Chapter 162
Akira's POV
I fall on him, my hands go to his chest, and my eyes search his. I watched his throat rise and fall, and I smirked inwardly, I still had a great effect on him. He withdrew his hand from me, clearing his throat. "Get off me." He mouthed, I smirked, watching the uneasiness in his face and body language, "You can't resist me right?" I asked before I tied my hair into a ponytail.
"And who says I can't resist you?" He asked his voice guttural avoiding my gaze.
"You don't need to say, I could see your pants as a bulge, and that thing there is fighting to come out." My finger trailed his bruised chest down to his lower abdomen before I could reach his waist, he grabbed my wrist.
"Stop it, Akira..." I smirked gawking my lower lips with squinting eyes.
"Why? Are you scared that I could make you forget you are supposed to be faithful to your mate..." I stress the words, with my fingers back on his chest.
"Don't be ridiculous, stop acting shameless, you do not affect me that much..."
"So you admit, I do affect you?" I winked at him, flicking my tongue across my lips. He swallows hard, shutting his eyes. "Anyways, I have no plans of doing that," I grabbed the antiseptic, wanting to continue, he grabbed my arms again, to stop me, "If I were you, I would behave myself, or else, you want to tell me that you can't resist me," I said ignoring him, he tried to stay still, to control his body but that thing between his thigh wasn't letting him, I giggled inwardly. Enjoying the torture he was going through.
"I don't know what you..."
I interrupted him, "Don't lie to me, your eyes are enough to show you can't resist me, and my touch, was creating havoc on you." I said standing from him, he shut his eyes not replying to me. My heart shrank, I knew he was avoiding me, I was only teasing him, so he could keep talking to me but it was obvious, he didn't want to, I swallowed hard while I got down from the bed, "I will get you water to take some drugs." He didn't reply, I sighed inwardly as I walked away from him, when I returned with the glass, he was snoring already.
"Sleeping," I murmured, before I got on the bed gently, I pushed my fingers into his hair, 'I missed him...' while my hand fell on the wound on his chest before my tears dropped, I stifled my sob, I didn't want him to know I was crying, but I couldn't help the tears, he was in pains, because of me, I want to share the pains with him but I know I shouldn't be doing this, I should be moving on not having him on my bed.
Having him in my bed when I am dating someone else, and he is getting married to someone else, is all a bad idea but I can't help it, I know I should be moving on, and starting a new life with Casper but how can I move on when I love Wolfie a little too much to let go.
I grabbed the duvet and covered him before sitting at the side of the bed because I was afraid to sleep beside him without, kissing him or touching him but I missed his warm even when my conscience flogged me, not to sleep beside him, I couldn't hold back so I climbed up the bed
"I will leave, just a few minutes hugging him, then I will leave..." I tell myself but my body betrayed me, I found myself, hugging him and wrapping my legs around him.
I know he might yelled at me, and called me names when he woke up but I am sure, I wasn't going to be here when he woke up. It wasn't up to thirty minutes that I slept off, suddenly I felt the bed shift and someone came on top of me.
"Huh... Stay away from her..." His voice was sharp and loud, with a mixture of worry.
"Wolfie..."
"Huh..."
"Wolfie, what is happening?" I panicked, trying to cupped his face.
"Get the fuck away from her" he yelled.
"Wolfie, stop it, you are scaring me, it's just me, no one is here " I tried to calm him but he was in a rage, I moved my hand into his hair, caressing it, before I raised my body from the bed and wrapped my hand around him, "Wolfie, you have to breathe," he gritted his teeth, fighting to control himself. "Wolfie, what is wrong?" I asked as he tilted his head side by side and then he smashed his lips on mine too fast to avoid it. My eyes bulge.
"You are mine" he murmured, 'didn't he reject me already.' I murmured inwardly. "Akira, you are messing with me..." he was partially awake. "...I couldn't even stay away from you, I don't want you dating Casper, I can't stand his hand on you, I can't stand anyone else having you. Akira please, don't pick him over me."
"I am not going anywhere..." I murmured responding to his kiss, his body froze suddenly, I guess he was fully awake.
"Akira, we should stop..." He pulled from the kiss but didn't get off me and I didn't give his words a thought.
"It was you, who asked me to leave? It's you picking another not me, because I am not good enough for you..." he shakes his head.
"No, it's me not good enough for you, not you, you are perfect you are the best thing that could happen to anyone but I don't deserve you..."
"No, don't say that, it's me that doesn't deserve you, Wolfie you are perfect while I am..."
"I am nothing close to perfect..."
"But I love the imperfect you..." he jumped off me, and got off the bed, I jumped off the bed also, grabbing his hand. "Wolfie, please take me back, I can't stay without you, I want to grow old with you..." He shakes his head, getting off me, staring at the room ceiling.
"That is not possible, there is no future for..." He paused, his eyes watery. "I think I have to leave."
"C'mon Wolfie, did you even know what the time is, it is past midnight."
"I know but I have to leave, I can't stay here." He pulled out the wardrobe grabbed a neat shirt, threw it above his head, he was headed out.
"Did I disgust you that much that you would prefer the cold night just to avoid me?"
"Akira, you know I can't do this, I can't be with you, I don't love you anymore."
I bite my lower lips, fighting the tears welled in my eyes, his words stabbed me in the heart. "You don't love me anymore? Look me in the eyes and tell me, you don't want me anymore." He turned ignoring me, while heading to the door, I grabbed my phone, wanting to go after him, my phone ping, from voice message.
"Hey baby, this is Casper..." Wolfie let out an earth-shattering growl and before I knew it, he pushed me to the wall my phone shattered on the floor, while he smashed his lips against mine. Everything just got messed up and the next thing Wolfie was nibbling and sucking on my lips with our bodies pressed against each other.
The rest of the world vanishes before us.
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