Chapter 180
Logan's POV
In the past few days since I accepted to have a union with Akira, a lot of things have changed and I have been quite busy, trying to fix things for the past few days, visiting her family, and putting things in place.
Akira didn't tell her family about my situation or the kind of creature that I am, she said she didn't want her family judging me or refusing my proposal but I was okay with it, as long as I got the girl for just a week. She wanted to meet my mother since I told her, my mother was the only family I had left but I didn't know how to make my mother meet her, I didn't know how to explain to my mother that my human rejected mate was carrying my child and that their next alpha, might turn out a half human and werewolf if he turned out a male but I would have prefer a female for my pup, that way all of these will be over. I wouldn’t have to worry that my son will get the curse
A lot of things seemed impossible to me, and it was tiring but I wasn't going back, I was having this union with her even if it was just for a day.
I didn't want to hurt her, the moment, I saw her here at my place I let my lips taste her, I knew there was no going back and I would give up everything for her and she asked that I mark her again, that she wants to carry my mark but how do I tell her that I can't let my wolf out, that my wolf was already too weak and I know he must be leaving me soon, mother told me before father died, his wolf died a few days before him.
With my wolf dying, my fangs, claws, and fur will be all gone, and there is no way I could mark her without my fangs.
I have asked Uncle Ramsey if my union with my mate will be incomplete without the mark. He didn't reply to me, he only told me to get the girl of my dreams and forget about the trouble of everything else.
The sound of his voice and words was enough to know the answer, but I wasn't deliberating on that and I didn't want to tie her down with my nonsensical mate mark, I wanted her to have the best life when I was gone.
I let out a tiring breath when I was done fixing everything that we would need for the little wedding tomorrow, Akira wanted a small garden union. "It's lovely right?" I asked Meredith who had refused to leave my side, these past few days.
"It's perfect, I can't believe you are getting the girl you wanted." I shrugged my shoulder.
"What can a man do? If not fulfilled all the wishes of his little princess and at the end getting his heart bubbles." I smile, running my hand on my nape, I was feeling a little dizzy.
"Are you okay?" Meredith asked and I battered my lashes, looking at him while giving him a nod, I saw his eyes dilated and then I averted my gaze, I knew he saw something in my eyes, they were looking dead and I had seen it last night when I was looking at the mirror. "your eyes, they are looking..."
"They are just fine, probably pale for stress," that was a lie, and Meredith knew I was lying. When his gaze didn't leave me, I knew he didn't believe me. "you know planning a wedding in less than four days is difficult and I can't..."
"Did you tell her?" My eyes bulge, looking at Meredith. "Did you?"
"I did..." I said not wanting to look at the eyes of my former beta and best friend, he is more like a brother to me.
"What did she say?" I twitched my lips not knowing what to say, it had been confirmed that Akira was the last prophetess, the one with the special blood to heal me, that day that she was attacked and she killed those assassins, I saw the building light up, I saw that white mist covering the building and when she was brought out unconscious from the building, I saw that star, that golden star that belongs to the prophetess, my hunch was correct that if Vida Is the protector than Akira is the last prophetess, the healer that will take away my curse. I should be happy right, but I can't be happy because my survival depends on her blood and strength.
I will drain her, she might not survive it, how am I going to live if she doesn't make it, I can't hurt her and my pup.
"You didn't tell her right?" Meredith's voice came up again when I wasn't saying anything. "why? You know you need her blood..."
"What the fuck is wrong with you? We talked about this before and you know my answer." My eyes were pale looking dead but that didn't stop the fearsome sight from invading my eyes, the calm peace-loving side of me was gone. "I am not having this conversation again and not a word to Akira."
"But she deserves to know the Truth." He answered calmly.
"Don't push it, that is my decision to make, so back off and what the heck are you still doing here, I am no longer your alpha, so get lost..." I snapped at him, pushing him off me.
"I don't think is your decision to make, I guess it's hers." This time, he snapped back at me, I looked at him.
"Are you talking to your alpha like that?" I growl but it came out weak, it was then I noticed that my aura was weak. He smirked.
"My alpha, I thought you just said that you are no longer my Alpha." His voice was filled with sarcasm but I didn't pay attention to him.
"Fuck you..." I growled at him, as much as I wanted to keep my cool, I knew that I was boiling and I would explode soon. I grabbed the collar of his shirt, pulling a little almost too tight, I was choking him. "At this point, I am not asking for your opinion and I don't fucking care about your opinion. So you would give me your words that you will keep your mouth shut and no word of this to her, or you will face my wrath." Meredith looked at me lost. "Go on, give me your words, you will not double-cross me like you did the first time."
"Are you being real?"
"Give me your words..." I growl.
"And if I don't..."
"Stop talking, give me your words and I meant now."
"This is bullshit..." He told me with gritted teeth. "Logan, what are you thinking? We have gone too far to just back out, this is all we have been seeking, for the past nineteen years and now we got it, you are going to throw it away? She deserves to know, let her decide if she is willing to let you bite her..."
"I am not biting Akira, I am not drinking her blood, not now or ever."
"Logan..."
"Your words, I am still your fucking alpha," I repeated the same words.
"Fine, if that is what you want." He growled at me, and my weak wolf whimpered in my head giving me a strong headache. My hands flew to my head.
"Alpha, are you okay?" My fist coiled into a tight clenched beside me, while I staggered a bit behind. "Logan, I think you should tell Akira..."
"Tell me what?"
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