Chapter 124

Lexi

Yes, I had a major breakdown. I didn’t realize how overwhelmed I was until that omega smarted off. I lost it. I will admit it. I couldn’t begin to calm down until I had both my mates wrapped around me. Ryan picked me up and carried me into the packhouse. Luther was at Ryans side, his hand on my arm as they walk. The constant contact helps keep me calm. Ryan takes us up to our room and gets on the bed, scoots back to lean against the headboard making sure I am on his lap thge whole time. Luther climbed on the bed and pulled my legs so the were over his. I was so absorbed in Luther and Ryan I didn’t notice we followed.

“ Is there anything we can do for you, Lexi?” Christina asks. I jerk up my head up when I hear her and look her way. “ No, I will be alright in a few minutes. Then I will get to work and apologise to anyone I have hurt.” I said. “ On no. You are going to rest with your mates for the rest of the night. When you are ready you are going to tell us about your day. Something had you on edge and we want to help you through it. Tomorrow you are going to come to my office so I can show you how to delegate so you won’t be so overwhelmed. I should have shown you that well before now. Then you are let your mates pamper you the rest of ther night and tomorrow after we talk.” Christina told me. I open my mouth to object to what she said but Christina stops me. “ Don’t even think about it. I’m telling you this as a mom who knows her daughter needs a break. Don’t make me use one last Luna commands on you.” Christina chuckles. It is funny because like the Alpha command the Luna command won’t work on me.

But the mom command will work on me everytime. Although Christina doesn’t know that. I nod and curl myself into Ryan and Luther. I take in their scent to calm down more then I tell them what happened with Valerose. When I’m done Ryan, Luther and Christina look as confused as I feel. Christina comes to sit on the bed and looks at all three of us. “ Lexi, you know it sounds like you felt the mate bond with Valerose. And if it hurts you I doubt he will go to war.” she said. Ryan and Luther let out a low growl and hold me tighter.

“ Easy my mates. Easy.” I said placing a hand on each of their arms to try to relax them. There is no need to get upset over things we don’t know about yet. I turn to Christina “ I know what is sounds like. And the thought crossed my mind. Mother said I had two mates so I don’t understand. The only thing I can think of is to talk with her.” I said. “ That’s a good idea, baby.” Luther said. Ryan agreed that was probably the only way we are going to get answers. I was going to take a long bath to help me relax then mediate so I could talk with mother.

Ryan placed me on Luther’s lap, kissed my forehead then jumped off the bed to go run me a hot bath. Luther asked his mom to have some dinner brought up to us. We were going to stay in our suite tonight to help me relax. I tried to protest and say I could have dinner with the pack. They knew I loved having meals with the pack and catch up on the day as well as using it as an informal meeting to make sure everyone has what they need or any complaints they need to tell me about. Christine told me the pack would be fine if we missed a meal or two.

The pack understands that mates meed alone time together even the Alpha and Luna. We are no different. So I let it go. Again. Ryan came and got me for my bath when it was ready. Christina left to give us some privacy and to have the kitchen send some dinner up for us. Luther slid us to the edge of the bed, stood up and carried me to the bathroom. I could walk. I’m not injured or anything. I could tell him to put me down but I don’t want to. If they want to carry me around for today I am going to let them. I need to be close to them. As close as I can with our clothes on. Luther put me down making sure my feet are firmly on the floor before he lets me go.

Luther let’s me go, then Ryan and him help me take my clothes off. Yeah, fun time in the tub with my mates. That was what I was hoping for but not what I got. At least not naked fun. Well, I was naked but they kept thier clothes on. That part sucked. I wanted them in the tub with me. What I did get was nice too. Between the two of them they washed every inch of me. With no funny business. Wash and conditioned my hair before rubbing me neck and shoulder muscles. They took good care of me and helped me relax. Well, I melted in their hands so I would say I was relaxed. After I was clean and rinsed they helped me out of the tub and dryed me off.

This time Ryan cared me to bed while Luther found me my favorite pajama pants and one of their tee-shirts. When it is relaxing time I always wear one of their shirts. Today it is Ryan’s. Last time was Luther’s. They helped me into bed and made sure I was comfortable so I could mediate. I layed in the middle of the large bed and took several deep breaths to relax my body and mind. I started feeling heavy as I focused on mother in my minds eye. Before I knew it I was standing in a flowered covered meadow and there was my mother the Moon Goddess herself, waiting for me with her opens open.

“ Come to me my poor Lexi.” she said. I walked over to her and let her take me into her arms. She closes her arms around me and holds me tight to her chest. That is all it takes for me to start crying. Mother rubs circles on my back. “ Let it out child. I have you. I know you have had a rough time lately.” she said. I don’t how long we stood there as she held me and let me cry it out. I cried until my eyes went dry. When I was done she let go of me. Mother wiped the tears front my eyes. “ Feel a little better after letting it all out?” she asked. “ A little. But I am so confused and overwhelmed.” I told her. “ I know my child. That is why I was waiting for you. I have seen your troubles. Come, sit with me.” she said as she guided me over to a bench I didn’t see before.

Once we sit mother says “ First thing is let Luna Christine help you delegate respeonsiblites. Don’t take on everything by yourself. No one can run a pack alone. Ryan has people who help him and so should you. Let Ryan, Luther and Christine help you find a few reliable people to work by your side that can help with both packs. So that will help you.” she said. I nod. I should have know there was no way one person can do all the Luna duties of two packs. “ I will mother. What do about the Valerose situation?” I asked.

“ That one is something I never saw coming. The changes that are happening isn’t something I did.” she said. “ I don’t understand.” I said. “ You see Vampires have their own Goddess although most have forgotten about her. She has been dormant for over one hundred and fifty years. Most don’t know about her because that knowledge isn’t passed down anymore. But I have felt her wake up recently. Why? I have know idea. I feel that she is going after Valerose. I believe she has created a mate bond between the two of you.” mother told me. “ How is that possible? I’m a wolf, you are the one who pairs me up.” I asked in shock. “ Amira, the Vampire Goddess, normally can only pair vampires together but you are a special case. You aren’t a normal shift so the rules don’t apply to you.” mother said.

I jump up the bench and pace,“ Let me make sure I understand this. Because I’m special I am getting a third mate. A vampire no less because their Goddess decided it. My current mates are going to flip the fuck out. How the hell am I going to tell them? Are you sure because the sparks weren’t very minimal. And his scent was barely noticeable. Maybe Valerose won’t notice what is going on. Or he will reject me. At least it isn’t that prick Embrose. He reminds me too much of Aiden. Yuck. Will Valerose have to mark me? Can I have sex with three guys? Do I have the staminia? What am I thinking? Maybe Amira will see that pairing me with Valerose is a big mistake and stop trying. But then we would have to go to war and I would have to kill him. I will if I have to but I am not looking forward to killing anyone.” I ramble on and on going in circles.

“ Lexi, child calm down. I will try to reach out to Amira. See if she will talk to me. But I don’t think she is going to change her mind. She wants you and Valerose together. I have a theory and if I’m right I agree with her so you need to prepare your mates for the possibility. Valerose may reject you so you won’t have to worry about it. But if he does I feel Amira will send another one your way. I will come to you when I know more.For now go back to your mates. Spend some down time with them. Go dancing. Go to dinner away from the pack. Something that doesn’t involve the pack for one night.” mother said. I have no choice but to trust her and do what she asks. After one last hug I start to go back but not before I hear her say “ Take Tyler to Aiden’s pack and you visit with Calissa. It will be fun.”