Chapter 57
Jennifer
I was sitting outside with a notebook and pen that Luna gave me scribbling what I expect of the marriage, I didn’t really have an idea. My main issues were that he couldn’t force me to close down my bakery or force my father’s business on me and that he already promised he won’t do. Emotionally I didn’t know what I wanted. I know what I wanted out of the Dom/sub relationship. Freedom to just feel, freedom with someone else taking over that has my best interest at heart. I know it sounds strange with the way my father controls my life but he does it for him not for me, not with my best interest at heart not thinking that I have to get up at 4 am every morning. A Dom in my books does things for himself yes but he looks after his Sub’s best interest and that is what I’m looking for someone that will have my best interest at heart and not wanting me to do things just to please him. Like forcing me to go to the events, I want to go because of my Dom/husband not because it’s a daughter’s responsibility I don’t want to have that responsibility. I hate that my father forces me to go to the functions with him I also hate that he forces me to be at his house for lunch every Sunday. In my eyes a Dom/sub relationship is totally different and that is really the only relationship I was always looking for. So, no I don’t know what to write on this piece of paper or what I expect a marriage to be like. My head started to kill me again so I decided to go and lie down for a bit. When I walked pass Luna, she asked me if I wanted something to eat, I told her I’ll eat when I get up. And she was happy with that. She that is what I want. I know I have to eat but I’ll eat when I’m ready. I walked into Romeo’s room and all I could smell was him. That had a calming effect on me. I don’t know why but in this short time we had he has this effect on me. I got in bed and normally I would roll around to fall asleep but today I got into bed and fell asleep immediately. This was probable a good thing I’m already comfortable in his house.
I probable slept for an hour when I woke up, I felt much better so I went down stairs to get something to eat. Luna was busy making a sandwich. “Jennifer I was just finishing up this sandwich.” “You are remarkable Luna how did you know.” “I know people Jenn just like I know you going to be good to Romeo.” That caught me off guard “Oh thank you Luna.” What else could I say. I took my sandwich, coffee and my book I scribbled in earlier and went to sit outside. I took a bite of the sandwich and it was fresh and delicious. I can get use to living like this, yes, I come out of a very rich house hold but not nearly as rich as Romeo. I open my book and looked at what I wrote I was surprised because when I got up, I decided that is what I want. I want our arrange marriage to be like a Dom/sub relationship. Yes, I still want my own voice but that is the kind of marriage I want or something like that. I’m sure Romeo and I can work something out. I felt relieved and lighter after I made that decision. I ate my sandwich and called the bakery I told Eleanor I’ll be off tomorrow as well I needed to get my hair done properly and then my make up if we going to start this plan, I need to look at my best. Then I came up with another idea and I got very excited about this idea I know I might get punish for doing it but I was willing to take the punishment. It was pass 5 pm when I walked back into the house and to the bathroom I got in the shower and made sure my pussy was shaven clean and I looked ready for my Dom. I got a gown from behind the door and went to do my make up. I covered most of the bruises but if you look very closely you will still see it. I just wanted to look pretty for Romeo when the clock strikes 6 pm and I was ready I send Romeo a message,
“Dear Sir
I know I’m over stepping but I just wanted to know if you’ll be home soon. I’ll be waiting for you.
Your Sub”
When I pressed send my heart was going crazy in my chest. All the scenarios went through my head. Will he show up? Will he punish me for sending the message? Will he let me wait long? All I could do was go to the playroom and wait for him. And that is exactly what I did I waited for him and waited for him. Until I heard footsteps in the room next door. I got myself in the right position on my knees in the middle of the room with my legs open and my head down. He took his time which was his right as he was my Dom and basically, I summonsed him. ‘Oh God what have I done’ I thought as the doors to the play room opened and the first thing, I saw was his bare feet in that jean. Fuck I was wet even though I was scared as well. I’ve never done something like this before. “Good evening, Babe” I didn’t say a word he didn’t ask me to speak. “I see you are trying to top from the bottom. What shall I do with you?”
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