Kill me now
“Fuck you, Ethan. I won’t cry for you and I’ll never stop fighting you,” I promised.
“One day you’ll want me, crave me. One day you’ll love me,” Ethan murmured.
“I’d put myself out of my own misery before I ever love you,” I cursed.
“Have it your way,” Ethan said. “But I can be gentle. If not for my queen than for who? All you need to do is ask.”
I ignored him as his hands pulled open the buckles on the front of his pants. I looked away, refusing to look at him. The last thing I wanted was to have that ingrained in my mind. I felt his hands on my waist next before they slid down my thighs. When he bunched the skirt of my dress in his hands and lifted I couldn’t stand still anymore.
I lifted my head back and brought it forward. It crashed against his nose with a crack. I swayed left and right as blood gushed down his lips and dripped off of his chin. He cursed but didn’t stop moving. His fingers trailed up the back of my thigh and up to my backside. I tried to wriggle away but his hands firmly gripped my cheeks.
He lifted me and I felt his pulsing head at my entrance. I lifted up off my knees to try and get away but he held me firm. I jerked my hands but couldn’t break free of my ribbons that held my hands fastened to the chair rests. I grunted as I fought against the restraints but it was no use. He lined me up with the head of his cock.
No, no, no.
I groaned as he forced me down on his hard shaft. I was speared and cried out as I gripped the hand rests I was tied to. He dropped his head against my breasts and groaned as he lifted me and dropped me down on his length again. In the midst of my fight all I could think of was him and the last time I’d seen him.
Why did he leave me?
I forced him from my mind. If I kept thinking like this I would grow to hate him. I wasn’t ready to think of him yet. I cried out as he lifted me up and down his cock. I leaned back but it only let him dive deeper into me. He grunted and I couldn’t stand it. I leaned forward and tried my best to block out what was happening to me. It didn’t help though. It didn’t work. Nothing did. Ethan’s wet tongue trailed over my breasts before he wrapped his mouth around my nipple.
“Mm, you like that, don’t you? You’re getting wet for me,” Ethan grunted.
His licks and sucks became sloppy as he lifted me up and down his length.
“Tell yourself whatever you want, Alpha. I don’t like any of this. I hate every second of it. I hate you. I hate every part of you, but I’ll make it clear,” I cried out as he forced me down hard. “I don’t like this. I hate—” I cried out as he bit down on my nipple hard. “Goddess! Fuck you, Ethan!”
“We’re doing that right now, Princess. Look at the way your tight hole takes my fat cock,” Ethan grunted. His hips thrust upward as he brought me down and I hated the way he looked into my eyes. “You might not want to admit it and you might never say it, but your pussy is milking me. You want my cum,” Ethan growled.
“No,” I breathed.
My breasts bounced and I cried for the Goddess to take me. I prayed she would take me out. He hardened inside of me and leaned to bite on my nipple as I bounced. My nails dug into the rest. I could feel the wood chunks stabbing into my skin and making it’s way beneath the surface. He stilled and emptied inside of me. His grip on my hips didn’t lessen as he lifted me and forced me down to take him. He held me down on him as he moaned and jerked inside of me.
Kill me now.
Please.
Please, please, please.
How long would he make me wait here?
How long until he came for me?
How long before Ethan corrupted my mind?
How long before he broke me?
How much of this could I take?
It was only my first day in Crimson pack and I was already ready to quit. I wasn’t sure how long I would be able to take any of this. The sound of Ethan’s breathing, the warmth of it on my chest, the wet liquid that was cooling on my breast. How many times a week would I have to go through this? How long would I have to be subjected to the cruelty that was Ethan of the Crimson pack?
Ethan leaned back and I shifted uncomfortably as his hard length moved inside of me. My wrists burned and I looked down to see the ribbon had rubbed my skin raw. I felt a wall rising up above my heart locking away the emotions that threatened to pull me under and drown me.
“Thank your Alpha,” Ethan murmured. I bit my tongue. “Thank me or go another round.”
“Thank you Alpha,” I spat out.
“For what, my queen?” Ethan asked.
“Thank you for your come,” I grimaced.
“You are very welcome. See? That wasn’t so hard now, was it?” Ethan asked.
His fingers trailed down my arm and I moved away from his touch. He chuckled as he untied the ribbon tied around my left wrist. His other hand did the same before wrapping around my right. When I was freed I moved to get off of him but his hands gripped my waist.
“Give me a kiss first,” Ethan demanded.
“No,” I said. I dropped my right leg to the floor but he held me firmly down on him.
“Give me a kiss and I’ll let you go,” Ethan said.
I knew from the look in his eyes that he wasn’t going to let me go. The blood had dried and he was a scene to behold. I enjoyed seeing him bloody. I leaned forward and pecked him on the cheek. He stared at me with amusement and satisfaction for a minute longer. As if to remind me who was in charge here. As soon as his fingers loosened I pulled up off of him and got to my feet. I pulled my dress down and turned from him.
“Don’t run from me, Adealine. It’ll only make me give chase,” Ethan warned.