Pig
The silence in the room was suffocating. It felt as if I were in a room on fire and I was forced to sit still. I had to pretend I wasn’t afraid and play the game of survival with the man who claimed me as his. I was forced to ignore the way my heart cried out for the man he mentioned. I had to act as if I hadn’t thought about jumping to my death just a few moments before.
“That’s not why I asked. I’ve never left the pack without my father and sister by my side. This agreement, this change is still new to me and will take some time for me to get used to,” I said.
“You have all the time in the world to get used to it. This is your life now.”
He reminded me as if I needed the reminder that I was his. It was if I hadn’t been told that for almost my entire life. Because I needed to be told after we announced it to the pack and all the packs in attendance. It was like I wasn’t there last night for the entire time he forced himself on me.
“I know very well that this is my life now,” I said.
The thought alone was enough for me to want to throw myself from the window. Now that I had uttered the words I considered it again. Leaving this world now would probably be my only chance of being free from Ethan. And yet I couldn’t bear the thought of never seeing him again.
“When I woke up this morning I was in a good mood, but now that I see you my mood has soured,” Ethan said as he dropped the toast to his plate. I kept my eyes on the teacup in my hand.
“I’m sorry to hear that, Alpha,” I said.
The chair squeaked as he got up. My fingers trembled around my cup as he walked around the table and jerked my chair back. When I didn’t look up at him he grabbed the teacup and threw it out the window. He gripped my chin and jerked it up so that I was forced to look up at him.
“Are you sorry? What will you do to make it up to me? Why are you being so submissive, Adealine?” Ethan asked.
“Am I not supposed to be?” I asked. I glared at him as he held me still.
How unfair was the world to force this circumstance on me?How unfair was the Goddess to let this happen?
Why was I here with Ethan instead of my mate?
“No. No, you’re not supposed to be. Ah, there it is,” Ethan murmured.
“What?” I asked.
“That. The way you’re glaring at me as if you hate me. The way it looks like you would slit my throat yourself if you could. I like it. I like that fire in your eyes. Do you have something to say?” Ethan asked.
I shouldn’t.
I should.
Why haven’t I?
Does it matter?
What’s going to happen is going to happen regardless of whether I’m obedient or not. Why not go down fighting?
That’s what I had told myself.
So why was I trying not to anger him?
Fuck that.
And fuck him.
This might kill me but I’d rather go down being true to myself.
I drew up as much saliva in my mouth as I could and looked into his demon eyes. I cocked my head to the side despite the pain I felt as his fingers gripped me harder. I wouldn’t play this fuckers game and I’d be damned if I try to fall in line with what I should do now that I’ve been claimed.
I spat at him and I smirked in satisfaction as it hit his face. He lifted his free hand up and wiped it with his hand. Ethan brought it to his mouth and I watched in horror as his tongue darted out and lapped it up. I didn’t even try to hide the disgust from my face.
“You disgust me,” I spat.
“What should have disgusted you was me fucking your hole after you’d taken your little boyfriend last night. But it didn’t, did it, Adealine?” He said. He held my wrist to shoulder and leaned down until his face was in front of mine. “You liked what I did to you. You liked it so much you came around me.”
“Shut up! I didn’t like it!” I screamed.
“You can scream all you want. You can yell it to from the rooftops for the world to hear. It doesn’t change what happened. Your body said differently, didn’t it? Now which one of us is the disgusting pig, Adealine? Me? Or you, enjoying two men in one night?” Ethan whispered.
“Fuck you!”
I was disgusted with myself. His words ignited a torch I was unable to put out. A torch of shame. I felt sick and hated that there was some truth to his words. As much as I told myself I couldn’t deny it. My body reacted to his. I hated myself. I hated him. I hated the way he touched me. I hated that look in his eye. Just because my body reacted to him it didn’t mean that I liked it. It didn’t mean that I wanted it.
With my free hand I slapped him across the face. He didn’t even budge as he glared down at me. He released my chin and reached down to grip himself. I hadn’t noticed that he had grown hard.
“Come now. That’s not how you talk to your Alpha,” Ethan said.
I yanked my hand free from his hand and he straightened his back. His hardness was near my face. I didn’t have to think. I didn’t hesitate. I acted. I punched him straight in the dick. It bounced against his abs and he groaned and caught himself on the table before he fell to his knees.
Yes.
Fuck yes.
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