Chapter 116

After getting things off the bed and cleaning up what mess I had, I decided that my workout would have to wait. I now needed a shower and did not feel like having to take another before the tour. By 6am my bed was clean again and the maid took the old dirty ones. “I’m sorry you know that time of the month can be a bitch and for me it always capsizes” I joked, and the maid just smiled and nodded. I ordered room service which was that of a health smoothie and was delivered as I sat on the balcony to finish watching the sun come up alone. I had paced near the door that held Sharene at bay and away from me when I needed her the most at that moment and did not know why. The view was amazing along with the smoothie that was gone within minutes of receiving it. “Hey… you did you already eat…” Sharene’s voice was at my ear making me jump. I had not even heard her come through the door and realized I was that deep in thought. I looked up and smiled “Well hello gorgeous, hope you slept as soundly as I did until I woke up at 5am” I said and watched as she came around the front of the chair and sat in my lap.
Sharene had ordered her breakfast that was brought to us on the balcony a little after 7:30am with a breakfast I had usually have on a normal day but did not have a big appetite. Sharene had moved from my lap making me want to pull her back down to sit and eat while I had her as close as possible. “So, here’s something for you…. ummm but first I have something for you….” I said heading inside. To my dresser where I had her necklace in a box to give back to her after I had taken photos to remind me of what she looked like along with her daughter. I took the box in hand and held on tight as I made my way back to her. I sat before handing over the box wanting to hold onto it for just a bit longer. I cleared my throat and finally held out the box to her and she looked at me with serious eyes and finally took the box from me. “What is it? I really don’t need you buying things for me someone you have fucked twice now…” she opened the box and all words seized from her beautiful mouth. “Ummm wow, well tell me how you really feel…. I umm promised to give that back to you when we saw one another again. I know you must miss it. I have caught you a few times fiddling with your neck like it still hangs there or something. Anyways I just wanted to get it cleaned up and give it back to you. I’m not exactly sure why you are acting like I used you as a two-bit whore or something” I said standing as the irritation hit my blood stream.
Sharene stood on her feet before I could pass her and looked as though she was ready for a fight. I decided if she wanted one, I would give her one and stepped close to her right in her face. “If you want to hit me for giving you your belongings back then go for it, but once you do I’m going to ask what the hell has gotten you so riled up. You think I’m using you, but actually to be honest you used me from the beginning and then left me. Then last night when you said goodnight it confused me even more. I paced outside your bedroom door this morning wanting to just bust in and take you and what I wanted. Then you’d just accuse me of treating you like a whore like you basically just did now” I whispered but with such calm and low toned that I even made my own hairs’ stand up. She had already finished her breakfast before the whole thing happened and I was thankful for that. I didn’t want her missing out on a hearty breakfast when I knew I was about to do something that I might not be proud of doing. Sharene pushed me back away from her with all her might and surprisingly it was a lot, but I had learned to plant myself good enough to withstand force. I let her push me away so I could see what she would do next. She had the box in her hand as she turned and went towards the bedroom door with me on her heels to stop her this time.
Sharene turned around so quick I was surprised I had enough time to move when she lunged at me for grabbing her wrists. “Jesus Shar just chill, out I can’t believe you are acting this way right now…. I gave you something back that I’d already promised I would. You are acting like I killed your dog or something. So, you are not going to just fucking walk away again and if you do, I’m not doing this dog and pony show again for whatever this was or is or wasn’t” I said stepping back and away from her when I tried to grab her again. Sharene locked the bedroom door and came at me again. I grabbed her wrists taking her to the floor giving her what she obviously wanted from me from the beginning but had not realized it until that moment. “This…. this is what you wanted me to take charge and what possess you over you… I’m not that person Shar. However I will do it in the bedroom behind closed doors and only in the heat of passion never in an everyday capacity. So now tell me what you want… and don’t hold back, because baby this is all about me pleasing you. I’m not at available at this moment and actually for the next 4-5 days now” I said explaining it the best way I could.
Sharene groaned as I kept my hands on her wrists and above her head while I started off slow until she told me what she wanted word for word. I teased her until she could not see straight and made her just as irritated as I had become. “You… I want to be yours… I don’t want you thinking about anyone else while you are naked in bed…. Don’t want you sleeping with anyone else including men. If you need a cock to please that hungry tight pussy I want it to be one that we pick out together real or fake” she whispered as I licked around her nipple and then nibbled a little. “Mm, now that is very truthful didn’t that feel good to tell me how you were feeling… who says I’ve been sleeping around… not that I’m going to lie to you but what makes you think I’m that type of person?” I asked before really giving it to her. I did not let up my assault to speak or even let her speak. She tried to get me to stop as she orgasmed over and over again crying out my name. Though not once did she ask me to actually stop what I was doing. I had taken all my ques from her as I felt my way, licked my way, and touched my way through each orgasm. I had only been sexual with her and Catherine in the female department and had only been told by the two of them that I was good no great.
Sharene screamed out so loud on her 5th orgasm and all in so many minutes as it had only been 9 am when I finally let her up to get a breath. I finally moved from the bed to finish getting ready for the day. I had to be out the door in less than a ½ hour. “If you want a shower before we go on the tour… that is if you still want to come along… I already showered and am good to go so…” “Seri---ously who…. is leaving…. Wh---o now?” Sharene asked as she was still trying to catch a few good breaths. I had gone to the bathroom and washed my face, brushed my teeth and did my hair by braiding it into a French braid along with adding a little bit of makeup. Sharene was gone as I had feared instead of staying and showering in my bathroom and wrapping up and leaving after to get dressed. 15 minutes later I left the bedroom and was surprised when I found Sharene outside my door all dressed up in a sundress and sandals. With her shoulder length hair pulled back with a butterfly clip and a splash of make up on. She looked at me as though she was waiting for my answer to her pleading of me not being with anyone but her.
I kept my eyes on hers as I closed the bedroom door behind me and backed her up against the wall that she was near. “Why… why do you need me to be yours and only yours when we don’t know all that much about one another. Also have yet to really talk about it since we are always interrupted by someone or ummm, by the amazing sex we have. You already know though…no let me rephrase that we both are not gay, and I can’t commit to a guy let alone a woman. I can’t promise anything except that I won’t be sleeping with anyone at all. I haven’t in about 2 weeks now except you and then before that it was only 1 guy and 1 girl and trust me those 2 are not on my list any longer” I whispered in her ear before kissing her softly on her lips. Sharene groaned with both pleasure and pain after I had just told her that I could not and would not label us as a couple. “So, even for me you wouldn’t just try it out in a relationship with me?” she asked hoping my answer would change. I took a deep breath but stayed calm even though I wanted my answer to change I could not do it even for her. “Shar… look I’m busy touring schools all over the country…I’ve already told you I’m seriously thinking on going to Europe for the next 4 years or longer. Then you drop all this on me and having me freaking out a little because you are the first woman, I’ve actually even thought about in this type of way more than just sex. I—I’m just…..” she kissed me hard as she tried to hide the tears that were streaming down her face.
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