Chapter 044
Logan's POV
"Ahhh..." I growled hitting the wall, the very moment I got out of sight of Akira and Casper, my chest prickled and it was painful, my wolf whimpered in my head, it was unbearable.
"Alpha..." Meredith called behind me, I tilted my head to him, my eyes were dark. "Are you alright?" Meredith asked, seeing the worried look on my face and Gamma's face, which was clothed with confusion.
I know Austin doesn't understand a single thing, I have not discussed anything with him, not even my Beta. He is only trying to put one on two to get what is happening to me.
"Wait, is the human girl, your mate?" Austin asked with concern.
"I want to go to the bar." Austin looked at me but he didn't ask any more questions when I didn't give him a reply, he just nodded and then the three of us went to the bar, sitting in the restricted area, my eyes moved around those beautiful females clad in silk dancing to the rhythm of the music. I watch as the almost nude female dances to attract the male sitting in front of them, I wish this would distract me, I don't know the reason, I feel empty when I see Akira with another male, I know I can't claim her but the fact remains that I long for that female and I couldn't stand her with another male. Meredith seemed to be enjoying the move of the female and Austin was too.
I have invited my gamma to discuss some pack issue only for that naughty Casper to come there with my woman and Riley, I am happy that he is not there and my uncle hasn't joined us before that nuisance brought Akira there, I wouldn't know how to explain to them that the human girl is my mate and I wanted her.
"Alpha, did you see the girl with gold hair, I like her, which do you want?" Austin asked, my gaze snapped at him, I guess he was thinking of a way to cheer me up and drag my attention.
My eyes snapped to the females, wearing those tiny pieces of silk, they were gorgeous and exotic but I swear, none enticed me like the way Akira does.
"It's difficult to decide right? Do you want me to choose for..."
"Austin, let him..."
"It's fine..." I interrupted Meredith, my beta, his gaze snapped to me.
Maybe, I should try one as my Gamma suggests, it's been a long time, since I took a female to bed, especially since I met Akira. Maybe, I could control my wolf, by having a female.
"I will just go for the red hair," I said, and Austin smiled.
"You like them spicy?" Austin said while Meredith looked at me, I know that look, I just ignored it and led the female out of there, into a private room.
I sat on the bed, watching the female strip her wears one after the other and her eyes were focused on me, I guess she was waiting to get a reaction from me but fuck, my body wasn't moving.
"Do you want me to undress you?" She asked my eyes snapped to her, as she moved like a snare closer to me while bouncing her firm bosom in front of me, my gaze was cold and she finally dropped her fingers on my chest. She wiggled the button of my shirt with her hand, suddenly I grabbed her wrist stopping her from trying to undress me.
"Oh, you don't want me doing that, you just want me to touch myself in front of you? I wouldn't mind..." She said I let go of her hand, and as soon as her hand was free she slipped them under my shirt and kiss my neck, she suck on my neck before moving to kiss my lips.
I let her kiss me hungrily fuck, I felt nothing for this female. I pushed her closer, maybe, I could feel something for her but no, it's not working. She didn't give me that desire I felt when I pecked Akira's lips while saving her from Katerina. She didn't make my heart flutter and arousal burn, unlike Akira. Her presence drives me nuts and creates desires in me. My wolf wasn't helping at all, I guess he didn't like this female.
I thought seeing a nude female in front of us, would make my wolf jump out and ravage her but he is not doing any of that.
I was getting irritated and then I thought her complete nudity would drive me nuts and arouse me, I grabbed her thong, which was the only thing left in her skin, and ripped it apart and I threw her to the bed, she gasped as sweet smile spread on her lips.
Her expression is one of victory, thinking that she had driven me wild and had made me want her. My eyes roved her body as they set on her genitalia. I try to touch her, kiss her but it's still the same, I jump off her, throwing the sheet to cover her. She stared at me confused as I made my way to the door, she looked at me.
"Where are you going?" She asked, with her legs wide spread, I tilted my head to her one last time before pulling the door and darted out, I didn't answer that question.
I walked out of the bar confused, what did Akira do to me, I didn't even have carnal knowledge of her not even deepening my tongue inside her mouth. Just a peck and now I couldn't even desire another female. I used to enjoy these females before I met Akira and my wolf declaring her mine, is this how the mate bond is?
"Alpha..." I tilted my head to Meredith, surprisedly, he was just outside my room
"What are you doing here?"
"I was just checking on you, if..."
"I didn't even get an erection talk more of being too hard on the female, I didn't go feral if that is your fear and please, stop following me, I could take care of myself."
"Please Alpha, do not push me away it's for your safety." I tilted my head to him.
"I could take care of myself, I just want to be left alone," I said.
"Why not give her a chance, just maybe you would fall in love with her?" Meredith said.
"She is human..." I said walking away, not giving Meredith the chance to question my decision, 'this is for the best.' I murmured taking two big strides, my beta increased his step to get to me as well. "Stop following me, I asked you to follow Akira, not me."
"She is safe and with an interesting character..." I tilted my head to him, "Not a man, a female and I think she is strong enough to protect her. Alpha, she is gorgeous in men's wear." I tilted my head to my Beta, and he just flicked his tongue across his lips unconsciously, as he ran his hand on his nape, I stared at him suspiciously, "Sorry..." He murmured before masking his expression. "But Alpha, why don't you take her instead of letting Casper..."
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