Chapter 11: I'd rather be dead than touch her
Logan
Of all the human bitches out there, did it have to be her?
I had hated her every day for years. Every time I looked in the mirror, I remembered that a stupid girl had given me this scar; it wasn't from a war or a battle: this scar was made by the weakest being that could exist in the world.
And of course, she had to be our fated mate. Is a fucking joke?
I thought I would choose a nice girl from the pack, just for me and only me, I would be the only Alpha, and everything would be solved.
But it wasn't like that. I should have listed to my uncle, don´t go with the Night Wolf pack. We shouldn't have interfered with human affairs.
But from the moment I smelled her, my wolf Morgan went crazy. He had also hurt his pride, but it seemed that the foolish wolf forgot easily.
I, on the other hand, was completely ready to reject her. I didn't want to be associated with this human, and I certainly didn't want to be near her! But the damn woman had even infiltrated my dreams.
I dreamed of her looking at me, I wanted to break down that door and running to her, I dreamed of her asking me for help, I will give everything for being the only one who could save her.
But since I couldn't fight her and I couldn't get close to her, I was stuck in the middle. I watched her from a distance, while she didn't even look at me.
I knew why: she was afraid of me, terrified, she hated me. Maybe my brothers had a chance at redemption, but I didn't.
While she didn't eat, I stayed at her door, praying to the moon that she would come to her senses. I wanted to be away from her, but... at the same time, I couldn't let anything bad happen to her.
"We must be strong, our brothers are falling. She'll destroy us," I said to my wolf.
The Golden Boys already had their mate and were going crazy. This Robin girl seemed happy with them. Could we be like them?
"We will fall too... she is ours," my wolf Morgan replied.
But the temptation was too strong when I saw her dancing with her friend. From a simple and unattractive girl, she was now... the most sexy thing I had ever seen.
I was even jealous of the way her friend was approaching her. I wanted to be the only one to touch her.
I watched her hips moving and her breasts bouncing, and I dreamed of them coming out so I could see them. My brothers went nuts and approached her desperately, pressing their bodies against hers... and Morgan inside me told me this was going to work.
"She is made for the three of us...she will handle us perfectly," he kept repeating.
I was getting horny watching my brothers with her, I wanted to feel the sensation of her wanting to be with me, I wanted to feel the warmth of her hands, her breath, the movement of her ass brushing against my groin. Damn I was hard as a brick!
Kurt was a lucky bastard. I knew he was the one she liked best.
I wanted everything with her. But of course I couldn't, and all I did was knock over a glass and snap them out of this stupid trance, and I saw her face change.
"What's wrong, Maddie?" Dominic asked, confused.
Of course, the fool had been at heaven's doors and... now he looked like a frightened deer.
"I just... want to spend time with Robin," she said.
That was a quick change. She doesn't want my brothers….or she is manipulating them?
But little did she know that her friend was having a good time, enjoying the attention of the Golden Boys, another pair of fools who had fallen in love. From here I could hear how excited they were, rubbing up against the human.
"Don't you want to be with us?" Kurt asked, hurt.
Have my brothers lost their dignity? Damn losers!
"I came to the party because I want to be with her... I missed her" the human said, and she seemed sincere.
"Of course... but…" Dominic says.
"Why are there so few women?" she asked suddenly, making the three of us blink.
"There are women..." Kurt said, avoiding the question.
"What's going on? Have you locked them up?" she asked, and I couldn't tell if it was irony or not.
"There are just fewer women," I said, and she took a step back.
"Is a werewolves' thing..." Kurt begins to explain and I interrupted him.
"Human, if you're not going to be with us... we should get back," I said, and she looked disappointed. Her expression makes my chest hurt, but I pull myself together.
"You don't even want to be with her," Dominic told me through the mindlink.
"I'm helping you, brothers... you're falling into her hands like fools."
But eventually Robin appeared, and after they danced alone for a while, and we just stay there looking at them like morons, it was time to leave. I had no idea if we had advanced or receded, for the human was extremely quiet.
We followed her up to her room. She seemed distracted, looking around, I just checked her ass to see if the dress would ride up and show me more.
When I get to my room, I'm going to have to relieve the hardness in my pants.
But suddenly she stopped and stumbled, tripped, and when I tried to catch her, I ended up pushing her, and she fell to her knees, and I immediately regretted not catching her completely.
"Maddie!" my brothers yelled worriedly as I sat her down on the stairs and watched her breathlessly.
"Are you an idiot or what?" Kurt yelled at me with hatred.
I don't know what's wrong with him, he never treated me like this before! He was always the silly brother, now he was acting like a knight in shining armor.
"It's not my fault that the human is so clumsy, it's common for her kind," I said, trying to control myself when I saw that she had a small wound on her knee that was bleeding.
It was my fault and I had hurt her, even if I didn't mean to. Maybe I wanted to. I didn't know anything anymore.
It reminded me of the time I saw her bruised face. It killed me to know that someone had hurt her, whoever it was. I wanted to destroy those who treated her badly, also the stupid supposed boyfriend.
But...I want to hurt her?
"Come on, Maddie..." the others said, worried.
"It was nothing..." she said, downplaying it, but I saw her tremble and move away from me.
"Always screwing up," my wolf whispered to me.
Just as I was about to carry her, Dominic's arms appeared. I had no idea how many times he had carried her, and I was dying of envy.
Even more so when she put her arms around his shoulders, leaning on him as if he were a savior. I swear she's doing it on purpose to make my blood boils.
I stayed at a distance, watching my brother tend to her knee, running his hands gently over her calf while Kurt took off her shoes. Both were like her servants, worshiping her.
Stupid, dumbass, cowards.
"I bet you'd like to be there, too," my wolf said.
"Of course not... I'd rather die than touch her."
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