Chapter 89
Romeo
When I went into that room and saw her on her knees for another man, I thought I was going to lose it. She didn’t have anything except a thing with chains on it didn’t even cover anything at all. When I asked her “Now babe what shall I do with you?” and she looked up at me I almost lost it right there. The way she was looking at me was like a knife that cut straight through my cold as ice heart. I disguised it with the words “Why are you looking at me MAYA?” I sneered. “Eyes down.” She actually got up and totally ignored me, “You don’t have the right to tell me what to do anymore Romeo.” She said while searching for her cloths I think, I grabbed her around the waist and held her to me kissing her in her neck I knew it will make her weak and maybe have her just listen to me because it was clear she didn’t just get her voice against her father but that voice and attitude was now directed at me.
“I can’t let you play with someone else babe.” “Why not?” She said I could hear in her voice she was trying to be angry at me but her body was betraying her, she was pushing back into me. That’s when I realized what I was about to say was the truth “YOU ARE MINE and no one will play with this body except me.” “But you don’t want me anymore.” She told me it sounded like she wanted to start to cry. Again, that stab went through my whole body “I always want you, I’m just afraid I let you down or you hurt me or the thing I’m most scared of is that you blame me for not giving you children.” She turned around in my arms “You told me we will talk about everything and then you just decided everything is done with. You hurt me Romeo badly. You played right into my father’s hand or even your exes.” I knew I hurt her I knew everything she was saying was the truth I did promise her we will talk about everything and then somewhere inside me I just let it end. “I’m sorry Jennifer can we please work through this I shouldn’t have let you go last night that’s on me.” I begged her “I’ll think about it Romeo.” “No Jenn you tell me know because I’m not leaving you here if this is what you need, I’m giving it to you no one else. Do we understand each other?” I was waiting patiently for her to answer me. But to tell you the truth I was also holding my breath, because our relationship is hanging on the words, she’s about to say…
Jennifer
I could see Romeo was on the verge of losing it, not exactly with me but with the situation. He was also waiting patiently for an answer I wanted to tell him I will play with whoever I want but I wasn’t that type, to tell you the truth I only want to play with Romeo when I was sitting on my knees waiting for Master Damon it was Romeo I was thinking about, but I’m not going to tell him that. Not now. “Fine Romeo I’ll only play with you, but that being said I’m not ready to go home with you yet.” “I’m not going to play with you here Jenn, it’s my house or no play time tonight.” “Fine then I won’t play tonight but like I said you hurt me and I need to come with terms with it.” “I understand that but tell me what was your thought process of coming here?” “I thought if I could have play time with someone else, I can get you out of my head and maybe see this just as that again play time, nothing more. I know you don’t want to hear it Romeo but it was and is more with you and I struggle to separate the two.” “I don’t want you to separate the two Jenn.” “Since when you said our marriage will only be an arrangement and our playtime will be just that play time nothing more no emotions involved.” “I changed my mind Jenn.” “Just like that? You changed your mind?” “Yes, I am allowed to change my mind.” “Okay let me put it to you this way. If I didn’t come here tonight, would you still have changed your mind?” “Yes, it just would have taken a little longer.” “So, you would have kept me waiting until you decided that you want me, I just forced you to make that chose sooner rather than later?” “Don’t make a big deal of this Jenn the facts stays the same I want you in my life, I want you to be my submissive and I want you to be my wife.” “I’ll still have to think about it.”
“Well then get dressed and allow us to take you home.” “To my home or yours?” “If it was up to me, you will be coming home with me but if you leave now with me, I will take you to your place for the night. Elijah will be there to pick you up tomorrow morning to allow us to talk through this thing and decide what you want.” I grab my skirt and put it on I didn’t even put my shoes on I just left it and carried it out. “You not going to put your shoes on.” “No let’s go.” I was upset but also happy if that makes sense at all. Nobody talk to us as we walked out of the room. Master Damon was standing with the owner Jared talking and when we came out, he pointed at Romeo but Jared didn’t move or say anything he just tried to calm Damon down. When we got to the cars, I looked at Elijah for the first time. I felt bad for how I treated him when he stood in my way of getting into the club. “Elijah!” I called after him. “Yes Jennifer.” “I’m sorry.” “All good.” I saw Romeo giving a small smile, clearly the soft Jenn was still in here she was just playing hard to get.