Chapter 27: Losing Control
Maddie
This date had been very different from what I had imagined. I thought Kurt was trying to pressure me or convince me to accept him.
Maybe they really felt something for me, or maybe this was a maneuver by Logan. It's possible that he had deceived me, that they had all deceived me.
But this felt so real. When Kurt told me that he had seen me in the past at school, he knew very specific details: the music, what I did, what I liked.
They told me I was a nerd and a weak person, but they had been watching me. I remembered when they attacked me, how they knew my name and knew things about me, they had been watching me. I didn't know why; I felt like I didn't know anything anymore.
I began to think less when I heard his words and saw his eyes, which looked so sincere.
He was so different from the boy who had yelled at me and attacked me, so different from the popular blond boy who drove all the girls crazy. He had asked about my life, he wanted to get to know me, really.
And he was here with me, he had organized a nice date, and he had me in his arms while we danced, and he kissed me. The kiss was as crazy as the one I had with his brother.
Our lips seemed made for each other. I could hear him sighing and excited by my touch, and the Maddie, who had been strong and determined against those brothers, fell under their spell again.
My own body began to act, uncontrollably, leaning against him as he happily received me. I felt my own hands caressing his arms, his face, running through his hair, when suddenly I started unbuttoning his shirt and caressing his chest, and he began to moan.
What was it about these boys that made me lose control? It was like a match striking a rough surface and creating an instant fire.
I lost consciousness and logic, morality and even my own humanity as I lay in his arms. I felt suddenly my back was against a wall as he kept kissing me wildly.
"Maddie... Maddie..." he said as he continued to touch me.
His lips were soft, and now they were running down my neck as he sucked, and I tilted my head to the side to give him access.
I was losing control and I didn't know if it was because I had accepted Logan's proposal or if I was just starting to feel something for them.
When he started to lower the straps of my dress, I not only didn't resist, I even helped him. It felt like the clothes were bothering me, giving me excessive heat, and I wanted them off.
Kurt kissed between my breasts while his hands squeezed my legs. It didn't seem strange to him that I accepted his touches so easily after everything that had happened.
Had all that disappeared?
Well, at that moment it was as if it had evaporated as he removed my bra and began to kiss one of my breasts, and I moaned, stroking his hair and pulling him closer to me.
"You're beautiful... gorgeous, my mate," he said, and now he lowered the bra completely and my breasts were caressed by his mouth and hands as I writhed against the wall.
He returned to my lips and I felt my nipples brush against his chest, skin against skin. I wanted this to continue, to the limits I had never thought of, where I didn't know if I was ready to go.
When we were interrupted.
"Alpha, sorry... you didn't respond to the mindlink," I heard a voice and immediately Kurt was standing in front of me, covering me with his body so no one could see me.
"I said I was busy and not to be disturbed," he said angrily.
"It's your brother... he has information for you," the man said.
"I'll be right there...," Kurt replied, while I fixed my clothes in embarrassment.
For God's sake, I had moved too fast with a man I supposedly hated. He turned to look at me, pained.
"Sorry... our date..." he said, looking at my neck and cleavage.
"I understand..." I said in a low voice and ran out of there. He went to his meeting, and I was taken to Robin's.
"Damn, girl, you look... pretty agitated."
"Don't even say it..." I told her and started to tell her about the dates and the agreement with Logan.
"God, Maddie... this is why they let us see our family! It seems like a deal with the devil!"
"I'm sure it is."
"I think I have enough information. The ceremony will be soon, and the twins have given me a lot of details about the packs, entrances, logistic. I have what we needed."
"We have to escape... you know what will happen if I don't," I told her, and she took my hand.
"I got you," she said.
I could see the look of pain on her face at the thought of leaving the twins. What was happening to us was crazy, but the feeling was there. It had to be what they called the bond.
"There is something else. Remember how we always saw only men attacking the human villages? Also, what the doctor told us about her having several mates?"
Yes, what happened?
"Nobody knows, but female wolves are less and less. That's why they kidnapped us; the wolves are trying to capture all the women. Not just to have children, but the wolves go crazy alone."
"No women?"
"No, no one knows why. Some packs have disappeared. We have to warn the humans, we have to be careful when we escape, so that another pack doesn't get us," she explains.
I couldn't sleep that night thinking about it, also because tomorrow I'll have a date with Dominic.
Kurt was funny and a bit more sensitive, Logan was violent and crazy. But the middle brother... was something else, he was passionate, and I was afraid of... forget my plans.
But everything fell apart when I was told that Dominic couldn't meet me.
"You'll have a date with me...in my room" Logan told me, smiling as he waited for me.
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