guest bedroom and came face to face with Olivia, I was trying my best not to panic. To keep the panic attack at bay. I know Romeo threaten her but I was sure she won’t listen to him. I just couldn’t hold it in anymore I started to cry. “No no Jenn everything is going to be okay.” Romeo said as he took me in his arms. “I’m not so sure Romeo everything is just getting to much for me.” “Nonsense.” He picked me up and carried me to his room where he put me down and laid next to me. “Talk to me darling.” “This marriage thing, Kyle, Olivia, Kim my dad this whole plan you have to convince my dad, what if it doesn’t work?” I cried like ugly cried and all Romeo did was hold me. “Darling, I think we can handle everything you are a very strong woman.” “It really doesn’t feel like it I can’t even stand up for myself with my dad.” Then I sobbed again. “Jenn please believe me you are strong; it takes a strong woman to submit to a man. That is how I know you are strong.” “I’ve been submissive to my father my whole life Romeo that doesn’t make me strong at all that makes me weak I mean I didn’t want to end my friendship with Kim, Olivia and Scarlett because I didn’t want to cause a fight. And now Olivia’s got something she can hold over me.” “Jenn look at me.” I didn’t want to look at him because my nose was running and I couldn’t stop myself from crying. “Jenn please look at me.” I wiped my nose and looked at him. “Believe me when I tell you, you are a strong woman, look what you have accomplish with your bakery look how you are paying for everything yourself. A weak women wouldn’t have been able to build a business like you have and not liking conflict doesn’t make you weak in makes you human, not everyone out there like conflict. I will help you to stand up towards your father it might not be tonight but I will help you. I think you are more overwhelmed because you didn’t experience your sub-drop yet and everything that happened the pass few days, I’m amazed by you you kept it together. You needed to break down to be strong again darling believe me I promise you you are more emotional because you are experiencing your sub-drop with everything else as well.” “How do I stop it?” I ask with a smile on my face. “Let’s start with me holding you and then some chocolate.” “Chocolate?” I asked surprised. “Yes, darling chocolate.” He folded me in his arms again just holding me. “Cry darling I’m here for you tell me what bothers you I’m here if we have to cancel tonight to just be here in the here and now then we do it.” “We can’t.” “Off course we can your dad doesn’t know where you are, remember.” I had to laugh
After almost an hour I pushed away from Romeo. “And now darling?” “I think I’m ready for that chocolate and then I might need to get ready for the make up artist.” “Are you sure Jenn, I’m dead serious we really don’t have to go.” “No, I want to, the sooner we get started with this plan the better it will be for me.” “Then let’s go get you some chocolate.” As I walked to the door, Romeo swept me of my feet literally. “Romeo what are you doing?” I said while laughing. “Why should you walk when I can carry you.” “Oh really” I kissed him in the neck. “Yes really.” He carried me into the kitchen which had Luna laughing at us. “Luna we are in need of chocolate.” Romeo said like a king of his own castle. Luna went to the pantry and came back with a slab chocolate that she gave Romeo; he still didn’t put me down. Then he carried me outside to the pool area. “Here let’s sit in the sun for a minute or two.” He put me down on a lounger and started to feed me chocolate. “You do know I can feed myself, right?” “Again, why should you if I’m here.” “You to good to me Romeo.” “I’ll do anything I can for you Jenn just ask and it’s yours.” “You really mean that?” “Off course I do.” “And if we didn’t get married?” “I’ll still be here for you as your Dom Jenn.” “You do know if our plan doesn’t work, we won’t be able to go on with our Dom/sub relationship not if I have to get married to someone else. I think I’m more scared of that than anything else. I really want this Dom/sub relationship.” “And that is why my plan will work because I won’t give you up as my sub-Jenn you are mine and I will do everything I can to keep it that way.” “Thank you, Romeo.”
Luna came outside to tell us the hair stylist and make up artist has arrived. “I guess I need to go inside now.” Romeo put a piece of chocolate in his mouth. “Come kiss me first.” I went over to him and kissed him he gave me the piece of chocolate while kissing me. It felt very intimidate even more than anything we have done so far. When he pulled away, he gave me a hug “If you feeling overwhelmed at anytime today even tonight tell me I’ll make it better okay?” “With chocolate?” “No darling with holding you with listening to you but if you want, I’ll keep a piece of chocolate in my suit jacket.” “You wouldn’t?” “Yes, I will.” I had to kiss him again before I walked to the bathroom to wash my face before I walked into the guest bedroom where the hairstylist and make up artist was waiting for me. At least I didn’t know anyone in that line of work thank God because I wouldn’t have been able to handle another encounter.
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