Chapter 174
He takes his earphones and plugs them into his phone and he hands it to me. He then takes one side of the earphones and wears it and I take the other one. He instructs me on what to do, so I switch his phone on and go to his music player and there's a playlist labeled, K.S.
I swallow hard. Do those initials mean what I think?
No, no, no. You're just tripping.
"Okay, so just play each of the songs and please, just listen carefully and don't ask questions yet." He bites his lip and I giggle as I click on the first song, Heaven by Kane Brown.
I nearly squeak at the guys thick and deep masculine voice. The lyrics make me want to smile. I try to hold it in but honestly I just can't. I grin at Scott and he grins back. The song is so beautiful, with the chorus so catchy. I tap a finger on my thigh as I listen.
'Everybody's talking about heaven like they just can't wait to go...' the song plays and I smile.
When the song ends, I play the next one which I love so much. Just a kiss by Lady Antebellum. It reminds me of the Masquerade ball. Suddenly the lyrics start to hit me and I realize that Scott's trying to say something. I swallow dryly and lick my lips as my heart begins beating faster. The third song is I Like Me Better by Lauv.
"I love this song," I say as I nod my head to the beat and Scott grins. I love his smile. When I look at him again he lip-syncs to the song saying "I like me better when I'm with you" and he points at me and my heart jumps a hundred metres away and I fight the urge to scream like a teenage girl. Especially when he smirks at me. My entire body turns warmer than usual and my saliva deserts my mouth completely. One last song and I doubt I know it. He stops me from playing it and scratches the back of his neck, and he unplugs the earphones.
Oh, so he wasn't really up to anything. Okay. It's just okay, right? He's still my best friend anyway.
He grabs both my hands into his and adjusts his sitting position such that he's in front of me. Automatically, for a reason I don't know, my feet fly right above his thighs and I move towards him and lock my feet behind his back. Now we're face to face.
"They say that whenever you lack words, music is the answer, so... Kyrah, I hope you've listened carefully to the songs. There's alot I want to say to you tonight and this is the last thing on my to-do list," he blows air out of his mouth for the umpteenth time, "Ever since I met you, I always knew that there was something special about you and the closer I got to know you, the more my feelings for you grew."
WHAT THE?... WHAT!!??
He just said he has feelings for me? I need to breathe, just breathe, Kyrah. Let him speak.
"I really like you... Alot. My feelings for you are so intense that whenever you look at me I feel like a volcano of feelings deep inside me is about to erupt. Whenever I look into those beautiful eyes, I yearn to look at them forever, and whenever you smile, my heart stops. It wasn't easy watching Blake break your heart and I know that it hasn't been easy for you either but I felt like I should tell you how I feel, Kyrah. I'm in love with you and..." he hands me his phone asking me to play the last song on repeat. It's called Every Time We Touch by Cascada, the slow version of it. The sweet music fills the air. "Kyrah, I don't want to rush you on anything. And I don't want you to make a forced decision, okay? No matter how long you'll take, or maybe if you never will accept me, my love for you will never fade away. I love you so much, Kyrah Bailey, with all my heart. You're the only girl my heart desires. Only you," he coos and squeezes my hand.
My heart is doing summersaults, racing like Usain Bolt and there's a stampede in my stomach, it feels like a whole damn zoo is in there, forget about butterflies. My throat is dry, my eyes are wider than saucers as I stare back at him. I'm trembling but most definitely not because of the cold breeze.
"Oh my–" I bite my lip and look deep into his eyes. "I uhm... I'm speechless, to be honest."
"You don't have to say anything right now," he says and we sit there looking into each other's eyes, his thumbs caressing my hands gently and I can feel something hot brewing in between my thighs. He moves in closer and tucks my hair behind my ear.
"This is my dedication to you," he says and my attention goes back to the song.
'Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling...' the singer's voice is soothing.
Before I know it, his tender lips land on mine and he kisses me passionately, my entire body freezes. Just a small kiss and he pulls back. He looks into my eyes and his thumb caresses my lower lip, making my eyes shut as I savor the feeling. When he stops, I open my eyes.
"I'm sorry if I'm rushing things–" I cut him off by grabbing his shirt and pulling him back towards me and there and then, we devour each other. His lips are so warm and soft that I could kiss them all night. His large hands fly around my waist and mine around his neck and he presses himself against me, making my back squeeze the pillows behind me.
I want more of his kisses. I want more of him. I want him so bad!
He groans when I bite his lip and his grip on my thighs tightens. I dig my fingers into his hair and kiss him like he's the last man on earth. He kisses me with so much passion, so much love, just so much emotion!
The moment our tongues touch, he moans and that fucking turns me the fuck ON! I can feel his shorts bulging by the minute and I intentionally dry hump on him and he let's out a groan and grabs my hair.
My hands go all the way to his chest, tracing each ab with my fingers. Oh good Lord! They're so thick and feel so hard. His heart is beating so damn fast and so is mine. I can't even think straight. All I know is that I want more of this.
He's devouring me.
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