Chapter 191
Logan's POV
'Idiot, wake up.' I heard Thunder's voice in my head, although I had heard a lot of voices in the last ten minutes but Thunder's voice was much clearer, and his hilarious ways of invading my head to do what he wanted me to do. 'What the hell, Logan?' His voice rang in my head for the second time.
'Thunder...'
'don't start with your annoying questions, we need to get to Akira, like now.' Akira, my heart prick hearing Akira's name
'Akira!!! What is wrong with Akira?'
"This is fucking bad? I thought she was supposed to be healing not getting worse." That alone was a wake-up call, my body jolted as I screamed out my lungs, bringing me to a sitting position. My eyes met the expression on their faces, it was filled with worry and excitement. I didn't even wait to read the meaning of that expression on their face.
"Where is Akira?" I asked no one in particular.
"At the private suite." I didn't even ask another question before I toss the duvet covering my body and took every fucking stuff attached to my body.
"Hey slow down..." I could hear the firm voice of Marcus with a pinch of sarcasm in his voice. This naughty alpha, I am going to punch his face the very moment, everything is over but for now, I need to find my mate. I jumped off the bed and reached for the door, then I heard the hilarious voice of Casper.
"I told you already, that this male is over-possessive of his mate, and the very moment, he had that I was going to take his mate, he will come out..." I didn't hear the rest of the conversation but I knew whatever he had to say would be followed by laughter.
I rushed into the room where my mate was being taken care of, my eyes caught those machines and drip attached to her.
My tears dropped, seeing how messy my mate was, although she was in great danger, she still looked more beautiful and her face still held that spot of the most beautiful female in the whole world.
Her breath was slowing down. This is not good, she isn't responding to treatment. I was standing here, looking helpless.
What is this? Was I losing her, just when I could feel that my disease was gone? Right, now I am feeling so strong, it's like I was never sick or even dead. If I could call it that.
Then it dawned on me, Akira gave her life for me, but... "She gave the one Vida gave her for our pup."
"No... No... It can't be happening, I can't survive without Akira, if I was to be here for Akira to die, then I don't want this. I can't stay another day without Akira." I shove the doctors attending to Akira wanting to go to her before I felt a strong arm grip me, it was Meredith.
"Logan, you should stop, just let the doctors and..."
"They are not doing anything, can't you see it," I growled at him, ready to pull off him, before he began.
"I, Meredith Ramsey, of the Gold Moon Pack..." I stared at him confused as he stood up straight. "…Step down as the alpha and the ruler of this Pack and territory. I am naming Logan Wolfie Stark as the new ruler of the Gold Moon Pack. I transit my power and authority to Logan and his mate, as the rightful ruler of this Pack. May the goddess bless this transition and Grant you more years and wisdom. And may this pack thrive under your rulership."
I felt my body jolt and a strong power surge through me, the same way, it had left me when I transit my power to Meredith, and my pack link connected with me, never had much voice in my head for the last three weeks that I have given my power away.
"I, Alpha Logan Wolfie Stark..." I looked at Meredith as he urged me to continue. "accept the transfer of power and authority from Alpha Meredith Ramsey of Gold Moon Pack. I take full responsibility, as the alpha, and I promise to hold it to my heart and protect it till my last breath." My eyes were watery, this I had given to Meredith freely, and even after everything that I had caused him, he wasn't holding anything against me.
"Thank you..." I murmured, he threw his hand across my shoulder.
"I don't know if you need your alpha strength but I think it might help." He said before he turned his back on me, his eyes were covered with tears and pain.
"Meredith..." I called wanting to apologize for the pain, I must have caused him but his voice came up.
"Save it for another time, now go on and save our Luna, save your mate." That was all he said before he ran out of the ward, I stood there lost before Thunder's voice reached my head.
'Logan, we have to move fast...' I nodded but I had no idea what to do. 'Let me take full control, let me do something for our mate...' his voice was low, I guess he wasn't sure of what he wanted to do but he wanted to try. 'please let me, whatever outcome, I will take full control, I promise, I will not let any harm comes to her...' the last part was reassuring and enough to trust him, I wanted to give him control but I guess he thought I was too slow and we are running out of time, he whimpered in my head, giving me a severe headache, as he invaded my head and mind. I let out a scream, holding my head.
"Are you okay?" I heard a worried voice from Casper, that just entered, Casper used to be one of my friends in the alpha circle but I started distancing from him, the very moment, he started hitting on my girl. But it's all good, he was worried for me. I nodded to him before Thunder took full control of my being.
I felt my gum ache and my fangs were forcing their way out, not my fangs but Thunder's, my aura was becoming unbearable and I could see the fear in the eyes of the doctor and the nurse, Casper ushered them out, so as not to scared them.
'Thunder...' I called out but he was too preoccupied to hear me, his fangs elongated and he aimed for Akira's neck vein. Panics hit me, 'What are you doing?'
'I don't know, hoping, I could turn her into a wolf or something.'
'we can't, we are not given the ability to turn humans into wolves, we are not vampires...' he paid no attention to me, letting his fangs sink into her, he bit and marked her, the same way we did at first. Marking her gives us the ability to share strength.
He kept doing it for a while and I couldn't see any improvement but I trusted him, while I made a silent prayer for our mate, I begged the goddess not to take Akira for me, if it's possible that I should give her the life she gave to me, I will gladly do that.
My arms wrapped around her limb body, and even though Thunder was the one in control, I was still in my human form. I pressed her tight to my body while my tongue danced around her wounded neck. "I am sorry, that I was selfish, I couldn't let you go, maybe, if I had let Casper love you, you wouldn't be in this condition, you wouldn't be dying and you wouldn't have to give your life to me, you would have still been healthy and living your life with your family but I was possessive, consumed with my selfish desires. Forgive me, Akira, forgive me and stay not just for the pup but for me, because I love you too much to let go."
Pain and regret were all I could feel because I had pushed Akira to the end, and she felt my pup's life and I were more important to me.
"Me too..." I heard that voice, it was low but I could recognize it, even in my darkest hour. "I love you too much to let go." My eyes shut tight, was I dreaming? If it was a dream, I don't want to wake up. "Logan..."