Chapter 130
Donnie was just listening and not even getting weirded out yet "Ha... there he goes already with bitching at me for telling you this instead of my mother. I'm supposed to be convincing her that she is not crazy when she hears or feels her mother, grandmother and her son" I said as I got up once he landed and was shocked that he landed so gracefully when I had just told him I was communicating with the dead. Donnie held my wrist tight before letting me go "Darling girl.... you need to be careful... only because communicating with the dead is very real for those who have the real gift... which to be honest I saw the gift in you long ago when you'd have conversations with Ethan. Your father did not believe me until I introduced him to Jasmine, and she helped him understand. I hoped that once he was comfortable with her, he would introduce her to you and your mother. That is why she joined you all on vacation and basically told me all of what you are telling me now. When we flew back together before you all came home. I actually have a note for you from her and her contact information, because you'll want someone to talk to on this side when things on that side get too much to handle" he said getting up hugging me and opening the door.
My parents were already in the SUV waiting on me and another car waiting for Donnie who was heading home to his family for the rest of the week until my father needed him. "I guess this is bye for now, I am not sure what I'm supposed to do now that everyone has pretty much turned on me.... I don't understand why I need a bodyguard, need to be...ahhh I don't ask questions when they happen out of nowhere for fuck, sake" I said grabbing the bag on the seat along with my phone from the cup holder. Donnie walked me to the SUV where my parents were waiting to drive us home. I hated that I was feeling like I was in the wrong even though they were the ones overstepping. Donnie gave me one last hug and kiss rubbing my cheek and giving a half smile as he looked towards my parents who were as quiet as could be. "Don I'll call you tomorrow..." "Donnie thanks for everything you do for us" my parents said before he closed the door. I closed my eyes needing time to just process everything and put on my headphones turning the music up as loud as it would go. So, I could drown out the voices in my head and all around me.
The SUV stopped and I figured we were finally home, but when I looked out, we were at a gate and beyond the gate was a house in the distance. I watched as my father punched in a # and drove through. I didn't bother to ask questions when I wouldn't be getting any and gasped as we got closer to the house. I found my truck parked in the opened garage that was not attached to the house. "What the...." I thought for a min and figured it was the house my father had purchased since it now held our vehicles. He drove right up and into the garage attached to the house. "Home sweet home...." my mother said which shocked me. My emotions erupted a second later. "What the hell are you crazy... this is not our home... I want to go home please...." I said as I felt my chest and I started to freak out. My father Ethan was opening my door and coming towards me. "Mia calm down.... this is another thing we wanted to talk to you about...." "NOOOOO I'm not leaving my childhood home, Ethan's home... NOOO take me home now" I begged as the sobbing started making me feel sick again.
My world as I knew it for the last almost 19 years was crashing down around me, and I wasn't sure how much more I could take before I went off the deep end. "MIA.... please calm down... this is not good for you... you seriously need to focus on my voice. Because if you don't only God knows what's going to happen" my nana Amelia said softly in my ear. I opened my eyes and looked at my mother who was looking at me as though she understood my heart ache and the losing control part I was feeling. "For fuck, sake this is all you.... I would not be going through this if you were not a fucking.... forget it, it doesn't matter now because I already accepted the challenge the fucking curse now that I see it all the curse of the Kingsmere's..." I got out of the suburban and went running for the door that opened thanks to the housekeeper or whoever she was as I had no idea who she was.
The house had to be 10x bigger than my childhood home and I wasn't sure what room was mine as I searched the house and was nothing like the one, I had grown up in. One that was big enough for us at 45,000 square feet with 12 bedrooms, 18 bathrooms, 2 kitchens, 3 living rooms, a bar, parlor for the billiards table and more. The guest house that had 3 bedrooms and a pool that seemed to go on for miles. The new house was like made for a king and it's people and for the life of me I wasn't sure why we needed so much space. When my parents would probably not have any more children after this baby now. I was not about to stay in the house if I could help it but had nowhere else to go since everyone had betrayed me. I took the elevator to the highest floor which was 4 and found pictures on the wall of me and Ethan and it was almost like a shrine of our childhood. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket for the 100th time and finally grabbed it looking at the phone seeing that it was Sharene. I knew that I needed to end our 3 day relationship before we both got too far into it that we wouldn't find our way back out. "I have to.... make this quick.... I—I’m sorry but I really can't do this with you, thought I could but.... I—I’m sorry I hope one day you can forgive me" I said as fast as I could before I lost the nerve or actually heard her voice.
Even though I did my best to hang up it was still too late as she was screaming and crying out my name and my heart was breaking. I sank to my knees on the floor and tried my hardest to get up or even crawl. "I can't fucking do this..... I am not strong enough... I've been betrayed by the people who are supposed to be my everything and yet...." "STOP......Mia... come to us......" my grandmother Mia's voice rang out and it was like magic as it helped me picture the one place, I wanted to be which was home in my bed. "YES..... now slowly open your eyes my dear...." she said calmly helping me focus before actually opening my eyes. I got my breathing under control and slowly rolled to my side and opened my eyes. I was completely shocked when I saw that I was back home in my room and wasn't just dreaming but had actually teleported myself to my home. "No.... wow I actually fully did it.... omg my parents are going to have a conniption when they can't find me..." I said grabbing my cordless phone next to the bed. The phone was taken from me by Ethan who was just as much there as I was. "NO... if you call moms and pops, they are going to wonder how you got here. You have to go back soon because the house is so big that it'll take them a good amount of time to find you. If they don’t, they will think that you were taken. It's too soon to show them what you can do, when you don't even know everything, and we don't" he begged.