Chapter 192
Akira's POV
I know this was the end of me and I wish that the life Vida had given to me is transferred to my pup, not that, I don't appreciate what Vida did for me, but I don't think I could keep living if people I love and want to see each day of my existence before I join my creator are no longer beside me.
I don't know if I succeeded in curing Wolfie and Vida had already given her life for mine, and then I heard the doctor saying my pup wouldn't survive it, at this point, I felt worthless and without thinking I gave my life to it, I don't know if it would work, still hoping it would when I heard the doctor saying the pup will be fine, that my life is hanging but it will remain with me till the pup comes out and when the pup is out, I will take my last breath.
It's not all bad, at least, I have Mother and Roe to take care of him and even Wolfie's mother when Wolfie and I are gone. Wolfie's mother could be hot-headed but I didn't see her as a bad person.
I had already resigned to my fate when I heard Thunder's voice, 'I don't know if you could hear me but please, open your wall to me, let me share some of your pains, and let me take as much as I can, so you could be strong... I love you too much to let go and I know Logan will not be able to live a day without you, likewise, our pup, wouldn't survive it, if you had given us another chance at life, let's share this chance. Let me cross boundaries a little if ever that will mean pulling you back to me... To us... I love you, my blessing in my curse existence.'
My lashes fluttered and I heard the voice clearer, and I could hear the silent sob of Wolfie and Thunder. Then suddenly I heard something else invade my head, it was no longer Wolfie or his wolf. My head hurt badly and my fist clenched beside me. The pain was unbearable.
And slowly the pain was getting numb and pleasure was invading my head, and every part of my body.
I wondered what was wrong.
Until I felt, sharp pain in my neck, since I gave my life to my pup, I couldn't feel or hear anything and now I could hear voices and feel pains, I was still in deep thought when I realized that it was Wolfie and Thunder marking me again, his fangs were biting so hard on my neck and I could feel his emotions, his anxiety was hitting me hard and they were all over the place.
Tingles ran down my spine and envelope my body, I was feeling super needy, then I heard a voice. "easy, you will get it all in a few minutes.' I have no idea who just invaded my head but the voice was soothing. 'I know you have no idea, who I am but I am the moon goddess, the creator of your mate...'
'Moon goddess...' I murmured as my vision became clearer and I was able to picture her face, she was more like an angel, she was beautiful and flawless.
'Yes, I know you are not from me, and I couldn't give you life or make you hold but I couldn't turn a blind eye to my children's pain, I can't stand the pain of Thunder and Logan, they have been hurting for too long and I gave them redemption but I didn't think that a human could be so selfless, I always thought humans are selfish and heartless when my mate asked that I gave their redemption in a human form, I thought their hope is lost but you prove me wrong, you show me humans are not always bad and that there is exceptional human and you happen to be one. Seeing how desperate my children wanted to save you, I made a deal with your creator and redeemed you from him, by giving you a second chance...'
'A second chance to be with Wolfie, Thunder, and my pup?' I asked, and she gave a genuine smile before she turned her gaze to the sky.
'Yes, a second chance to be with Logan, to be able to mark him, to be with your pup, to live beside them.'
'Thank you...' I murmured, she nodded turning from me, 'wait...' she paused turning her back to me.
'Her fate could only be decided by Meredith.'
'tell me, what is he to do, so...'
'No more questions, Logan and Thunder are waiting for you. You have to go now, leave, don't keep them waiting. And I promise from now on, I will not let you go through those pains alone, I will not give you a burden more than you can bear. My daughter...' That was all she said before her vision faded away and the voice of Wolfie reached my ear.
Someone was hovering over me and his scent reached my nostrils. I knew it was Wolfie's scent and voice when he said he loved me and couldn't live without me.
I found myself murmuring, "Me too..." I know I was waking up and his scent was becoming prudent, it became so intoxicating, Wolfie had already had that nice smell but it never made me salivate and my body was getting that pleasurable feeling again. That pleasure overwhelmed me, the moment I could feel my body.
"Baby..." I heard his voice in my head. I had no idea what was going on, then I voiced the remaining part of my words.
"I love you too much and I couldn't live without you." I battered my lashes and I stared at him, his eyes were shut.
"Open your eyes," I murmured when his lashes fluttered, he cupped my face and smashed his lips against mine. My hand moved at its free will, circling his neck while I pulled him more into me. I kissed him with all the fear, pain, passion, and love that I had held inside.
I could hear voices outside the room, but whatever that commotion was, it wasn't for me, my eyes and mind were fixed on the mate that I wanted and I got it in the end.
Wolfie's kisses move from being gentle to aggressiveness like he wants to punish me for being stubborn for wanting to end it all.
But you wouldn't blame me, he is the male, I always wanted and now I got it, if I would give my life a thousand more times for him, I would do it. There are no regrets in me. Suddenly I could feel his shoulders shaking, I was getting scared before his low sob reached my ear.
"I was scared, that I was losing you, scared that I made you go through this mess, and scared I can't hold you anymore."
"I am here, Wolfie and I am not going anywhere. Just here, in your arms." Slowly he pulled from me, nodding to my words before he finally sat and also helped me sit upright.
"I wouldn't know what I would have done if ever I lost you."
"Me too... " Our faces were wet with tears, Wolfie was crying so was I. We were both crying like kids, I know one of us had to stop, and with Wolfie not thinking of stopping it, I knew I had to do it. I cupped his face and pressed soft kisses on his lips. "I love you, Wolfie, I loved you the first time, I set eyes on you but today, I guess, seeing you on the verge of dying, I love you more. This makes me realize that, where you are, is where I want to be. Beside you, till my last breath."
"I love you Akira Nadine Stark"
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