Chapter 164

Akira's POV
Wolfie and I had sex all night, I don't even know where the energy came from but I think I feel guilty this morning. He had a fiancee and I had just been the third wheel. I shut my eyes, seeing Wolfie sleeping peacefully beside me after countless sex in the night, I didn't want to feel guilty but that guilt kept crawling into my head, I ruffled my hair, and then I remembered Casper. "Fuck... Casper will kill me." I murmured inwardly as I tried to get off the bed, when Wolfie grabbed my hand, "You are not leaving me alone this morning after driving me wide all night," I swallowed hard. 
"I didn't start anything," I said avoiding his gaze, pushing my hand into my hair while tucking it behind my ear. Whatever we had last night came playing in my head, causing me to suddenly blush at it, but then I remembered our situation, "wolfie..." I called suddenly but he was already getting off the bed and his eyes were flicking white, I guess he was mindlinking someone. I moved my hand to touch his bare chest but he grabbed my arm midair. 
"stop doing that, last night was a mistake," my brows furrowed while I flick my tongue across my lips. 
"Mistake?" I asked squinting my eyes, while my nostrils flared, "by once or twice or maybe, a couple of times, couldn't be a mistake" I said smashing my lips against him, we were still in our nudity, so it wasn't hard to ignite the fire in us and yet again, we were having another round of heated intimacy. 
"Fuck..." I moaned, "I love you Wolfie..," I mouthed. Wolfie pushed me off himself suddenly and pulled out of me without warning. "ouch..." I let out a sharp pain, but that didn't stop him, he jumped off the bed immediately, searching for his wears. 
My gaze followed him but he didn't pay attention to me, he grabbed his pants and slipped into it. Then he grabbed one of his wears from the wardrobe and threw it to me. "Wear fast..." He growled as I wasn't attempting to wear my clothes. I stood from the bed ignoring the clothes, letting the bedspread fall from my body. He turned his gaze from me as if my nudity disgusted him. 
"Wolfie, what is going on?" 
"I told you to wear fast..." A loud growl reverberated his chest and my body flinched. "You need to get out." He brushed his hand across his face.
"What? I thought we were..." He shakes his head interrupting me. 
"We are not okay, we shouldn't be doing this."
"Why? Is it because of..."
"No, it's not because of Katerina, it's me, I am..." He paused. 
"It's what? Tell me, Wolfie..."
"You can't, you should get out."
"What?"
"Yes, you need to, Austin is outside to drive you to wherever you want to and what happened last night and this morning shouldn't have happened, it was a fucking mistake." I gulped my saliva and my eyes bulged staring at Wolfie. He is acting like some douchebag. He is not going to send me out, after having sex with me and me reeking of sex? 
"Wolfie..."
"I said get out..." He growled grabbing me, and as he pulled me roughly to the door, he grabbed the doorknob and I swatted my arm off him. 
"Get your arms off me, asshole." I snarled before I grabbed my wears, I slipped into them, and Wolfie was going to throw me out of his condominium in my nudity, "Stay the fuck away from me or I will make you pay." The tears, I was fighting trickle down my face. I was a fool. Very foolish to keep lusting after this man after he had made it clear that he didn't want me and he was picking someone else.  
I wiped them as I grabbed the door, banging it behind me immediately after I got out of the room, I wanted to cry to look for somewhere to do that but I didn't want to remain there, so I option for the stairs, I was already at the lower floor when I saw Roe standing at the extreme with his head rested on the car roof, while Austin was at the other side, I ran toward him and hugged him from behind, letting my sob wet his back, he turned slowly and his front came in view, he cupped my face as worried and anger filled his lungs. "Wolfie... He throws me out... After we have sex..." I know I sounded stupid but I can't keep it from Roe. Somehow, I felt comfortable around him, ever since I met him, I felt like I had a big brother who could protect me, someone I could pour out my heart to who would not judge me. 
"I felt everything was okay when he kissed me last night and was acting possessive. I was so stupid, I got scared that I would lose him forever and that I might not be able to convince him to take me back if I kept letting him push me away. Everything happens so fast that the next minute, he was acting like some man whore telling me it's all a mistake." His arms gripped my shoulders as he pulled me into a hug. 
It didn't take long before I heard footsteps, I knew it was Wolfie without being told, so I grabbed his arm. "let's get out of here." I said pulling Roe's door before I could get inside the car, Wolfie was already beside me, he wanted to pull my arm but Roe pushed him off me. 
"Hey man, stop it, I just wanted to..."
"You had your chance but you blew it off. If I wasn't respecting my sister, I would have been punching your face right now but I will let this slide but this shouldn't repeat itself because you wouldn't like me." I had already slipped into the car and shut the door but I could still see them and read their lips. "Take it as a warning, I don't want to see you anywhere near my sister, loser." He said pushing his way off Wolfie before he got into the car, and drove off. 
I was sitting in the passenger seat but that didn't stop my heart from wanting to see Wolfie, one last time, my eyes moved to the rearview mirror, and I saw Wolfie standing there, looking defeated probably that is what he wanted me to feel. 
I through my head behind me, before my eyes move to the rooftop, "Please don't tell Mother what happened here, I don't want her judging me, I don't want her to feel like I am not worthy to be..."
"Shh... She will never judge you, and if there is one person who could understand you more is Mother, so don't beat yourself over it but if you don't want me to tell her, I will respect your decision."
"Thank you..." I mouthed, he gave me a smug grin before his arm fell on my palm that was resting on my thigh, he grabbed it and gave it a warm squeeze. "You shouldn't worry too much everything will be fine." I nodded to him as I rested my head on the chair headrest. I wish it's easy as he said, after a few minutes he announced to me, "We are getting close, you have to put on your best smile, so she won't question you and there is something you need to know about the family..." my eyes darted to him.
"We are not just..."

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