Chapter 179
Akira's POV
I woke up having that satisfying grin on my face, remembering how Wolfie had kissed and caressed every inch of my body until my body longed for him and Wolfie seemed to know what my body needed at that point.
I blushed badly as I recalled how gentle and slow he was with me, unlike the Wolfie I know when we are intimate. My body still aches sweetly from last night, and my cheeks burned as I remembered the details.
"Vida..." I let out a little whisper, knowing that I abandoned my friend last night, although I told her that she should leave after thirty minutes if I didn't return. I was supposed to call her and my mother.
Slowly, I turned on the bed searching for Wolfie beside me, I was expecting to see him sleeping beside me, but to my disappointment, he wasn't there.
Sitting up, looking around he was nowhere in sight, for some reason, my heart raced and my tummy twirled.
"Wolfie..." I called but no answer, tears welled up in my eyes, as I remembered the last time, we had sex, and the next minute he was throwing me out and now, he left me on the bed.
"Wolfie..." Same silent, and my heart palpitations increase as my chest tightens, making it difficult for me to breathe. My eyes strung and the tears that welled up in my eyes threatened to fall. I wrapped my arm around myself as if that would take all the pain building in my heart and spine.
"Logan..." I croaked as I let the tears holding in my eyes fall and it rolled down my cheeks.
How did I let this happen to me again? How could I let him use me and leave me? This time, he wasn’t throwing me out, but he was leaving me behind. My hand wrapped around my knees like it would hide me away from the pain
"Stupid! Stupid! Oh God, why am I always stupid?" I cried burying my face in my palm
"Akira..." I heard Wolfie's voice. I swallow hard, as I raise my head slowly. Wolfie looked at me, as concerned reared his body, he rushed up to me while I jumped off the bed with the sheet wrapped around me, and we collided.
I was Falling to the floor when his arms wrapped around me, I tried to fight my way out of his grip, "Where have you been?" I asked with my voice laced with sobbing.
"I was..." He look down a bit embarrassed, as he take a step back, creating a little distance between us, "I brought you a flower." He said raising his hand and my favorite flowers were right in his hand. "I wanted to surprise you..." Before he could finish his words, I closed the gap between us and hugged him, his body was tense, and he still didn't understand my reactions. "Did I do something wrong?"
"I was scared...scared that you left me after sleeping with me again." Wolfie wrapped his arms around me, as he pressed soft kisses on my hair.
"I'm sorry..." He said against my hair. "I shouldn't have left but I needed to go hunting for you, I know I couldn't bring my wolf out, but I had to do it in my human form." I pulled from him feeling embarrassed.
"Sorry, I thought..."
"It's fine, I might be an asshole but I am not going to leave after what we had and please trust me, if you should want me in your life, you should learn to trust me." He whispered and I nodded.
"Good..."
"So why do you have to go hunting?" I asked trying to light up the atmosphere.
"Oh..." He pulled my wrist, wanting to pull me with him.
"Hey, where are you taking me, I have nothing on me?"
"Sorry..." He walked towards his wardrobe, pulled out his t-shirt, and threw it at me with his shorts. I stared at him confused, recalling how he asked me to wear his t-shirt and get out of his room. "Akira, please don't keep reminding me of how an asshole, I was. I told you, I am not going to do that again, please let me right my wrong."
"Sorry..." I apologized, feeling disappointed in myself, Wolfie and I left the main building, after slipping into his wear. He walked slowly to the backyard, my eyes caught two deer on the floor, and I looked at him lost. He ran his hands on his nape before he gave an awkward smile.
"The thing is..." He paused, and I folded my arms under my chest, without taking my eyes off him, “as a werewolf,” he began, his eyes glowing in the early morning sun, “...it’s a tradition for a male to hunt for his mate. It’s not just about food...it’s a promise. We track, chase, and offer the finest catch to show how special she is… to show how much we cherished our mate.” His voice softened, rough yet tender. “The hunt proves devotion. Every step we take, every breath we share, and every scratch on our skin is for her. For you. To show how much we could risk our life, to protect our mate…” He took a step closer, his scent wrapping around me like a protective shield and I loved the way the words sounded in his lips, “If you accept it… you accept me.”
"Does it mean, that I am special, and if I accept it, I accept you and we could be mates again?" He nodded.
"Yes, even if we are not fated mate, a chosen mate, is also a mate." It was when he raised his hand that I realized he still had a little trace of the deer blood on his arms and a few scratches.
"You are hurt..."
"It's fine, I would rather have these few hurts every day while hunting for you, knowing that you will always accept it... I always dream of this day, I tried many times when I just found out that you are my mate but I get scared that you might not like it and I don't know how to explain it to you. I am sorry that I kept you in the dark all these months and sorry for keeping secrets from you."
"It's fine because all these secrets made me love you more." I tried to sound normal because I didn't want to break down.
"I am glad to be the only male hunting for you." He said but I realized his voice was laced with pain, "but of course, after I am gone, you could..."
"Shh... I want you and only you and promise me, I will be the only one, you will lay those dead deer on her feet not even to our daughter, just me, and the hunting remains only for me."
"I promise..." His lips curved into a smug grin. "I wasn't sure, you would want it, so I just kill before bringing it here but if you want a life one that you might want to keep alive, I could always go hunting for it, anything just to make you and the pup happy." This time I couldn't keep the tears a bay, so I let them fall as I ran into his arms and snaked my arms around his neck. He is accepting me and the baby in my womb.
"I love you, Wolfie... My wolf... I love you with all my heart." I whispered with my face buried in his neck and my breath fanning his neck.
"I love you too, my minx, and I will never get tired of saying it because that is what my heart wanted."
"Then let's get married, I want to walk down the aisle with you, I want to be yours again and you mine."
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