Chapter 185
Akira's POV
"What the fuck are you doing?" He growled at me but his voice was weak too weak that to him, he was yelling not knowing his voice was coming out more of a whisper, and his eyes were getting paler.
"Stop talking, drink from me..." I pushed my bleeding wrist into his mouth. I didn't even know if I should cry or be mad at him for being stubborn. I told him times and times without numbers that we should tried but he said he was fine, not knowing he was dying.
"I can't Akira... I will hurt you if I start drinking from you..." He tried to push my wrist off his lips.
"Fuck... Wolfie stop being stubborn... Please drink from me..." My voice was already broken and my eyes were watery. The more I fought the pain in my chest that I was losing Wolfie, the more the reality stared at me, that a day to his twentieth birthday, I was losing him. The pain hit me and I couldn't endure it anymore. I wiped the tears from my eyes furiously, with the back of my left hand while I hovered over him. Pushing my wrist towards his mouth, he propped his head, as he grabbed my wrist I thought he wanted to drink from me but he swung his tongue across my wrist closing my wound.
"Wolfie, what are you doing?" I groaned reaching for the pen again.
"No baby... You will bleed to death."
"Then drink from me, so I wouldn't bleed to death..." My voice was low and I couldn't put up a brave face anymore, panic was already eating into my system.
I don't want to think this is the last day, I will have my mate, my Wolfie in my arms. I know such thought shouldn't come to my head but I can't push it totally from my head. Fear was crawling into my heart and fear was killing me.
I thought I could take it, but seeing the way Wolfie was struggling, I knew I couldn't, I couldn't be strong for him.
Please, God... Was it the goddess... Whoever you are please help me.
"Akira stop it, don't do that, the pup and you need that." He tried to stop me, but it was too late, I had left another tear on my upper arm.
"Now drink... I didn't stab my wrist anymore..." My voice was crowded with sobbing, my eyes were already blurry with tears.
"Please Wolfie..." I didn't even know what I was pleading for, my voice was already covered with sobbing, and I was barely audible.
"Baby... I don't want to hurt you." His voice was low and his hand didn't leave his chest.
"But you are hurting me already... I can't live without you, I can't survive the pain, our pup needs you... You promised me, you told me you..." He moved his hand to reach for me, but before his hand could reach me, he began coughing clutching too hard on his chest and blood followed. He was spluttering out blood.
"No... No..." I cried as I rushed to the door of the cabin that we had been in for these past weeks, Wolfie had chosen this place for our honeymoon. My eyes met with the vast forest, I saw Wolfie jolting himself from the floor as he launched his body into the open field. His body pummeled to the clearing, I ran after him, grabbing my phone, I had no idea who to call. Although I have requested Vida to come here, that we are going to plan a surprise party for Wolfie today I didn't ask her to come early, it will be much later because I wanted it to be a midnight party, the party was supposed to kick off immediately, the clock ticks twelve. My hands were trembling as I dialed Vida's number, "Vida... Please..." The phone fell off my hand before I could be able to tell Vida anything.
"Akira, what is going on?"
"Wolfie please..." My voice came out filled with sobbing.
"Akira..."
"Please hang on, I am calling for help." His arm, coiled around my wrist, as he pulled me into his embrace.
"I don't want to think about my condition, I just want to inhale your scent, I just want to hug you. I don't know if it's the last..."
"Wolfie, please! Don't say that..." I crouched beside Wolfie, as I pulled him, my eyes were blurry with tears, and he threw his hand across my shoulder.
"Baby, don't cry..." His voice came low. How can I not cry when it's almost like he was dying in my arms and he was saying goodbye to me? I hope that Vida understands my call that I need help and everything is not right.
He was so damn weak but he was holding me tight, he pressed his lips against my neck as he murmured against my neck, his breath was hot against my neck. "You know, I was living a meaningless life before I met you. All I did was work, do everything that my mother and the pack wanted, fuck around, and throw tantrums like some teenage boy. When I clocked nineteen, I knew I had just a year left, so I told my mother, that I needed six months... six months to fool around and forget all my pain, I wanted a carefree life, I wanted to live life to the fullest, do the things that make me happy, because I know I will die, but deep down in my heart, I wanted redemption. A second chance, someone to love and be loved then the goddess brought you into my life. Life had more meaning when you came into my heart when I found out you are my mate. And I am grateful for that, I am thankful that the goddess gave you to me, even when it's just a brief period. Even if I end up not seeing tomorrow, I will be grateful for it, grateful that I met you, and the pup growing in you. You two are the best thing that happened to me, even if I don't see my pup, I know he or she is a blessing and I am grateful for it... " The more he talked, the more his voice came out lower.
We were both lying on the floor, with me wrapped in his hands. "Thank you for loving me and allowing me to be a father."
My whole body was trembling, "are you giving up? Don't you want to spend more time with me, the pup? You are just going to leave me like this? You are just going to give up on everything and leave me alone?" He shakes his head.
"No... Don't even think I don't want to spend much time with you. Forever is not enough for me to spend with you. I want more Akira..." He let out a small chuckle, he pressed a kiss on my forehead.
"If you wanted that, then let your wolf out, so he could feed from me..."
"Not that... Baby, please... Asked for anything else but not me letting out Thunder, he will crave more of you and it will be dangerous."
"It wouldn't be dangerous for me, please let him out." He shook his head and I grabbed it, trying to stabilize his head and force him to look at me. "Please, drink from me, I beg you..."
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