Chapter 195
Four months later...
Akira's POV
My tummy was growing and I knew I was getting closer to when I would have my baby, the more I got close to my delivery date, the more I got scared and all the things that could happen during labor.
Wolfie had reassured me that I would be fine, that I was carrying a werewolf, and that he hadn't heard any she-wolf died during pregnancy but at the same time, I know he hadn't heard about a human girl having a wolf pup, but it's all good there is always a first time and probably I happened to be the first.
Although Wolfie was trying to be strong for me, I know he was scared, scared that his pup might have a similar fate as him, if he turned out to be a male.
It's been three months since the incidents that almost took his life and mine, but it's fine now, the goddess gave us a second chance, a chance to make things right.
Wolfie was no longer carrying that disease that made him scared to death, and locked with uncertainty in his heart but he was still scared even when I told him, he was scared, he would laugh it out and say he wouldn't mind if the goddess gave him a boy or girl but one thing he forgets most time, is to block his emotions from me, I could feel his emotions and I could tell when his worried or happy.
Besides the worries and fears, I had my mood swings and it could be terrible. I wouldn't deny Wolfie was being patient with me, and I felt bad for him. There was a time I snapped at him, in the presence of Roe and he jokingly said, "If he was Wolfie, he would go on a business trip, till I put to birth..." Wolfie, I know wouldn't do that, he wants to be here when the pup comes out, he wants to hold my hand and share the pains and happy moments with me when they come.
The only person, I haven't snapped at, was Vida, I don't know but she seemed to understand my mood swings and how to manage them.
Oh, I forgot to tell you guys, that Vida survived the storm, just like Wolfie and I, but how she survived will be a story for another day. "Hey don't eat that in front of her, if you don't want her to snap at you..." I heard Vida and my sister walking towards me, she was holding a banana and for some reason, I hate to see bananas because that shape reminds me of Wolfie's genitalia, and it makes me remember I am turning into a pervert
"Hmm... Talking about me behind me?" My voice came out more like a growl, since Wolfie announced that I am his Luna, and also the pack Luna, I think I am beginning to act like one of them.
"We wouldn't dare..." Linda's voice came up. I smiled at my sister, that had her union with Austin, last week, they dated for just a month, before they get married, at first Linda didn't know what was attracting her to Austin when she find out that Austin was a wolf, she freak-out, but as Wolfie said, the mate bond was a fucking thing, that no one could fight.
In the end, she gave in, she could live without Austin, just as Austin couldn't live without her. Their bond was different from Vida's and Meredith's. Vida didn't feel the bond but Meredith did and it's like a fucking one-sided love.
Linda hasn't been able to tell our parents that she was married to a wolf, just as I haven't been able to tell my mom, but just like Grandpa, I am betting that Father knows as well.
Although Linda and I are on good terms, I could not bring myself to forgive her mother and my father, father had been reaching out to me and sometimes, when he visits Linda, he would want to have one or two conversations with me but I didn't want to, although he was a good father to me to some extent, his actions towards my mother, wasn't something I could turn a blind eye to.
Just yesterday, mother called to ask after us, and then she said, she had forgiven father and that Grandpa said, he could give him a job at the company, only if it's okay with me, I wanted to say no but my pup didn't like the idea that I want the old man to suffer, these past days, things it wants, it kick twice for while things it doesn't want the kick just once for, that as been our way of communication, so I give in, I know I will forgive him eventually but not now, not now that I could still feel the injustice he melted out to my mother.
And then the pain came up, it was unbearable, I grabbed Wolfie's shoulder, and pierced my teeth on it, biting too hard but he didn't flinch. I cried like I have never cried, "Baby please, share the pain with me..." I shake my head, I don't want him to get hurt. "please, let me take more than half of the pain... Open your walls to me..." I don't want to, I shake my head again and then his words come up. "If you don't, we will never have another pup..." I glared at him, he knew how much I wanted more than one pup, growing up, I had no one beside me before I met Vida, and even though, Linda was always there from the beginning, it was as if she wasn't.
His words crushed my heart and I let my walls down, his emotions met my mind but he was managing it well, and then we heard a cry and the pain flew to the back of my mind...
"It's a girl, Alpha..." The midwives announced and just when I was about to breathe, a breath of relief, I felt another sharp pain, my eyes rolled to the back and I threw my head back, "Hold on, another baby is coming..." My eyes darted to Wolfie, who was sweating.
"It's a twin?" I asked with weak breath.
"Yes, a twin and it's a boy." Wolfie's hand gripped tight on my arms, as his emotions were all over the place, he was crying. My eyes snapped to him, his face was already covered with tears.
"Are you crying?" I asked that was when he realized, that his emotions were all over the place, he wiped his eyes shaking his head.
"No..." I look at him.
"You have nothing to worry about if ever the disease comes up again, he has us, his parents, his twin sister, and his future mate." I moved my hand and caressed his disheveled hair and he looked worn-out more than me. "you look more, worn-out like, you are the one that just put to birth." I teased him and he laughed, this time, it was a burst of genuine laughter, my eyes moved to the dark cloud, hoping to find the moon, and then make a wish. "... If ever he had the disease, please provide a redemption for him, just like his father."
"What should we call them?" The midwife's voice snapped me from my thoughts, and Wolfie was already holding the female at his left while the male was at his right. He had overcome his fear of losing me to childbirth and for our pup, that he might get the disease, what's the use of living in fear, let's enjoy the moment at a time. One step at a time.
"Summer and Xavier" it's a beautiful name, I nodded to him and then he murmured.
"Thank you, for making me a father."
"Thank you too, for making me a mother to two at the same time..."
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Getting the epilogue in a few hours, while waiting for it, I want to use this means to thank all of you, for paying to read and for leaving comments. I love you all
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