Chapter 190
Thunder: (Logan's Wolf)
"Please answer me..." I pleaded with her.
"C'mon child don't beat yourself over that, Life is like that, some lives are meant to be taken while others are meant to be rebirth."
"Please Moon goddess, don't take Logan away from them, I thought this was his cure, his freedom? I don't want to see my mate and pup suffer. They had no idea of the wolf world, they need guidance, please let Logan be with them."
"Stop thinking about them already..."
"But I can't help it..."
"You will... Every memory of them will fade away when you return to the moon and you meet another human counterpart."
"Does it mean, you are wiping their memory about me as well?" The pain hit me, that I would forget about Logan and Akira and even our pup but that pain wasn't stronger than the pain that they would forget about me.
"No... It all depends on them, I have no control of the human mind."
"And the pup? Will they tell him or her about me?" A smile curved my lips, "will it turn out a beautiful woman like Akira? Will Akira and Logan bring up the pup well?" She stands abruptly and stares at me with squinting eyes.
"You love them right?" I nodded without hesitation, and I think I saw her lips curved into a lopsided smile before they went back to normal. "So you want to stay?" I nodded again, too fast but it dawned on me, that if I stayed then Logan couldn't make it, what used am I to the both of them, if Logan died? I shake my head.
"It's fine, if just Logan stays, at least, he would be of more use to them than me. Can you let Logan live with them? I just want the pup and Akira to be happy."
"Thunder, some things might never change, it might be delayed but it wouldn't change, especially those whose fate is written in the sky."
"What do you mean?"
"You know, you were supposed to leave when he turned nineteen, but you pleaded that I should give him a mate, that you could leave after that and I gave him a mate, and also made you get to meet your mate."
"I know, that you wanted me to get a taste of her, get to feel what it means to have a mate and I will forever be grateful for that. But I don't want Akira and our pup to lose the both of us, they can't take it."
"So you want to stay?" That same question, I shook my head.
"Just let me say goodbye, and I will be fine by it."
Her gaze squinted but she didn't say anything before she let me into some room where I could see Akira, she was sleeping peacefully, although her wounds were all covered, she was still looking weak and I heard the doctor saying my pup was fine.
My gaze went to the ultra scan machines, I saw the pup giggling in her tummy but refusing to show his sex, my smile dropped, I still couldn't tell what sex it was but that wasn't my issue, my eyes snapped to the goddess, seeing her sad expression I know that look. "What is going on?" I asked my voice almost breaking.
"She transferred the life she had from Vida to your pup, so the pup will not get hurt..."
"What?" I screamed not liking that Akira would die after the pup came into life. "Why the hell did you allow that?" I growl
"Thunder, I have no control of her actions and there is nothing I can do about that."
"What do you mean, you have no control? You promised me, you told me, our mate and the pup will be safe because her guardian will not let it happen?"
"Yes, I said that but I didn't know she would want to save the pup before I could arrive here, I am sorry... I can't do anything about that."
"No... No... You have to do something." I growled, baring my teeth at the moon goddess. I know I was been rebellious and it's a punishable offense but I can't turn a blind eye to my mate's pain
"Thunder..." She called with a voice a little more than usual, she is a goddess of peace and love, and she will never go mad at her creation but everyone has a limit, I pushed her to the extreme but she was still calm.
"Sorry Moon goddess..."
"Good... Now let's go my child." I shake my head.
"I can't leave without knowing if Logan and Akira are fine." She stopped in her tracks and stared at me confused. Wolves are naturally attached to their human counterpart but it ends the moment the moon goddess calls for them yet my case was different, it was difficult to leave Logan and even more difficult to leave the human girl. She was ready to sacrifice her life for me and Logan.
"Stop being stubborn we have to go."
"Promise me, you will save Akira and the pup, and also Vida..."
"Thunder, that is too much, I can't do that, at this point, it's only the mate..."
"Thunder, you have to wake up, unless you want me to be mate to your Luna..." I heard a voice in my head and my eyes snapped to the moon goddess, it wasn't hers. "you know, I have always wanted your mate, I loved her before I ever found out that you are her mate but she loved you, she does stop loving you even after the bond was broke, and now I am afraid that her love for you would make it difficult for her to even love me and she might end up miserable without you, and I don't want that, but it's fine because I know you are a good male, you would take care of her. I don't know if you could hear me but please draw strength from me... My wolf is willing to lend you, his strength, even though his human..." Casper, that was Alpha Casper's voice.
"So do my wolf, this is my first time, doing an Alpha duty, maybe, the moon goddess knows this day will come when you will need more Alpha to lend you, their strength, that is the reason, he made you transit your power to me, so here I am lending my wolf strength to you." That was Meredith.
"And mine too..." Marcus, my naughty Alpha friend.
"Me too..." I couldn't picture all the voices but something was changing, I felt I was being drawn into another realm, my energy was surging forward, I felt so strong and my eyes snapped to the moon goddess.
"What is going on moon goddess?"
"They are healing you, Akira's blood was met for Logan but the Alpha wolves' strength was met for you."
"Which means, I am going back there?" She nodded to me, "And Akira?" Her forehead furrowed, and I was stressing her.
"Thunder..."
"Please, just let me be with Akira and Logan, if I am to go back there, tell me what to do, please, I can't leave now without knowing the fate of Akira."
"You can't have everything, you lose some you gain some..." I shake my head, I run to her front licking her foot, I can't possibly go back there knowing that Akira will not survive it. "stop..."
"Please let me appeal to Eros, I am sure, he would understand me..." Eros was the moon goddess's mate, her eyes snapped to me. "Please, let me give my life in exchange for hers, my life for..."
"You should go, your aura is getting stronger, I can't keep you here anymore and you know what to do."
"No, let me do this one thing for her, You could keep me with you here on the moon without going back to the earth, just don't take Akira away." My vision was already blurry.
"Go, I am letting you go." She turned her back on me.
"Wait... I can't..." I felt power surge me and the moon goddess' vision was fading away, something else was becoming clearer, I knew it was those wolves, pulling me back to earth. "moon goddess..." I didn't even know what I was pleading for but I was getting desperate. "please you have to stop them, I don't want to..."
"you don't want to go back to them?" she asked, my tears dropped, that alone was enough to show I wanted to go back to them, "then go, go be with your mate, may your desires be granted."
"But..."
"Stop asking questions, go be with your mate."
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