Chapter 175
Scott's POV
I have been waiting for this moment for quite a long time.
She's driving me crazier than before now that her body is plastered against mine. I can feel her warmth. I can taste her lips very well and she tastes of blueberry ice-cream right now. She's kissing me and I can't even believe it at all.
I will definitely make her mine, all mine.
My fingers dig deep into her hair slowly as my lips and tongue work their magic.
The moment she sits on my bulging area, I flip and groan, pulling her closer to me and my hands go underneath her clothes. She took off the swim suit she was wearing earlier at a nearby changing room and now she's wearing nothing but the flannel shirt and no bra.
No fucking bra! Fuck!
Slowly, my hands find their way to her perky breasts and oh-my-fucking-goodness, they feel so soft, firm and her nipples are very erect. When I pinch them slightly, she moans my name.
"Scott!" she whispers and something deep inside me flips.
Fuck!
I want her so bad, so very bad. God! I love this woman! She's all I've ever wanted. But I still don't want to rush things with her, so I let go of her breasts and slowly pull away from the kiss. It takes her a second or two before she opens her eyes. I furrow my brow as I try to slow my breathing.
"Kiss me again, please?" she whispers and I don't hesitate. I kiss the tip of her nose, her temple, her palms, and lastly her sweet lips. I can't even explain how happy I am right now. She makes me happy. She's just... everything that I have ever wanted in a woman. She's perfect! She's a gem. A precious gem that I will never ever take advantage of.
She's clinging on to me so tightly and I am pretty sure she doesn't want me to stop. I wish that we could have this moment for life.
This? This is what I call heaven on earth and she is my guardian angel.
I'm in love with her and she's the only person who matters alot in my life. She's the only constant person on my mind everyday. I want to give myself to her if only she accepts it.
Slowly I lower her below me, on to the airbed matress and she looks deep into my eyes. The song is now on replay and I love it because it describes how I feel when she's with me. Every time we touch, there's usually a static between us. Always!
I plant another small kiss on her lips and she cups my cheeks with her warm hands. When I smile, she smiles back shyly and that turns me on. My heart is bursting with joy for her and only her alone. Her breath is unsteady, so I lie down next to her and intertwine our fingers as I stare up at the twinkling stars.
"That's really how I feel about you, Kyrah," I stare at our intertwined fingers and smile, "And I love the way your hand fits in mine." I turn to look at her and she bites her lower lip.
Damn! Never have I ever fallen for any woman like this. It's like I'm under a spell or something, because, all I see and think about is her! She's always on my mind, even when I sleep, Kyrah is all that I dream of.
She stays quiet for a while and I frown. Why is she frowning?
"Did I do something wrong?" I ask, worried that I might have messed up or did I make a move too soon?
"No. I'm just... surprised. I– I never thought that all this time you had feelings for me. I don't know what to say right now–"
"Hey," I kiss her forehead, "I don't want you to make rush decisions, you just ended a relationship and just so you know, I'll wait for you. No matter how long it takes for you to decide. As long as you're sure about your feelings, okay?" I kiss her lips again. I swear I can do this every day. Her full lips are sweeter than muscadine wine, and her eyes, they're deeper than a sunset sky. Her skin soft like cotton and her dark, silky hair is definitely hotter than Delilah's, it's probably the reason why she shaved Samson's hair, I don't know.
"Okay," she smiles and scoots over and lies on my chest, one arm and leg across my body. The feeling is epic! Blissful.
"Let's just stay like this for a couple of minutes, please? I don't want this night to end," I confess and she kisses my chin and something in my stomach flips. Her hand caresses my jaw and I kiss her hair, that smells like Lavender shampoo, as I cover us both with the blanket and place my arm around her.
"Ditto," she replies and sighs and we both stare at the dark sky full of stars as the powerful waves crash along the shore. The beautiful, full moon is illuminating everything around us but I can only see her. Nothing else matters but her. My heart will forever and always ache for her love. If only I had met her sooner, but only the Almighty knew when the right time was.
She's my muse.